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About touki

Owned by Immoral

she is the most wonderful person in my life . although I haven't been online much lately , I hope I can make it up to her soon , counting the days to see her and make up the days I missed being with her .

Immy I love you .

it's been some time since my last journal , I can't complain much , things have been going ok , considering , my preparations for my trip are doing well , electricity and other things are keeping me away from her . I miss her a lot and counting the days to be able to see her and to start my trip .

I love you Immy .

it's been some time since my last journal , I can't complain much , things have been going ok , considering , my preparations for my trip are doing well , electricity and other things are keeping me away from her . I miss her a lot and counting the days to be able to see her and to start my trip .

I love you Immy .

the day went very well , I love spending time with her , even if it wasn't as much as I wanted , but well , if it's up to me i'd be spending all day and night with her . she is wonderful , she make my heart dance from happiness .

I love you Immy

i had a good and bad day , it was good with family and friends , and very bad to be online , no electricity all day , I couldn't come be with her :( , I feel bad about it , I really wanted to be here .

I love you Immy

she is back and on a very special day , my gift is delivered , and as she always does , she did it in style .

I love you Immy . thank you .

today is the day she's back , and so do I . I am looking forward to see her and talk to her again , I miss her so much .

I love you Immy

I count days , hours , minutes , seconds to be with her again , all that comes to my mind is to be with her again . to see her smile , hear her voice , be with her means the world to me , yes she make me feel complete , I am her slave and she is with me , with each breath I take .

I love you Immy .

it's just a wonderful feeling each time I talk to her , she make my heart beat . she is wonderful .

I love you Immy

a new month started , it wasn't the best start , as I miss her , I miss watching her and talking to her , she keep watching me , I am just greedy , I desire her , to be at her feet , to please her and to make her feel happy . she is my world , as days pass , I feel closer to be at her feet , being with her .

I love you Immy.

i can't describe how much I love her , just can't find the words , she is so wonderful , she fill my life and make me love everything I do . she's always with me , in my heart , in my thoughts .

Immy I love you .

she bright up my days , make everything seem better in my eyes , being apart from her only made her feel closer and my love for her growing even more . i feel her with each breath , anywhere i am or whatever i do .

i love you Immy .

I've been going through some bad days , electricity wise , and starting to affect me as I feel a bit depressed from not being able to spend time online or be with her . even not having time to write my journal as regularly as I should but that is not because I forgot or not want to ... just having bad times to do it . I think about her all the time and what she's doing and how she's doing , reading her journal regularly . she is the only one that keep my mind sane and make me want to smile .

I love you Immy .

the past few days haven't been well here , seem everything went against my desire to spend time with her . yet she is always with me , on my mind and in my heart , talking to her even for a bit , bright me up and make me have my smile , when several things work against that . she is wonderful , and all I can think about is to see her face and be with her .

I love you Immy.

I dunno what to say , it was a lonely day , I haven't spoken to her today , I feel emptiness , I miss her , I hope she had a good day , I am looking forward for tomorrow , with high hopes that I get to spend time with her .

I love you Immy .

it was a quiet day for me , I didn't hear from her during the day , I knew it was an important day , her birthday , I don't know what gift to offer her but myself , my service , my love . she came back at night , she was happy , that make me feel happy , I always aim to see her smile and pleased .

happy birthday Immy , may your days be filled with smiles and love . I love you .

it's a very special day today

Happy Birthday Immy , may you have a wonderful year full of joy and good health , surrounded by the ones you love .

I love you

it was a long day , got busy in RL and since afternoon , I was on a task ... I couldn't fail , it wasn't an option , it's something that I just had to do , and it wasn't easy ... took me all night , with lots of stress and worry , just thinking of the consequences made me stressed ... I hope she is pleased with my effort .

I love you Immy .

my days are empty when i'm not with her , she is always close , yet spending time with her bring me to life , make me smile , make me the happiest person in the world . I miss her a lot when she's away , but knowing she is well and happy make me feel better about it , as her happiness means the world to me . I am looking forward to see her and talk to her , hopefully today .

