the color that is used in this mini bio of who i am is inherently needed to be reproduced on this naughty bottom. it seems as if for some reason, i yearn (deeply) for a severely punished bottom. not just paddled but (well) uhhh, i guess we can talk about it in private. i have been in search for a woman who can match her desire of perpetual punishment up against my desire to perpetually present this bottom to her for her use. this is not a game to me. i day dream about it, i think about it more than anything else. the woman of my dreams is out there. this boy has a large affection for the female bottom too. as i close my eyes and dream i imagine my face being used as a stool. i dream of that woman to (D E M A N D ) that i worship her creamy globes of flesh as if it were my last meal. i dooo have an affection for chocolate as well. this boy has a desire to be before a woman of lovely chocolate in his dreams too. i have looked and looked, yet i keep waking from the dream with bad experiences. it is my hope that i can bring to the table a commitment of going no where else and to no (one) else. i do hope that if that woman does cross my path that i can do all that is necessary to please her. it is an uphill battle for me ( i know). it is also my hope that if i get out of line that i am severely punished for it, and not just thrown away like yesterdays garbage. i am a person too! i look forward to meeting you ( where - ever you are). as for me ? well i am right here ( ready) i mean > READY to present this bottom for her to use as she sees fit. for the record( 1000) strokes wasn't enough but it was close. smiles. hope my dream woman and i may be able to connect ( in many areas) smiles
the worst mistake that any sub can make is not having enough attentiveness to paying attention to what he or she types and i made a blunder and i do wish to appologize for all of my typo's and my stupidity for both present and past..
i hope that for all those that i have affected by this i dooo humbly appologize
it is also my hope that with this statement i am no longer looked at as a fake but a human with mistakes i doo apologize
i found this today on ask.com .. i wonder how many people out there even know what the true definition is.. and if they are even capable of understanding what a ( real) definition is. i also wonder if those that accuse have nothing to be ashamed of.
(n.) Imitation intended to be passed off as genuine
i just wanted to let E/everyone know that i have been wonderfully captured by the woman of my dreams
through my search i have found a few opportunities to perpetuate a relationship here or there with women of authority. i have been part of wonderful activities. i have never durring my tenure in this lifestyle? never come across a woman that has show a true desire to be as strong as she wanted to be? i dont know if it was fear or if it was non interest in me. but i must say i am overjoyed at the ( requirement) that she has placed upon me. one that i have always begged for yet never had it followed through.. yet ( she) reqires this of me . this makes me elated.? i soo look forward to our meet to follow through with our mutual desire.
i dooo hope she sees this soon so that she may smile in her heart and in her soul
thought maybe it might be appropriate that i write again. i realize it has been a long time since the last time. have been in a state of awe at some of the wonderful Domme's on here. still having a hard time being the good boy, guess that will take some discipline. justglad that i am not totally buried under th earth where i cant see the wonderful women that grace us with their luscius presence. still hope to kneel before the one that truly can find my soul and grab it by the horn.
this journey is a long one and i am meeting quite a few people. some that are together, and some that have missing pieces. i endeavor to continue my search for that (One)! That special Angel with the devil horns (smiles) well i know you know what i mean. would love to learn more about some of the Domme's local to me. i imagine that a munch or something may be in order. kinda nervous over that. heck it took a lot just to get to these pages.
i am a little confused about the amount of Dominant males are looking at my profile. it amazes me due to the fact that i was sure that i was very specific in my profile that it is a ( woman) of great desire to punish is what i dream of. sorry guys
