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Omgz my amazing sir gave me a gift and now I can admire his beautiful face any time.
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I don't want anyone but him because he just wonderful in every way. ANNND in a couple months he wants me to come see him.
moar <333
I have however joined reality and realized i'm not in love with him. Just utterly crazy about him.
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January is so far away =( I've grown rather attached to master derek even though we haven't really spoken. I believe i'm more drawn to the vanilla aspects then the dom but the way he goes about things does cause smiles. He is a very sweet laid back guy. I just want to make him happy all the time because the thought of him does it for me. I wish I could really have him. Will never happen and I understand that but I have permission to dream ;p I'd do anything for master derek <333 |
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very old poem...
kiss me softly and watch me scream. take pleasure in my never ending pain. thats all i really am. your whipping girl. tell me your dreams so i can stomp on them. i love you. strike me down again. i need this. i hold you close to make it easier to stab me in the back. tears streak your beautiful face as you scream insanity. it was only a game, its always just a game. im your stringed marionette pull my heart strings at your will. i'll never leave you. |
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i'm growing tired of this site and all that's come from it already... i suppose no one will ever compare to Him in my mind. i mean don't get it twisted what i have gotten from this site is amazing in every way! i suppose i just want something more... *shrug* cest la vie i'll just have to enjoy what i can for now. |
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I have found myself a Master. He is gorgeous and happy and wonderful in so many ways. (J'ADORE!) He's informed me that i am allowed to play with others. (though few have caught my eye) Yeaaa i'm still VERY picky.... but.. I do have a doe eyes for certain people. |
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So i've found in many cases (but not all) the "doms" around here are nothing but insecure, fat, old men. Why are they here? To find some stupid girl to beat on to make themselves feel like they matter. And some bitches fall for it because some dick burned it into their brains that they are worthless. I really hate that shit and it's strongest in BDSM. In my opinion a dom should not have to ever raise a hand or often a voice to make his sub cower. I think a sub would appreciate any touch from the master and such. It's the lack of attention, the disappointment that should make her(or him) feel horrible.I'm not saying cut all violence. If that's your cup of tea (which it sometimes is mine) then by all means! Spank, slap, choke, whatever tickles your pickle.Just not out of anger.. That's the difference from a real Dom and a piece of shit loser. |
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