Immy , I love you .

not a moment pass without me thinking about her , I find myself drowning with my thoughts , thinking about how she is doing , and what and where and hope that she is happy and try to always be my best so I can make her proud and happy with me .

you are wonderful Immy , I love you so much . thank you . 

it's always a wonderful day when I spend it with her , she makes everyone happy , I feel wonderful and she makes me want to do more and more to please her and make her happy . I am blessed with a wonderful family , they're all wonderful , I have to mention the most special person and the one that make it all happen and everyone happy , GW , he always make sure that everyone is well taken care of , thank you .

thank you Immy , I love you so much .

she makes everything look bright , beautiful , happy ... that's her powers and she use them so well .

I love you Immy . thank you

I just can't seem to say it enough , each day I find myself saying it many times and still what she does to me is far more than the word itself .

Thank you Immy . I love you .

I was having a normal day , it wasn't bad but not much happened , except that I wasn't able to come online much , then late at night right before I go to sleep , she messaged me , suddenly my smile was on my face , she does that , she always hold wonderful surprises and make me very happy , she is amazing , she can read me so well , even when we don't talk about things , she knows , and I love her for it .

today , all our wonderful family was in chat , it was amazing , I love them all , it's bumbum's Birthday ( Happy birthday bumbum) and I saw foxy , I haven't seen her from a while , I was happy to see her doing well , and of course the beautiful Immy , she makes everything shine , with her smiles and looks , she's amazing .

I love you Immy

 

 

*facepalm* I missed her today , I didn't see her or talk to her , that made me feel bad most of the day . I had a crazy day , with so many people coming and going , it was strange , I had my computer on but couldn't actually be on . I miss her so much .

I love you Immy *hugs*

it was a good day , I spent some time chatting to bumbum and Cube , she's both wonderful and had fun , rest of the day was normal , then at night there she was , I spoke to her and saw her , she is so wonderful .

I love you Immy

just a look at her face sound like having a long conversation , she doesn't even have to speak , her eyes , her smile say millions of things , and make me smile .

Immy you are wonderful , I love you .

it was just a normal day , and that's good considering nothing bad happened . I didn't talk to Immy much , she is on my mind all day though .

I love you Immy

i love her , no it's more , I am in love with her , it's even more , I just can't find the words to describe it . she make me feel alive , she make me feel loved , she make me want to be the best I can be , just to barely keep up with how wonderful she is and to be worthy of being her slave .

thank you Immy .

i feel much better today , I don't know what more to say , I find myself repeating myself day after day I am happy , she make me happy , just thinking about her is pleasure , talking to her and seeing her is pure joy . oh and happy birthday to the beautiful Cube , may you have a wonderful year .

I love you Immy .

after a long day , spending most of it sleeping and in pain , here I am at night time , the pain is gone and I spoke to her , she make everything seem good and talking to her make me feel great . she is wonderful .

thank you Immy , you make my life bright . I love you .

the past couple days weren't that good for me healthwise , other than that , I feel good ,I miss her a lot , I haven't been able to spend much time online or be with her and that make me a bit sad . I know that soon i'll be back though and I know that she's in my thoughts all the time .

Immy I love you .

it haven't been a very good day for me healthwise , I slept most of the day and my body was tired , at night though , things were much different , after talking to her , I found my smile found it's way back to my face , and I feel life is back to me again .

thank you Immy , I love you.

it's been couple of bad days for me , I have been feeling very well physically , and found myself sleeping most of the time , at the same time my mind seem to be shattered. yesterday I had to leave while she's here for the first time as I couldn't sit at the computer and that make me feel very sad as my joy comes from being with her . she's wonderful .

I love you Immy .

there isn't more joy for me then knowing she's pleased with me , my heart dance on the rhythm of her words , her love fills me , her beauty catches me , serving her make me the best I can be , making her happy makes me the happiest man and slave ever . being with her make me feel more free than I have ever felt , I am in love with her , day after day , I feel happier and in love , I appreciate every moment of it , I am lucky , she is my Mistress , she is my love .

I love you Immy , thank you .

i find myself thinking about her all the time , she's always with me , she make me smile , she make me confident she make me happy . though all that , all I got on my mind is what to do to please her and return all the blessings she already gave me . she's wonderful .

Immy I love you .

it's amazing how one person can fill my heart , with her I feel myself filled with love , that make me able to face the world . the feeling of emptiness and fear are gone , she's here , she watch over me and she drive me to be the best I can be , even surprise myself of being more . she does that , it's her power , her blessing for me to be her slave , to serve her the best way I can , cause she is the best .

