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Call me Jaded...I may very well be.

I doubt, I wonder and I question.

I am here now for friendship and to catch up with some old friends, I am NOT looking. It will take time and trust and trust is not easily given, trust ranks up there with respect you start out with some and it either can grow or diminish your actions your behaviors make that decision. It may be wonderful to find a play partner but I dont want someone who is married *yes even with her knowledge*, I believe the connection between two people may/should go deeper than that. In all honesty Not into the fuck and run guys, or the lets play and run I can find fuck buddies if that was what I am after its not...so move on if that is all you want. I have accepted that for the most part around this area anymore the good ones are taken and more than likely, I will not find what I am looking for. I am a submissive NOT a slave and yes I do know the difference. I also understand that someone with proper knowledge of the lifestyle will know that some times titles are just that titles. I will be blunt here because I can for now. You are given a certain amount of respect because everyone gets that...that respect can grow or diminish. I am sure many will walk away and say I am not a submissive either with statements like that, thats okay it probably wouldnt have worked anyhow. I am real, I have been around and in the lifestyle for almost 16 years. Feel free to drop me an email if you wish talking is an excellent way to start. What is listed below for likes etc...is not all of it. I like more and have more experience just interested in chatting about it rather than you just reading it all. Apparently another word to the wise here I AM A TOMBOY...yes I can dress up yes I will wear a dress but my normal day to day attire is Jeans and a tank. I have been told that with "training" I may be able to move around the fact that I am the most comfortable in jeans and a tank and working alongside the person I care about. I doubt it. After 13 years of waiting to get a tattoo and have my Dom by my side when I did it, I gave in last year and had my tattoo done on my own without "Him" there...I did it for me. Great advice from a great person. P.S. A couple hours of talking a couple of days of talking does not add up to you getting nude photos. I DON'T HAVE A CAM AND I WON'T GO OUT AND GET ONE TOMORROW TO PLEASE YOU and if your third question is do I have a cam...you are not interesting to me.

3/16/2014 11:21:15 AM

No longer going to Ohio all the time, just rarely and still not looking.

 

3/11/2012 6:06:48 PM

Another 2 weeks and back to Ohio...it is such a boring trip for me.  But, I guess I just have to accept it and keep handling it.  Maybe this month it will be nice enough to spend time outside.

3/1/2012 8:06:56 PM

You have tried to reach out and meet others only to find yourself pulling back. You cannot begin to explain or understand not wanting to be alone yet being afraid to have someone there or even allow someone that close to you. You have met so many wonderful people only to push them away at times. You feel bad.....but at the same time still can't think above the feeling of not being enough. You hear over and over from everyone you can stop you need to grow past what happened. They don't get it do they they don't begin to comprehend how much your core faith and belief in yourself has been shaken.
You know you are slowly getting better...but you also want so much more...you learn to enjoy your solitude. You solitude is your refuge....your solitude is your prison.

2/25/2012 9:48:58 PM

At this time I would like people to note the I am a complete and utter friggen idiot sign is down.   This means I will not buy your dumbass stories, your simple excuses and other silly ass stuff that you try to sell me.  Thank You and have a wonderful day!

1/5/2012 1:17:40 PM

Bonus points to anyone who knows what the definition of insanity is...

12/12/2011 2:45:36 PM

 WARNING POSSIBLY OFFENSIVE!!! After spending some time this weekend with a good friend all I can say is women are vicious bitches in so many ways! So many use, take advantage of, lie and manipulate it is painful to watch. Yeah men have their faults too, but I for one hope not to stand in a class with the women who act that way. Grow up, make your own way and stand on your own two feet not some man's back!

11/29/2011 1:27:49 PM

Last entry removed...sorry for the misunderstanding.

 

10/2/2011 5:11:01 PM

Settling in to watch Aladdin and drink my cocoa....someone help me  some days I am wayyy too much of a kid.

9/6/2011 2:14:14 PM

Done...

8/13/2011 5:22:36 PM

If you're ever attacked by an angry mob of clowns, go for the juggler!!

8/2/2011 1:57:44 PM

Ugh another weekend coming up in Ohio...boring place.

 

8/1/2011 2:39:27 PM

Are you kidding me???  Really, this has led to prove that finding anything close to what I want is impossible if not improbable.

7/5/2011 6:10:45 AM

 Rant and YES I know this is a lousy attitude to have...

