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Seeking real time for those local or able to travel to upstate sc with few limits........
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i have a new foot video on youtube check it out look up twistedbittch
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where the fuck are all the good old fashioned pain boys at
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boooo i need a new digital camera i dropped mine in the bathtub.......
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Had a really nice session with a local boy earrrrlllyyy this morning, some nice strap on pics added to my blog check it out puppet
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I am free to do real time t his comming saturday through tuesday
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whos going to take me toy shopping and buy goddess some new toys???? hmmm??
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Is chastity really necessary? As necessary as breathing! Men
a.k.a perverts have little to no self control over that little worm
they call a penis. Every good dominant woman knows if your the one
controlling when a boy cums hes alot more willing to do what you want
and more eagerly. Not to mention he needs to earn the right to cum not
just sit alone molesting himself all day.
See
I on the other hand I can sit around and cum 4-5 times a day (and often
do) and its just fucking hot as hell, whereas disgusting little boys
who sit around playing with theirselves all day are just gross little
perverts. Nothing will be given to you freely, you will earn everything
you get from your Goddess . If I feel you deserve to cum then you will,
If I feel you havent done enough to please me then you wont. Period end
of coversation.
I enjoy ALOT of tease
and denial when Im not letting a boy cum as well. I love the physical
build up and no release. Keeping you tortured and right on the verge
but never allowing the complete release. And you can also count on the
fact when I finally do allow you to cum it will be in some humiliating
manner just because I enjoy it and it amuses me.
The
sexual tension and energy that is manifested from chastity can be
useful in many ways. It will only be natural to go through phases and
moods braught on from not being allowed sexual release that will vary
from, lust, jealousy, resentment, lowered ego, humility, anger,
stronger devotion, inability to focus, and eventually acceptance.
Chastity
keeps your mindframe on your Goddess. Constantly questioning yourself
and your worth. Wondering if you have done enough for me, wondering
what you can do to gain my approval. Cumming is a pleasure and must
only be granted when you deserve it. Rather it takes days, weeks, or
even months is literally up to you.
When do you want to cum?
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I put up 20 new pics on my blog http://kinkyneeds.blogspot.com
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I think I will join eharmony.com personals site.. then sue them when
they cant find a match for.......a 28 year old, self absorbed,
smothering, narcissistic, borderline skitzo, who doesnt like to talk
other people unless shes paid for it ha, only keeps human pets, rude,
cusses alot, is 80 percent pure evil, finds joy in hurting those around
her, picky, paranoid, ex bfs name tattooed to her foot, nervous, blood
fetishist, dominatrix, really big clit, usually under the influence of
something, hair twisting, insomniac, with major trust issues.....hey
but atleast im hot right?.....lol I love me...I wish I could just clone
myself and date myself......
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Yes I require tribute, just so we dont waste each others time here, it doesnt make me fake lol it just makes me greedy, lol i mean come on you can tell by my writings and my site that I am a well experienced Goddess of 6 years, I am not the normal newbie dom just trying this out, if you take my time then make it worth it
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Pros for chastity, Cons for greedy perverts...lol
Pros of being a good submissive and giving control to Goddess
1- more focused on making sure Goddess is amused and satisfied since I am the one that is controlling when your greedy cock gets some relief. 2- You are more productive in other areas of your life that are more important than molesting yourself everyday. You would be surprised just how much you can get done when trying to avoid thinking about your swollen dripping penis begging to cum lol. 3- The simple fact that I am a Greedy Goddess and cum harder knowing I have all you boys restrained and just waiting for my approval. 4- More practice in other areas of your sexual life that ALWAYS need more training, your mouth is your best asset learn to use it and stop worrying about your penis. 5- Showing me you are prepared to give up your self love and dedicate yourself to Goddess completely. 6- Its simply more beneficial to Goddess all the way around to keep you frustrated, teased, and horny. It keeps you in your place just beneath me, it is humiliating isn't it puppets? To have no control over your own pathetic cock you were born with? To have to earn your right to cum...to have to invest all your time and energy into pleasing your Goddess without even knowing if she will be generous enough to even think about allowing you to cum....hmmmmm
Cons of being a pathetic drool boy who can't keep his hand off his cock
1- It's simply disgusting. lol seriously no one likes the thought of some pathetic loser humping his hand all day. A Goddess however, well that's a different story now isn't it. I could masturbate 10 times a day and its just fucking hot. 2- When allowed to molest yourself freely, your brain goes right back into self-love mode. With only VERY VERY few exceptions I've met, most boys immediately get right back to thinking about only whats good for them, instead of concentrating on whats good for Goddess. Let's not forget who is more important in this relationship. 3- It seriously effects your performance, when you are so used to just cumming whenever you feel like it, you become lazy and pretty much just do enough to get it done. Every time you are serving your Goddess you should be eager, ready to please, and ready to do so as long as she wants. 4- It shows no true form of submission, your pleasure no matter how small it may be when received..is something you earn. It is not just freely handed to you.