Immy I love you so much . thank you .

it's really amazing how just a normal day turns into a wonderful one just by having her on my mind . she makes me happy , and with all things that try to ruin my day , her love remain more powerful and my love to her is limitless .

I love you Immy .

she bright my life , she makes me happy , I dunno what words can explain how I feel when i'm with her , she is my life .

Immy I love you .

i am blessed with the most wonderful Mistress in the world , she is beautiful , smart , sexy and she give me her love . I find myself floating into her world each time we speak , she make me live a dream and face the world with a happy mind and a smile on my face . yes she does magic .

I love you Immy , thank you for guiding me into the happiest life I can have , I appreciate every moment we share . thank you .

it was a quiet weekend , I spent most of it out , seem like everyone are taking the day off , I miss Immy , she ain't far though , she's always on my mind and in my heart , that make me happy , and smiling and always be positive and looking forward to do my best in everything I do .

Immy you are wonderful and I love you very much .

my day didn't start very well , as I didn't have electricity most of the day , I was feeling angry and upset , and then she came , and as soon as I was with her , I felt like everything changed , my smile wouldn't go off my face , yes she does that to me .

thank you Immy , you make my life bright and I am very happy to be yours . I love you .

I am happy , I am blessed , I find myself when i'm with Immy , I see myself talking to her , telling her everything that is on my mind , she makes it easy for me , she's wonderful , I just find myself floating into her universe lose track of time , hoping it lasts more and more , it's a wonderful feeling , she gives me that , and I feel wonderful .

thank you Immy , you make me very happy and I hope I always do the same serving you .

I love you .

she's wonder , amazing , and so loving , being with her make me feel so happy I feel like dancing , and being hers make me happy all the time .

thank you Immy , for making me happy , I love you so much .

I had another wonderful morning with Immy , she is wonderful , after that well my day was similar the the day before electricity sux and I try hard to keep calm , and she help me feel happy . I am so lucky to have her in my life she make everything look brighter.

thank you Immy I love you so much .

as usual I had a wonderful start of my day with Immy , I just love mornings being with her , she make me smile and help me have a good day , specially today ,  as the rest of my day was bumpy with no electricity and some things that happened , thinking about her make things better. I did miss talking to her at night but again , electricity didn't help and that made me sad , I know that she is always on my mind though and I hope her day was well .

Immy , I love you , it's my honor to have you as my Mistress and through your guidance I am a better person. thank you .

it was a wonderful day , as usual I have a wonderful morning with Immy , she is amazing , beautiful , smart , loving , gentle , caring , funny ... It goes on with all the good qualities I can list , or I can simply say she's wonderful  , she bright up my day , make me smile , make me happy and make me want to be the best I can to see her pleased . watching her happy and pleased from me makes me the happiest man ever . at night it was special a HOT night , she fixed it for me with some ice , again i'll just say she's wonderful .

thank you Immy , I love you so much .

It was a good Sunday , I had a good sleep , then a bit chat in the morning with Immy and GW , it's always wonderful when they're in chat and fun . Then I spoke to Immy and she have that magic that make me happy and smiling , she makes me complete and she get me to show the best in me . I love everything about her and I find myself staring at her knowing how lucky I am. Immy I love you

i started my day in a wonderful way with Immy , she is really adorable and so wonderful and watching her beauty as I speak to her is the most wonderful thing I can wish for in the morning . after that my day was okay , my night was a bit lonely but I got to spend some time with bumbum .

Immy , you make me a happy man and happy slave and I am grateful for everything you give me . I love you .

i woke up today to start my day with her , and then something happened I still can't explain but I didn't feel the time pass I forgot to message her , I feel terrible she was waiting for me and I just wasn't there , I spent all day feeling terrible , I just couldn't smile or enjoy anything , all that on my mind was what I did , I can't explain it . I wake up in the morning to be with her , I can't stop thinking about her , she fills my heart and thoughts. at night I came back online and there she was , looking amazing , just watching her make me smile , talking to her make me happy , being hers make me feel like dancing and when she smile , my face get a smile automatically and when she tell me that i'm a good boy and that she likes me , I feel like both my heart , mind and body want to dance from joy .

Immy , you are my world , I am lucky to be able to serve you and please you . I love you so much .

I spoke with her in the morning and that always make my day wonderful . I spent most of my day out , but she was there on my mind , I couldn't come back online at night either . well I spoke to her a bit before she went to bed , I hope she have a good day at work . I just feel wonderful being with her .

