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violetstorm

Greetings everyone...i had to make some changes due to a split-up....i am no longer in a relationship with my "Master"..all that he was about and everything that he had promised was a lie so i told him to take a hike...thankfully i don't have to deal with him anymore and i can move on with my life...other than this piece of news nothing on my profile has changed...well ok i did make sure to put down that i'm seeking a Male Dominate...on that note those that have not been in the lifestyle for at least 5 years need not bother because i'm tired of game playing and lies.
11/12/2006 8:41:20 AM
Well another day another step forward for me. Being single can have many effects on a person and for me i'm of two minds. On the one hand its great not being tied down to someone. Having the freedom to do as i please, when and where i want. But on the other hand i feel lost as its been years since i've had anything real. The losers, liars, wannabes and such have been endless it seems. Sometimes there are days when i want to just quit and say enough but i know in my heart that i could never really do that because i'm a slave and my heart craves nothing more than to serve. All i can hope for is that one day i will honestly find the right Master or He finds me. Things i know will eventually work but for now being single is...ok. On that note have you ever had one of those days when your mind doesn't want to quit working and more and more thoughts race through it that you want to scream? Well today is just one of those days for me. Figured that out as soon as i woke up and realized i didn't get a real restfull sleep at all. Must have been dreaming again. Boy those dreams are worth being tired all day though **wicked grin** Then again it makes me want more than i can have at the moment. **chuckles** Well anyways that's enough for today. Blessed Be A/all and i do hope you find enjoyment and enlightenment out of reading this. 
11/11/2006 3:33:37 PM

What to write? Well i know in my heart that to be what i am is looked down upon and yet....i stand firm in who and what i am...never shall i stray from being a slave...life is just too short to sit and worry about what O/others might think of me and what i am...for me being a slave is loyalty...freedom in a collar...the enjoyment and fullfillment of serving the One that i am ment to serve...to feel His collar around my throat...to feel His boot upon my neck...to feel His whip upon my flesh and to feel His gaze upon my body...pure heat and lust, need and desire....This is what i need....to be who i am and not what others wish me to be....not what society places upon me as being "normal". Normalicy is for those who don't dare to be themselves and to place themselves on the line or to place themselves in a frightening position...If this is posted i will have to place a poem on here that is all that i have ever felt and thought and dreamed. Well i have rambled enough...

bluephyre
 
 Age: 24
 Stockholm, Sweden