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twistedprincess

Male Submissive, 32, Ontario, Canada
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About twistedprincess

Looking for Daddy, I know you're out here somewhere..


I am bi sexual but i know that i cant serve a Mistress full time. I cant live without cock so unless you have one of those, please dont expect anything long term.



I am not looking for a father figure, I desire a Master that likes to be called Daddy



Thank you


hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Im moving, getting the fuck out of Sydney. Not to far though, just to the central coast.
I'm going to talk about it. Weeks ago now, I've not really been able to write anything about it because I still can't believe it happened. I was off on another outing for my Daddy. It was a warm day and I was in the best mood. I was off out the door to go and show my cunt off again. I went to the usual spot. Sat down and spread my legs. Nothing out of the ordinary happened until I got up to leave. Walking away from the cafe I quickly noticed someone was following me. I began to walk faster, I tried to stay out in the open surrounded by people but he quickly caught up to me and dragged me down a back alley. What happened next is a blur. I remember screaming and kicking at him. I remember he was telling me that id asked for it. I remember somehow getting my knee in a position to thrust it as hard as I could into his balls. I then poked his eyes and ran for my life. I came home. Daddy Had msged me to see how it went. I told him. He was upset, I was furious and scared and hurt and alone. And there was NOTHING He could do for me. Because of said tricky situation. I had to go through that alone. I shouldn't have had to go through that alone.
Im in trouble again.

This situation is tricky for me. Like..fucking unbelieveabley tricky. And I needed space. So I took it. Without telling Him because, you know..i need space. And now im in trouble.Im not allowed to talk to him for 2 days,
Happy Birthday to meeeee
I hate BJ week. Retardedly horny but cumming is messy.
That is all.
MY PUSHISHMENT IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Yay!!!!


Daddy msged me this morning telling me that I had till midday to make sure my lists were finished and to send to him asap, if they were done to his satisfaction then my punishment would be over immediately.I was at the gym doing yoga when he messaged me so it was after midday when I got the message, Daddy extended my time limit till 145pm. I didn't really need the extra time, the lists were almost already done, I just wanted to make sure they were perfect. I just sent them to him @ 120 and he told me that my punishment was over and that I was to journal at my earliest convenience.
I have learnt a valuble lesson. DONT DISOBEY DADDY. you don't like his punishments. There really is no other or more appropriate way He could have punished me, It was perfect.  My lesson is well and truly learnt.




I was excused from writing my journal yesterday as I spent the day throwing up..charming hey?. So I was very sick and had to go out on the hunt for cock. I met my best friend at the pub, she was there with her new boyfriends friends for birthday drinks so I made sure I paid attention to who was there with them so I wouldn't get myself into trouble with my bestfriend afterwards ;)

I was trying to stay as sober as possible without letting onto my best friend, coz when we go out we kinda get pretty messy very quickly.

It wasn't long before I was approached by a man. We danced abit and he bought me a drink. So his hands got rather famililar with my legs and breasts as we sat talking in a booth at the back of the pub. He started kissing me.,.it was very obvious that he wanted to fuck me. I whispered.."i want to suck your cock" into his ear..he looked like all his Christmas's had come at once so he took my hand and we left the pub..i kinda made sure my bestfriend didn't see us leave..i was coming back..was only gunna be gone for 10 mins or so. We got outside and went down towards the beach..it was SO cold..luckly it had stopped raining..We found a covered area and I got down on my knees, unzipped his pants..looked up at him and said " You not allowed to fuck me, I just want to make you cum in my mouth". I took his cock in my mouth and sucked it nice and slow..it was already so hard. It was a nice sized dick..pity Master said I wasn't allowed to let it fuck me. Licking the length of his cock and massageing his balls in my mouth..i made that cock cum rather quickly. Sad really. I drank down his cum, stood up..licked my lips and walked back inside the pub.

1/3

S
o I walked back indide the pub licking my lips..the guy trailing after me..the door man smiled at me as I went upstairs to get a drink. I saw my best friend from across the dancefloor an decided to go have another dance. There were a few guys dancing around me, but I was just toying with them..the guy whos cock I sucked was talking to his mates..an his mates were staring at me. Probably wondering if they could get in on it too. But none of them approached me.

I went to the bar and was just about to order another drink when 1 was put in front of me. This time, I leaned over to his ear and whispered " My Owner wants me to suck your cock right now, is that ok with you?"..Again, the guy nodded his head wayyy to eagerly and we went outside. This time I took him to where my car was parked. He sat on the hood of my car and I went to work on his cock. His cock was a little smaller then the one before, I was able to hold his cock down my throat for awhile before gagging and feeling my body wretch forward..my throat muscles contracting around his cock and this made him cum. On my face. I licked it all off and left him to do his pants up and sort himself out.


2/3


So walking back into the pub, the doorman was laughing as he saw me go back inside with a different guy following me. I felt like a complete and total slut, but I didn't care because I was doing what Master had ordered me to do. Unfortunatly I hadn't gotten any pictures of the previous BJ's...id have to make sure I asked this next time......



But there was no next time..by the time id gotten back upstairs and found a drink and my friend there were no people around and it was closing time :(

So hopefully 2/3 aint bad!