I love you Immy.

it was a wonderful day , from the start it was amazing after skipping mornings in weekends with Immy , today I did , and there she was so wonderful , so beautiful , with her usual amazing smile that light my day . after that it was all smiles for me , until night where I said goodnight .

thank you Immy for a wonderful day . I love you.

time pass slow when she's away and I missed her all day and night , knowing that she's occupied , she's always on my mind , and i'm always ready to be there for her anytime she desire . my day was okay in term of actions , i had to go out and finish some stuff , so i couldn't be with her during the day , same at night she had so many things to do and i had company so couldn't talk to her . all that time though she's on my mind , it's amazing how good it feel to be hers and just the thought of her make me happy .

i love you Immy and i hope you have a wonderful day and goodluck .

i woke up early , started my day with bumbum , we have lots of fun together , then later Immy joined us and it was so wonderful , we had lots of fun and laughs it was amazing . after that I didn't see Immy for most of the day and night , but the morning we had was amazing . at night I also spent some time with bumbum , I spoke to Immy a bit , she let me stay a bit late .

I love you Immy , you're so wonderful .

I overslept today , but it was good to be with Immy , i stayed up later than i should and i feel bad about it , i do know that i won't do it again as i have a good sleeping time. i had company all afternoon . then i went out at night , i couldn't spend much time with her . we still talked a bit and i just love to see her smiling and happy .

i love you Immy

what a beautiful day , from start until end , with the beautiful Immy and her beautiful bumbum in the morning , until night where I spent most of my time in her company with GW , Cube and bumbum . it's wonderful having all of them together , I can't be any happier . no matter how much time I spend with Immy , I keep feeling that I want to be with her more , she charms me and make my heart beat , she is that wonderful .

I love you Immy .

another wonderful morning starting with bumbum and Immy , I feel happy , my day was average in term of events , but It was a happy day , love fills me being Immy's slave , mentioning that , I was more focused on my task , I did it by the hour . bumbum is really cute , I enjoy her company . what can I say , I have a wonderful family .

thank you Immy , i love you <3

I had a different day , first day doing the task appointed to me by Immy , it was a bit challenging at some times , and intense at others , and felt great all the time . I am her slave and that is all I can feel , she owns me and all I do is to please her .

I love you Immy .

i'm very excited , I got a task from Immy tonight , i'm looking forward to it . my day started wonderful as I started it with her , she make me smile , she make me happy , I love her so much . I waited for her in the afternoon and again , I spent a wonderful time with her and GW in chat , and I learned to stay still , Immy's way .

I love you Immy , thank you for letting me be your slave, thank you for making me happy . I hope my service make you happy and proud .

it was a quiet day , starting my day with her make me happy , thinking about her and what she does to me make me smile , I find myself more and more into her , serving her , being her slave and anything she desire , the beautiful thing about it is that I don't force myself into it , I find myself doing it for her , I am hers that's a fact .

I hope you have a wonderful day Immy , I love you so much .

I had a good day today , I spent most of it out , then at night I spoke to Immy and we played a game ... and what a game it was . I always spend my best times with her , she make me feel alive and I am addicted to her and so eager for her service .

thank you for having me as your slave Immy , I am honored and privileged to be at your service and work for your pleasure . I love you so much .

I find myself waking up very early even before the alarm I set to be with her , watching her , speaking with her , listening to her soft voice and amazing smile , she make my day . I spend all day smiling as she fill my heart with happiness and love . today I was lucky as I saw her again at night with GW , she is wonderful , the looks in her eyes say it all . I feel her love getting to me and my love to her growing , even after I thought it reached the maximum long ago . each time i'm with her , I feel I love her more and more . she is perfect in every way . being slave , being a Domme , being a friend , being a woman .

I love you Immy .

today I feel disappointed from someone I thought highly off and showed me things I don't wish to see even for people I hate . it's sad to see someone act out of anger , forgetting in a second all the things that's been shared together and all the feelings of trust and friendship , I find that to be sad . I don't have any anger in me just my best wishes to see this person feeling better and back to their usual self . I don't regret any minute I spent with them as I still see them as the one I always have and still hold them dear to my heart . that said , I am thankful and happy to be a part of my family they make me happy , starting with my loving Mistress , her wonderful girls and last but not least the head of the family and the one that take care of everyone .

