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Going to have to ask for pictures from people. And please, no republicans.
I'm not looking to jump out of my law school and move to your door step. Let's just forget the part about being owned for now and start with are you a good human being?
Im pretty shocked at the level of misinformation out there about muslims. It's like I'm reading it from a cartoon version. At the same time I shouldnt be surprised considering how putrid the news media is in this country. It's interesting to me that most people have an international channel on their television and can pick up the actual news from abroad instead of the censored stuff from the US but they don't actually use it.
My familie's Iranian, my father was part of the American supported Shah backers. even HE admits that the shah was the one who gave the fundamentalists a reason to kick them out.
Iranian women right this very minute are sitting around in their designer clothes and high heels talking about their husbands dicks and laughing. Their government isn't anymore corrupted by religious fundamentalists then ours is in my opinion. I should have been more clear in my profile that the part of being muslim that causes me to be trepedatious of my sexuality is that they expect me to be a virgin till marriage. |
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Going to try to get through some of the mails and offers this holiday weekend. I definitly think I need to find someone experienced who owns girls who doesnt want another girl to talk to. Some of the offers are so sincere and beautiful it shatters me and touches me inside. |
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Broke my heart to day in just a little way . I had to start deleting the non serious and basically too far away people from my email. I did read every one and if you wrote to me with sincerity I did reply.
This is why I feel like I must be submissive at some deep level. I really felt awful to delete anyone at all.
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Ok several dominants have actually said I need a submissive mentor. (this can not be a good sign) I opened up the seeking list and welcome any input...
oh that didnt sound right! |
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Ok, I'm feeling a little freaked out for some reason. only two days of an active profile and I need to take a step back and see what the substantive difference is between these inquiries actually is. I feel like the big question I want to ask each serious one is right there on the tip of my tongue and it just evades me. Is some part of me begging to be awed and impressed, isnt looking for magic and chemistry a fools errand? Is this the part of what all submissives feel or am I delusional.... |
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Thank you for writing. I feel like I just went to school. I'm writing back I promise. |
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