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| Dec 2015 - This cunt is now whenever possible living as a feminized sissy bitch that is only dressed up as a wimpy male when needed to interact with Vanilla world. it hopes to find Dominants who are into using a gurl like me to worship & pleasure cock in often humiliating and suffering ways. it sleeps with its ass plugged to remind it what it is... a feminized sissy cunt that craves oral and anal use.
July 12 2015 - We finally arrive at our new home in Silver Springs, Nevada after 8 days & 1700 miles. We are very happy to be home again! Looking forward to seeing old friends and making new ones.
May 2015 - After enduring 2 years in TX at the poverty level, while trapped in a crumbling RV with a leaky roof, working only 20 hrs a week while busting my ass for an ungrateful, selfish asshole. we scrimped and saved enough to climb out of the depths of hell and in Feb 2015 signed a year lease on a small house. We slowly relearned what it feels like to be a citizen again and not a refuge from a natural disaster.
So... Here it is barely 90 days later and someone i trusted with our life, laid me off, kicking our lives to the curb. An arrogant ass who disposed of us like trash. All the hard work i did to make the rental place habitable is now simply abandoned in place, half finished.
Suddenly, We can no longer afford to stay in the house we just rented, so we are reduced to once again selling everything we can and packing whats left for the 1700 mile trip home to Nevada. We should be on the road in 30 days... Wish us luck! We will need all we can get!
i regret ever coming here and giving up everything to be part of something that could be huge but is being squandered and mismanaged. What a waste of time, energy, and opportunity.
Were moving on to a new opportunity to restart our lives and enjoy the world again.
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Switch/slave couple in North Texas outside Dallas. Open to friends, play partners, and maybe more.
The Lady is a reluctant Switch Domme who deserves a Dominant to help her feel like a slutty woman again as her partner is merely a sissy male slave that is a well trained oral slut, anal addict, & bondage bitch that is best used often in helpless & humiliating ways. It is kept plugged (while dressed as a slutty female) as often as possible.
Loosing almost everything where their from, including both jobs and their home, they merely get by at a near poverty level existence in a small RV in a park.
We try hard to find ways to make money while she is unemployed and the sissy works part time (3 days a week) at a job paying moderately well.
We hope to meet locals for friendship, play, and possibly more.
Respectfully,
Sissy slut jas
PS: Life isn't fair or easy for us as we struggle to get by after loosing everything back home and then relocating to TX on the chance of getting work. We exist barely above the poverty line with only one of us working 20 hrs a week. Our home is a tiny RV that's aging poorly. The space rent is fairly low in the RV park we call home which in the only reason were able to survive. We have no disposable income of any kind, making the free WiFi here our only means of meeting people in the area. If that's too real for you then leave us alone. We are not here to be judged by how fast or whether we respond to you or not... If you cant get over yourself and feel the need to contact and berate us for not responding instantly to your message.... we have 2 words for you... Pound Sand! To Those we have met thru here, thank you for your understanding and friendship, it means alot.
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Here it is early new years day morning and this sissy cunt is awake pondering 2016 & what lays ahead, hiding in the shadows, ready to pounce.
2015 was turbulent, stressful, testing this sissy cunt's commitment, endurance, ability to think on its feet, react well under stress, and just plain flat survive under some of the most trying times of its life.
Somehow this sissy cunt made it through it all to arrive back home in Northern Nevada, in one piece, with most of it's sanity intact. Quite frankly i have no idea how i made it W/O a heart attack or at least becoming sick after getting so run down that it took 3 days of sleeping to begin to fell human again after the 1700 mile move.
Nevada has been awesome to this sissy cunt since settling in, with many people, groups, and agencies stepping up to provide assistance when needed. It is so very good to be home again.
Now it hopes to find the right situation with the right Dominant to complete the picture. Someone to serve who can make it shudder and moan while it is kept helpless, humiliated, and used in ways that are often less than pleasurable.
And yet, someone who knows that finding a balance within those extremes is the best for all concerned if there is to be any future in the situation.
This sissy cunt has modest expectations and is not in a hurry as to allow time for things to develop naturally.
With that it would like to wish everyone here a happy and prosperous 2016!
sissy cunt jas
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This sissy cunt spends as much of the day as possible dressed as feminized sissy cunt, with its ass plugged and always in some form of bondage, usually in a humiliating manner.
To be treated this way makes it feel good and satisfied to suffer for others amusement. |
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i am very happy to be back home in Northern Nevada again.
It's been awesome to reconnect with old friends and make some new ones.
Lady Rosie & i look forward to resuming our life within the local community.
