ToWorshipHer

Chastity:  My interests with chastity goes back into my early teens. i first heard about chastity from the movie Robin Hood Men in Tights. After that i was hooked. i would spend hours reading stories, and gathering as much info as i could on the subject. FYI Altarboy was such a great site.

  So, a couple months ago i was lucky enough to purchase a CB6000s. i've worn it off and on for the last couple months. While i like the device, it's not really made well for long term. With the device being made out of plastic, and using a simple mini pad lock, i don't feel it's "real" chastity. The funny thing about it is i have to sit down to pee. i've found this to be a very humbling and submissive experience.

  my search goes on for a new belt. i would like to find something that when i wear it will have deterrent effect. Something that will keep my mind from going into naughty places. But, at the same time, having a deterrent will make me think naughty thoughts that much more. i'm thinking i would like to get either a full metal belt (don't remember the maker, but there is a cute she-male belt on the market.) or i would like the get a metal version of the CB6000s. Maybe something that has a urethra tube, so there is no way of pulling out.

  So, this is my first journal entry on this site. i've always liked the idea of keeping a journal everyone could read, Letting people into my head. i read a lot of the journal entries different Dommes post.

  i've been thinking about it alot. i love high protocol. If i had to pick one thing i would like to learn most it would protocol. i know there are many different kinds of protocols for different situations. Perhaps your out to dinner or an event. Or, maybe it's the protocol you use when your at home. i think i like it because your always at attention. Even when your not serving, your still serving by doing, and acting the way your owner likes. i wonder how much time and training it takes to learn real protocol?