Immy you make me feel warm and loved , when i'm with you . even on a day like today , being with you make everything go smoother and you keep filling my heart with love . thank you for everything you give me , I love you so much .

even with so many things happening lately , most of it things I don't know about , and mostly things happening with people around me and specially with her , she face it all with calm and smile and each time I speak with her , knowing how many thing she is handling at the same time , she make me feel comfortable and relaxed , knowing she is able to handle everything . yes that's how wonderful she is , yes it's how much I have faith in her .

I love you Immy , you are wonderful :*

i am fortunate , lucky , special ,happy , confident , proud and wonderful , i am hers , she gives me the most wonderful feelings and i am always my best , all because of her . she does that , yes she's that wonderful . she take care of everything in the best way always giving me strength and hope and teach me all i need to be my best , that make me want to keep her proud and reflect her effect on me to the world .

Immy , you are the best that ever happened to me , thank you for having me as your slave . i love you <3

I couldn't be with her today , I felt it was a long day , I sure didn't find myself smiling , I am focused though , I did all what I have to do , she have a lot on her mind , I am not adding more to her worries , I am doing great , thanks to her , and I will keep working on it , I know she can handle anything she set her mind into , that's how much trust I have in her and from my part I will do all I can to make it easier for her , at least from my part , as she always take wonderful care of me , she should know that i'm doing well , hopefully it will make her pleased .

I hope things goes for the best and you get back to me with your wonderful smile and dancing eyes Immy . I love you .

after a long night last night , I saw her for a bit ,she's so beautiful . I had a long day , and night , only saw her for a glimpse before she went to bed early . time goes slow without her , she's always with me in my heart and on my mind , and seeing her working to be her best , I feel like doing the same , as I know it pleases her and make her happy from me . so I did all she ask , it feels great , I can see her face smiling with everything I do .

it's amazing the things I discover even when you're away from me , how much I miss you , how much I love you , how much I think about how you're doing , how much I worry about you and how much I look forward to see you face and be with you .

I love you Immy .

i find myself roaming in her world , she fills me with joy , hope , desire and love . i am lucky to be her slave . i love to see her smile , her eyes , her face , her body , listen to her when she talk , watch her every move her every emotion . there is no one more beautiful . i am happy , smiling , i find myself trying to imitate her in a very shy way , it's not possible to be like her as she is perfect , i have all the desire to follow her lead and her guidance to be the best i can and see her proud of me .

i keep finding myself telling you how much i love you Immy , and yet , it's just a bit of how much love i feel toward you , i try all i can to show my love to you and to make you pleased and proud . thank you Immy , i love you so much .

I had the most wonderful morning with Immy , she is so wonderful and make everything and everyone look the same . i had breakfast with her and we spent a wonderful time , i just can't have a better start of the day . later i went to have lunch , then got people over at my place. then i went out , spend a good time with my friends , after that wonderful morning , everything looked happy and beautiful , i could see her everywhere . i had a nice walk , the weather was perfect , even the rain stopped for my walk , everything seem to be amazing after that morning with her . at night i came back home , i found her online , she's so beautiful and so wonderful .

Immy , i love you so much .

thank you Immy for making my day wonderful , being with you is the best time I ever have and being yours make me the happiest man ever .

I apologize for not being able to keep quiet when I should and I thank you for correcting me . i am still learning to be on my best behavior and reflect your wonderful and perfect image , you are my idol and my example and i am thankful for all that you give me .

i love you Immy

she have a magic smile , watching her make all my worries goes away , draw a smile on my face , make my heart beat and make my world filled with joy and happiness . she is beautiful and she makes me feel the same , I find myself at my best behavior as I am hers , I try to follow her lead , knowing that she's pleased , make me the happiest person ever .

Immy , you shine into my life , I am lucky to be yours , you make me feel alive . being with you make my day and doing what you tell me give me joy and make me a better man , a better slave and you give me all the desire to be the best same as you are . you are wonderful and I love you very much . thank you :*

I feel terrible today , just the look in her eyes being disappointed in me , make me have the worst feeling ever . I still have a lot to learn being hers , she's wonderful , she's perfect and to be hers I should learn fast and keep up with her .