Respectfully,
Lady Rosie & sissy cunt jas. |
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Lady Rose is a 54 year old loving Switch with a bad hip that will eventually need to be replaced. We have been together 10 years now and fully accepts who and what i have become.
jas is a 57 year old cross dressing, oral and anal addict, bondage and humiliation slut, that longs to live as a full time feminized sissy cunt slave. it hopes to have breast implants but keep it's tiny cock caged so it may be used to control & humiliate it deeply.
Respectfully,
sissy cunt jas and Lady Rose.
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We finally made it back home to Northern Nevada. Dead tired, rode hard, put away wet, all the packing, loading, driving 1700 miles, unloading the Uhaul truck, and now unpacking have left me exhausted and needing several naps a day to get rest. Money is very tight but doable. |
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Finally... after weeks of packing, loading the 15' Uhaul truck, on the road for 8 days & 1700 miles, and unloading both vehicles... we are now home again in the country outside of Reno, Nevada.
It's good to be home again! |
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Finally... after weeks of packing, loading the 15' Uhaul truck, on the road for 8 days & 1700 miles, and unloading both vehicles... we are now home again in the country outside of Reno, Nevada.
It's good to be home again! |
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I just woke up in the middle of the night from this incredibly vivid dream of myself as a young man in love with a iconic beauty, living my life free of pain, full of energy and ambition...
I got up to pee and literally felt that I was back in my 20s, and was stunned that i had become an old man living in 24/7 pain by the time that i made it the 5 steps to the bathroom.
I just stood there over the bowl, the echoes of the splashing mixing with the remnants of the dream till it faded, leaving me standing there just saying "Wow..." over and over again... |
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I just woke up in the middle of the night from this incredibly vivid dream of myself as a young man in love with a iconic beauty, living my life free of pain, full of energy and ambition...
I got up to pee and literally felt that I was back in my 20s, and was stunned that i had become an old man living in 24/7 pain by the time that i made it the 5 steps to the bathroom.
I just stood there over the bowl, the echoes of the splashing mixing with the remnants of the dream till it faded, leaving me standing there just saying "Wow..." over and over again... |
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So many hours spent sorting and packing plastic totes, meanwhile the record rain fall fills all the local lakes to the point of overflowing banks and spillways. We stay indoors and do our best to stay on task as the booming thunderstorms echo up and down the lake. I cant wait till were done, the Uhaul is loaded, and were on our way back to Nevada! |
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Its official! We gave 30 day notice to our landlord! Were going home July 5th !
Alot to do between then so off to packing.... |
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Finally get out from living like a fucking refugee from a natural disaster and now i am "laid-off" by my best friend from our two man startup biz. I think it is all a line of shit to hire someone who isn't partially disabled and not get sued over it. I'm angry yes but mainly disappointed.
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Finally got mostly moved in to a three bedroom house. .. room to play again after two years living in a small 5th wheel travel trailer. |
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Sissy cunt and Lady Rose are now happy to be living in a 3 bedroom home now after 2 yrs in a 5th wheel RV travel trailer crammed into a horrid RV park... Room to live and play! |
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What a sad world...
By the time you accumulate the training and conditioning to be a well conditioned and eager sissy cunt, people overlook you simply due to your age...
Sighs and goes to sleep in self bondage... |
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This sissy cunt wishes every one a Merry Christmas and a Better New Year!! :-) |
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5am Saturday morning, sissy cunt fucktoy slave bitch jas wakes up to take meds and empty itself. Cleans up the butt plug and reinserts it back in place. Crawls back to bed with its tiny cock and tied balls pulled back between its legs. Slips a pillow between its legs while laying on its side, humping the pillow, clamping on the plug in its ass, ass it's clamped nipples ache... making it's tiny cock twitch as it grinds against the pillow... moaning dreaming about a real cock in it's ass.... |
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Just an old sissy cunt...
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This sissy cunt accepts that it exists in this world to be used while helpless in humiliating and often suffering ways for the pleasure of others. |
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It occurs to this sissy cunt that it is a part of a Switch F/sissy m couple hoping to find a owner for a pair of mid 50s white slaves which is hopeful at best and impossible st worst... why keep.looking... we have no choice... Sissy cunt is fated to be slave forever to a worthy owner with lady at its side holding its leash. She deserves the use by a real man as it is not one.
i fully accept that this is my life as her cuckold sissy cunt slave devoted to her happiness and his control.
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It occurs to this sissy cunt that it is a part of a Switch F/sissy m couple hoping to find a owner for a pair of mid 50s white slaves which is hopeful at best and impossible st worst... why keep.looking... we have no choice... Sissy cunt is fated to be slave forever to a worthy owner with lady at its side holding its leash. She deserves the use by a real man as it is not one.
i fully accept that this is my life as her cuckold sissy cunt slave devoted to her happiness and his control.
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| Age: 20 |
| Ontario,
Canada |
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