 

 

Okay wanting to own me takes more than 2 minutes...
Wanting to be my Dom and change my status takes way more than a day...
After 20 minutes of conversation telling me you can change me into everything you want makes me ill...
I am not perfect and I am not trying to say I am...
No, I wont take "other" pics for you especially if we have only been talking for a day or a week...
No really while I may think about you it is not every minute of the day believe it or not I am a real person with a real life...and while my mind can be occupied by thoughts of a person...I dont let it run my life.

A few questions...

Can you honestly tell me how long nipple clamps should stay on, do you know what clovers are?

Can you tell me what safety measures you need to take with sub when you have her tied to a St. Andrews cross or technically anytime you have her tied down or restrained?

What should you do with a toy before you use it on a sub?

Do you know what aftercare is?
it does not mean you take her back home after either

Perhaps when "Doms" can start answering some of these questions along with a multitude of others maybe we will get back to where the lifestyle used to be.

7/2/2011 3:10:19 PM

There is "training" someone to act, speak in a desirable manner, or wear certain clothes that will make the person more desirable or perhaps just to fulfill an area of something in your life that you want.  But if you take a person who says they are something and are happy that way and you want to "train" out of them...Are you then changing the core of who someone is?  It is simply a curiousity that I ask, after a discussion the other day on the fact that I am a tomboy and the person I was talking to desired that the person he chooses is willing to wear skirts at home, I realized I would not be comfortable at all in day to day life living that way.  Therefore, the above question.

6/7/2011 3:05:01 PM

Back when I used to think maybe one day I would write LMAO

  

It was so damn hot her bright yellow sundress was clinging to her skin as she rode in the car next to Him. Nothing underneath the dress and nothing on her feet after all they were just going on a quiet walk together off the road in a neat little camping area.   Neither one saying much of anything to one another they were both just happy to be near each other.

 She slid a glance over at him looking at him he looked so cool and comfortable in his Docker shorts and white t-shirt, He refused to turn on the air conditioning something about how the fresh air was better then what the air conditioner could provide. But yet he was comfortable, not a single sign that he was sweating and she was dying in the heat her sundress plastered against her body.

 Finally, they stopped and got out she always loved this place there was a short quarter mile walk up through the woods to a secluded camping area with a pond and a couple lean-to’s now if only they were alone…she thought then I can go skinny dipping, she smiled at the thought and knew how good it would feel.

 She watched as he walked around the back of the car and opened the trunk, tilting her head to one side she watched as he reached in and pulled out a small cooler.  She smiled, thinking to herself He is always thinking.  They made their way down the path and she smiled as they came to the clearing…no one was here.  She sighed as she stretched a little and turned around to look at the place it was beautiful as it always was.

 She smiled as he walked up behind her and jumped as her world went black.  Being smart she stood still and just relaxed, her mind ran though wondering what he was up to this time. She felt him start to release each button on her sundress one by one. She shivered despite the heat they both knew how really secluded this place was, but yet how un-secluded it was there were bike trails and hikers the multitude of people was just amazing when you really stopped to think about it, skinny dipping was one thing but standing here naked next to one of the lean-to’s was another.

 He whispered softly “okay little one we are here and you were so hot in the car how are you now.”  In a small voice she whispered “I am okay Sir.” “Good to hear it,” He replied. She heard the cooler open. As she calmly stood still, waited a few moments and felt his hand touching her heated skin. The softness of a rope slipped around her right wrist as his other hand reached for the left wrist and the rope slipped around it too, then he snugged them both up to the small of her back. She stood there imagining him standing there looking at her.

 Once again she heard the cooler open and gasped as he ran a piece of ice across her skin starting at her neck and circling each nipple, then letting it rest on each nipple for a moment.  Softly sighing as he continued the path down her skin she thought that would be it, but gasped as she felt him push the ice deep inside her.  He leaned in close and whispered, “You said you were too hot in the car so I just wanted to help.”  She groaned a little at him knowing she was thinking about a good skinny dip in the pond and not this and he knew that too.  She could feel the water trickle down the inside of her thighs as the ice melted quickly inside of her and felt it evaporate almost as soon as it hit her skin.

 She felt him walk to her side and take her arm leading her to the side of the lean-to, knowing this place well she wondered what he really had in mind but said not a word.  He talked quickly making her jump a little “still hot little one?,” her reply came out quickly “no Sir I am okay.” “You look like you are still hot my dear, here let me help”, as he said the words he slipped another piece of ice inside of her this time from behind she moaned as she felt it enter and shivered as it did its work within.

