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A riding crop and a blindfold doesn't make it BDSM. There is a big difference between being kinky and being in the scene. It's not a sexual thing to me, it's a very spiritual thing.
~ DominaBlue

I have always been in the scene, my soulmate and I explored this for many years. We became closer and more intimate. We never got into what I consider  the extreme bizarre stuff, but the love of bondage, a good spanking, and role playing, was excited us both. I long to find that connection again,that kind of love. Deeper than can be explained, uninhibited, open, honest & fulfilling. There are days I feel I have had my happiness...but my longing keeps me searching, I may just have to come to the reality, my search will end on the other side, where my soulmate waits for me.

I feel as if I am falling down a rabbit hole...waiting til I land. Not knowing where I am going, or if HE will extend his hand...Please reach for me in the darkness, for I am scared & alone. Take me, hold me...control me & never let me go!

A quote we shared....how I long for my the sound of the voice who read these words to me.