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Another 5 pounds lost and a few firsts and some realizations.
The biggest, I suppose, is my wardrobe. Not only that it's increasing far beyond what I have ever had before, but what those items are. Androgynous items that are designed to be worn daily... and then it hits you. These are to be MY clothes!
Now that I am at 180lbs, I am starting to see the feminine body I used to have. While walking, androgynous clothing is worn.. track suits and the like. The breast forms hide well enough now, but as my weight decreases, it will become very difficult to hide, and at my target weight of 159.. there will be no way to hide the fact I have a feminine form.
Much will change at 159lbs. As I get close to that, Mistress Victoria will enforce some pretty strict lifestyle changes. My focus now is on getting my voice lessons done and starting to work with clothing and makeup to accomplish looks that will allow me please Mistress Victoria and at the same time help me get past my nervousness in public.
Once my weight is down, I don't imagine she will be allowing much time in male clothing or even projecting masculinity.
~trisha |