 He stepped up behind her once more and let her arms slide from the small of her back down to her sides, the relief lasting only a moment as he stretched one arm out and up.  Her mind raced there never was anything on the side of these lean-tos, of that she was positive, for she had thought of this scenario many times over.  The other arm was stretched out to the other side and attached as well.  She decided to stop thinking and just let the scene unfold.

 She felt him walk away more then she heard him he moved quite silently the birds seemed to have stopped singing or so she thought when in reality her senses just had shut them out the only thing she heard was his quiet movements.  Once again he was in front of her a gasp and a moan came out from her lips as she felt the crop land on the inside of her thigh.  He looked at her as she stood there blindfolded and asked her the question that had burned in his mind ever since he found the story in her hand writing “How long have you desired this fantasy?”, she gasped at the question, her mind raced how did he find it.  The crop fell on her other thigh his voice stated strongly again “How long?” “Over a year and a half Sir” she replied. His mind raced…as he added up the months “that is over 18 months is it not?” “Yes Sir” came her reply, she had never told him she did not know why perhaps because it was such scary yet exciting fantasy she was unsure of if she really wanted it.  “Well we can round that to an even 20.” She did not have to ask she knew what he meant.

 “You will get 10 on the front and 10 on the back side.” She knew she was supposed to share all fantasies and that they would discuss them all. She also knew this was the fantasy to a “T” no question about it. Her safe word as always would bring this to an end but now that she was here she did not want it to end.  He turned her around the rough texture of the lean-to against her skin made her shiver as she felt the crop come down on her skin, then she felt the crop dust the top of each of her cheeks.  It came down again on the full of both cheeks. Finally the crop hit in four rapid successive blows. The crop hit one last time on the inside of her thigh and she jumped as it came down hard on the tender flesh.  She felt Him caress each area with ice over each of the small marks she felt the ice run and evaporate.

 Then untying her he once again moved her so her back was against the wall once again she found each spot as it touched the rough surface of the lean-to.  He walked away and let her stand there for what seemed like forever.  She could hear him drinking a soda and her mind raced at how long he was going to keep her there…then she remembered her story said a half hour in the baking hot sun….oh God what had she done.

 She suddenly jumped as coolness touched her fair skin and smelled the coconut oil in the sunscreen she always used.  He whispered “details are everything when you write darling you could be burnt to a crisp in a half hour” she moaned as He rubbed the sunscreen into her skin.  And then listened to Him walk back over to the cooler and went back to his drink, eventually, he walked back to her, offered up a straw and she sipped at the drink.

  He walked away again and time has never gone so slow in all her life.  After what seemed like an hour instead of a half had passed he walked back up to her. He touched her face and she sighed her body craved him inside of her she needed him deep within. He then was prepared to give her the other 10. “Count the strokes this time little one” He said firmly.  With a quick flick of the wrist he brought the crop down on each nipple and she moaned softly 1 Sir and 2 Sir.  The crop came down again on each nipple and she felt it sting a bit more this time for the first time had made each one hard 3 and 4 Sir.  He brought it down against the skin on her thighs and she moaned out 5 Sir and it came down again quickly 6 Sir.  He moved the next two strokes higher on her thighs 7 Sir and 8 Sir.  She moaned and moved slightly at the anticipation of the next two strokes knowing where they would land and the hard tap of the crop came down twice on her bare mound. 9 and 10 Sir she softly gasped out as they landed and she stood there calmly. He came close to her and his lips pushed hard against hers as he dragged into a mind-drugging kiss and they thrust their tongues together in a dance they both knew well.

  Her hands came back down to her sides and the blindfold came off as she blinked in the bright sunlight he shaded her eyes and led her down to the pond. The coolness of the water caressed her skin as he pulled her tight and he entered her in one swift fluid motion. She could feel the water caress each spot and moaned at the mingle of pain and pleasure the water cooled the marks at the same time his touch heated each one. Her legs wrapped around him tightly and her nails dug softly into his back and she cried out his name no longer caring about who could come along any path. Just looked deep into his eyes and getting lost there.  They came together as only they could their bodies melding together and their release coming at the same time.  Softly she sighed his name and she smiled as he pulled her close.  He looked at her sternly and gave her a firm reminding that all her fantasies were his to fulfill.

 

annelicious88
 
 Age: 32
 Grapeland, Texas