***I guess in essence I just want to make a woman a toy to play with.***Lets share a fantasy of mine , and if you like what you see then you will like what I do ;-) I have always wanted to tie a girl up over a chair totally helpless. and while she is in that state I would run a vibrator slowly up her thighs , playfully and slowly lingering near her pussy ..but not quite touching it *because I want her to beg for that* and after sufficent begging I start to ever so slowly circle the vibrator around her pantied crotch. Once she is good and wet I tantalizingly move her panties to the side and slowly fuck her with the vibrator, but only for a few strokes . Then I put the vibrator inside her and cover it back up with her panties to hold it in place. I walk over to her front , grab her hair and make her suck my cock until I cum all over her face*all the while the vibrator is driving her crazy*, she gets me hard again and I tear her panties off take out the vibrator and we have wild sex, then I decide if I should untie her or not ;-) ...if this scenario appeals to you , then we should talk sometime ;-)
Lol im just not desperate enough to chase subs around...oh well.