Immy , since the day I met you and you keep making me a better person day by day , I look at myself and I see how fortunate I am to be yours . you always take good care of me and make me the happiest slave ever . I know the word sorry isn't enough , I promise that what happened today won't happen again , and from now on i'll work my best to keep you smiling and proud .

Immy , I love you so much , thank you for everything , you're wonderful and being your slave will bring out the best in me .

tomorrow is another day , i learned a lot today , the hard way , i'll keep learning more and more , and i will make you proud of me . thank you Immy :)

my day started well , late , but well , as my beautiful Mistress came online shortly after I did and I just have my smile on my face when i'm with her . she's so wonderful , she make me happy without having to say or do anything , just knowing I am hers make me happy . some things happened that usually ruin my mind , not today though , my Mistress was with me , and that make me forget about all the problems in the world ,i'm blessed by her .

saying the word thank you is never enough , I love you so much Immy , I am blessed to be yours , you make me a better person , and I want to be a better person for you . you are the best example I can take to be perfect and It's my honor to be serving as your slave and i'll do all I can and all you say to be worthy of it . I love you so much . thank you for being my Mistress .

watching her play make my head spin and had me speechless , the look on her face and her smile are the most wonderful I've ever seen , she's perfect , she's beautiful , she's wonderful .she make everything looks wonderful how she please her Master and how much she enjoys it , I was there learning and waiting for my turn to do the same , I am lucky to be able to participate , even a bit in making her satisfied , she makes me very happy , just as I see her pleased with me .

I am blessed , you make my heart dance from pleasure , you're so wonderful , I've never seen anyone more beautiful and more filled with love and desire . I am proud and honored to have you as my Mistress . I love you immy

It was a long day good one overall. Started early after a good sleep kept getting better until beautiful Immy made my day all bright . Later in the day things went in a way that tried to make my smile fade , same happened later in chat at night . It didn't work though my smile remain and my heart is full of love. Her words fall gently straight to my heart , she make me forget all the problems or worries and I find myself floating into her space of beauty and joy she reflect on me , I'm all hers and she fills my heart and mind , no one and nothing else matter. Her gentle words sooth me , make me bring out the best in me , filling me with love , care and joy , making me being the best man I can be . I love you immy , each moment I spend with you make me realize the bless I am living being your slave and feeling more alive and free than I ever felt . Thank you my Mistress , thank you .

everything is beautiful , I find myself being reborn into a free happy person , doing everything the best way i can , feeling love and happiness filling me and even reflecting it to people around me , i stopped smoking , i am taking care of my health , sleeping early , i take better care of my looks . i am a better man , that's my Mistress effect on me .

she makes me feel alive , she make me feel free . when i am with her , i feel that it's where i belong . to see her smile is worth it all . to please her is what i aim for , and to know that she's pleased is my ultimate reward .

i love you my beautiful Mistress Immy , thank you for making me feel alive and for making me the happiest slave and man alive . i live for your pleasure and for your service and i will keep working on keeping up with your perfection .thank you :)

It was a long day , I didn't start well with my sleeping time and stayed up until morning and things didn't go as I planned , early in the afternoon I fell asleep and woke up early at night to find my Mistress asking about me . I had friends over , it took me until 10 pm to be able to come online and the second I saw my Mistress . She's so beautiful and wonderful specially when she's smiling . I'm so lucky to be hers , being wonderful make her not miss a thing so I was punished and I deserved it , I sure learned my lesson , it was cruel I'm having nightmares already , it was worth it though to see her laugh and have fun, I will sleep on time from now on though . My Day didn't go as I planned , I realized that I was smiling , as I have you always on my mind and talk to you during my day you make me happy , my love for you make everything seem to be well . What's happening to me lately is a bit funny , I feel myself being shackled and bounded in my own place , the time I feel free the most is when I am with you , being your slave make me feel more free than I ever felt . I love you my beautiful Mistress immoral , thank you for having me as your slave .

I overslept today , so I couldn't wake up on time in the morning , I have to wake up early tomorrow , now I have a bedtime .

I had a wonderful morning , being with my beautiful Mistress make my day wonderful , and keep me smiling all day , she's amazing and I find myself staring at her , I lose myself , being into her realm , and I don't want to get out .