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The interests of your Goddess, the boys who kneel to me should know my wants and desires
and strive daily to make sure they are met.
Human Deity Worship, when you kneel to me
you worship me and me alone. I am divinity in the flesh, here in front
you, breathing the same air as you. You will worship me, you will pray
to me, you will adore me, you will make sacrifices to me, you will fear
me, you will seek guidance from me, forsaking all others. All of your
time, attention, and efforts will be to the Goddess, fulfilling my
wants and needs. Unlike other religions where your expected only on one
day of the week, when you dedicate your body and soul to me you are
expected to seek my approval daily. Every waking minute of your life
you will be dedicated to the Goddess. Your heaven is receiving Goddess
attention and love, your hell is the thought of living your life with
out my presence. I am the one and only Goddess and my desires will be
done.
Chastity is required from anyone who serves me. Meaning you don't cum without my permission period.
For boys who are trustworthy I much more enjoy not having them in a device, it takes most of the temptation
away. Of course you still want to cum, but know you cant touch it or become aroused so it puts it in the back
of your mind. When its out in the open the temptation is greater, meaning it will take a lot more physical
effort to do as I want. Cumming is a reward only gained by my approval and satisfaction, If you are not pleasing
Goddess and doing as I want why should you have the right to cum anytime you wish. I on the other hand can
and do come many MANY times week and it just makes me that much more hotter. You on the other hand
spending countless hours alone molesting yourself daily just makes you a fucking pervert. If I am the one
controlling when you cum your a lot more pliable and willing to do what I want.
Humiliation is found at the base of pretty much all bdsm type experiences. Humiliation shows you your true
place beneath me. It reminds you of your weaknesses and your many faults. So not only is it extremely amusing
to me it is a tool to program your mind keeping your will broken. You should hold no worldly pride, caring not
for the opinions of others but only the opinion of your Goddess. Showing you your weakness and shortcomings
allows your mind to accept that you are inferior to me. When you finally let go of your selfish pride and ego you
will be able to see the only importance in your life is the Goddess. Your place is beneath me, your life is second
to mine, your body a puppet for my desires, and your mind devoted completely to worship of the Goddess.
Tease and Denial is my most cherished tool of amusement and pleasure. I get great amusement of keeping on
the verge of pleasure but denying you the privilege. I take a lot of pleasure in torturing boys, especially boys in
chastity for me. Sexual tension is useful for many things in life and good a submissive will learn to use it for
they're benefit instead of whining about it like a little bitch. Tease and Denial can come in many forms from me;
mentally, sexually, and emotionally. Your cock is not the only body part able to be teased, I love to get boys
emotionally involved with me teasing them with the hope that Goddess could actually begin to care for them.
Teasing you mentally making you dig yourself deeper and deeper into situations that eventually lead to an outcome
that is nothing like you were expecting but by that point you are so far into it your not able to turn back. Mindfucking
gives me immense pleasure.
Full body worship, starting from my pretty
little toes, up my calves, to my thighs, leading to your personal
heaven my pussy and ass where you will be spending A LOT of time. I
love a lot of oral worship, lets face it most of you are useless with
your cocks anyway so you have to adapt and become of good use with your
mouth and tongue. I love to prolong cumming it makes me cum 10 times
harder so be prepared to spend hours between my legs. It can be a very
spiritual experience to worship your Goddess in this way, bringing her
great pleasure. Tasting and taking my bodily fluids into your own body
makes me become a part of you even in only in a small way. You should
live for worshiping your Goddess and treasure the thought of having my
life force flowing through your body. I also enjoy full body massage,
feet, legs, back, neck, everywhere you should feel honored that I allow
you to lay your perverted fucking hands on me and bring me comfort and
satisfaction.
Pain play, I consider pain to be your own
personal sacrifice to me. Money and amusement sacrifices make me happy
but actual pain sacrifices please me more. To give up your flesh and
blood for your Goddess shows me you value me more than your own self. I
enjoy many types of pain sacrifices, CBT, flogging, cropping, anal,
light forms of mutilation such as cutting, tattoos, piercings. I take
great pleasure in watching you put your body through pain from me, not
just amusement but actually physically turned on. I enjoy it sexually
and emotionally because it shows me how devoted you are to the Goddess. |
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