This bottle of wine is emptying rather quickly.....
Just been trying to keep myself busy with my work the last 2 days..its only day 2...:( I miss my Master.

"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding." - Anais Nin
Ive displeased Master. I was under strict instructions to perform a task and I failed to do so. I was warned there would be punishment but instead of completing my task I chose to do something else. It doesn't even matter what I chose to do, I disobeyed him and now I must suffer the consequences. My punishment is hard. Im not allowed to talk to Him at all during the day. Just send him a summary of my day and any questions I have at the end of each day. Im not allowed to cum or play with my toys. I have to find 3 cocks to suck this weekend if possible.Im not sure how im going to make it through till next Wednesday :(
My Daddy likes to show off his property. He is proud of owning my cunt and as such has asked me now a few times to go and show it off. IN PUBLIC. To be truthful, the thought of this scares the shit out of me..the mind races.....what if i get caught..what if I get raped coz some psycho thought it was ok to use me..what if I get caught and get in trouble with the police...what if someone sees and what is that person thinking...So many things rushing through my mind. I just had to tell my self to shut up and calm down. Daddy wants me to do this...Daddy said its ok. I trust my Daddy. And it was quite simple to go ahead and do as he requested.

I took myself into the city yesterday, to the same place I went the first time he asked me to do it. I ordered a hot chocolate, and I sat in a postion where it was easy for me to show off my cunt to people that were walking by. My heartbeat pounding in my chest..so scared of all those things happening to me...but before I knew it there was a man standing in front of me. His cock was rather large in his pants I noticed..he winked at me and said..nice pussy and walked off. At that instant I really wanted to shove my fingers in my cunt and rub my clit and cum right then and there but I couldn't. So As soon as I got home, I took to myself with my viberator :)
I bought new toys last week, hadn't had the oppurtunityto use them until last night and boy did they get a work out :). The buttplug was bigger then anything I have ever used before and it hurt so much putting it inside me. I played Daddys messages over and over and just hearing his voice made it hurt less. He made it ok without even being there, well..he did and the vibe in my wet cunt ;)
So ive had a really shit time over the past few days. Im struggling with a member of my family. I don't understand why, if someones done something to piss you off..i don't understand why you wouldn't want to talk to that person, let them know what it was and sort it out. This person I speak of had the shits with me on Monday..screamed at me on Tuesday and is only now just starting to talk to me like a normal person this morning. I hate being ignored, I hate walking on egg shells. Its like..retarded.

In other news...I have new toys to try out :D The buttplug is especially scary looking :O...not sure how all that is going to fit
If it pleases Him to have me kneel before Him, I will kneel reverently
If it pleases Him to bind me, I will gladly offer my arms to Him
If it pleases Him to touch me, I will allow myself to be touched
If it pleases Him to teach me, I will learn all I can
If it pleases Him to discipline me, I will accept it without a sound
If it pleases Him to allow me to serve Him, I will serve Him with loyalty and devotion.
So, something exciting is happening in the land of the princess. He's back. Its a little more complicated then last time, but moving forward I believe it will be just what ive needed. How did 7 years fly by so quickly...7 years later and here we are :)
Its funny how just seeing someones picture, if you havent seen it in a while can just kick you in the stomach, make you shake, make you smile, make your heartbeat quicken and make you want to cry all in the same instant
Suspension and bondage the tighter the better,
Remote controlled orbs, that make me get wetter,
The sting of a singletail that my Dom flings,
These are a few of my favorite things . . .
is definatly not interested in Poly relationships , OLD MEN or married Doms, thank you but no thank you.
He has told me to go and find happiness.

I thought i had.

The search begins again....
I think im goin crazyyyyyy
No sleeps to go and all over red rover.

I saw you standing there, waiting for me and my heart skipped a beat. You welcomed me into your arms with the hugest warmest cuddle and kiss. All else forgotten, just take me home!.

The trip in the car was fun, to tell you the truth, i coulda sat in the car park alot longer!

You took my hand and led me to your bedroom, undressed me and fucked me. I cant tell you how good it felt to finally have your cock inside me. My moans joining with yours as we both came. Feeling your cock, your fingers, your tongue. Never ever wanting it to end, but knowing that theres 2 more days of you, of us.

The spreader bar was fun, too bad it couldnt fit in my bag!!..I cant wait till we can see each other again, it will only get better!.

Thank you, for everything.

2 sleeps to go
A little update from the land of the princess. Im flying to brisbane on friday after work to finallly meet my master. Im spending the entire weekend with him and then flying home and you know what? I CANT WAIT.

Only 3 sleeps to go my Master
He makes me smile, He excites my soul and he makes me think. Everything is perfect. New job, new Master. Life is wonderful. Things are progessing nicely, we talk everyday, i miss him when were not talking and i cant wait to feel his touch.

Life really is good.

I forgot to mention the presents :)
So, things are looking up. Maybe this site isnt such a joke and a waste of time after all :)
Id like to thank everyone for their help with my situation. All advice was listened too and learned from.

Thank You :)
Dodgey people doing dodgey things. Why did i expect anything more from this site?
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