I love you so much Immy , you make me be my best and I need to work hard to keep up with how wonderful you are , that doesn't seem hard , being with you and knowing that i'm yours . thank you :)

The day I met her, she took my breath away, it took me few month to break my first words as she make me speechless. each day I found myself loving her more, and each time we talk I feel charmed by her more and more, months passed, i was blessed to be part of the same family of GW as she Is, and with each day , my love for her was growing , she always take good care of me , even though I wasn’t hers at the time , we always talked and she always made me feel loved .

This is my first journal as your slave, I have so many words scrambled in my head, I’ll try to put them the best way I can. first I want to start by saying thank you for having me as your slave , you are the most wonderful  Mistress I can ever dream off . your impact on me started long ago, as I find myself completely naked before you, and I don’t mean just physically, you can see into my soul and as scary as it sound,  I never feel scared when I’m with you , I only feel love and care and desire to please you and be a better slave and man growing in your warmth to be worthy of you . the words I love you only show a little of the feelings I have toward you , my desire to see you pleased make me do anything I can even things I haven’t done before , just to see you pleased . you are wonderful  my beautiful Mistress  , I hope I keep you proud , as I know you’ll bring out the best in me .

Last and not least, I want to thank GW for giving me another gift to live my dream being the slave or his precious immoral and a proud member of the wonderful GW family.

everything have and end , even fairytales , i am lucky to have lived it with you my Lady , and i'm honored and proud of each and every second of it . i want to thank you for each and every moment you had me as your slave , and for all the love and care you gave me , and all that you taught me about being a better slave and a better person .

i hope that my service to you was satisfying as i found myself willing to give all i got to see you happy and proud , even with my last request that was the hardest i ever had to make .

my Lady , you bright my life and in serving you i felt complete and free , that's something i'll always hold in me . i will always wish you the best and will always be there for you , you made me a better person .

thank you my Lady , for all that you gave me , you're always generous with me , even in granting me my release , i love you .  

had a lazy day at home , just needed to be alone I guess . I spent little time online , not much to do there .

I miss you my Lady , talking to you and watching you even for few mins make my day much better , knowing you're doing well make me happy . i'm looking forward to see you and talk to you . being your slave is the best thing that happened to me and I appreciate every minute of it . I love you my Lady .

i started my day early today , had a bit fun in chat until my internet died for some reason , then after that I spent my time with my friends , it was good , we always have fun and laugh. the thing that was running through my mind all the time was how much I miss my Lady and how lucky I am to be hers .

my Lady , you make me a better man , my pleasure comes from my knowledge that I am your slave and that my service please you . without you i'm nothing , you make me be a better man and by serving you I feel complete . I love you so much . thank you my beautiful Lady .

been out most of the day , went to the mountains with friends it was beautiful , had lots of fun . then went out again at night , so it was a long but good day . I didn't come online much but I guess having a day out is good from time to time .

I missed my Lady today , I didn't get much time to speak to her , but as always she is always on my mind . I love you my Lady and I am looking forward to talk to you again .

it's quiet day , mostly , not many events to speak about . what I can say about myself is that I am happy and i'm enjoying every second of it . I feel blessed , even when things are calm I keep thinking about all the people I am fortunate to be around and that is something I cherish and appreciate .

my Lady , being with you always fill me with joy , I love you .

It wasn't a long day I woke up early went to chat , it was fun but more important reminded me of how lucky I am and how wonderful is my family and my Lady . I went to bed after , woke up in the afternoon , it was fun until I had to go out . I felt a bit down as i couldn't spend the day with my Lady as we planned. Sometimes life like to surprise us with unplanned events , it's good that it's nothing serious . Hopefully we get to have our time soon. My lady , I love you so much and will wait for you for as long as it take . I hope to see you always at your best and smiling as that pleases me more than anything .
I don't know how to discribe today I can't say it was good and can't say it was bad either . I was feeling frustrated as I miss my Lady a lot and I couldn't come see her in the morning , that left a bitter feeling for me that stayed until I talked to her at night . It felt better then as we got to talk about things and looking forward to our next chat. My Lady I love you .

the word to describe the day is quiet , not much happened , still holding on my non smoking streak and planning on making it permanent . I had some fun in chat , had friends over , went out only for a bit , bought plenty of sugar free and fat free stuff and back to chat for a bit .

I love you my Lady , and I miss you . i am looking forward to be with you . i hope you are having a wonderful day .

day 3 went great , not one cigarettes , and a pack of sugar free sweets , it's working well , specially around all my friends who smoke , patches really help though . it was a good day for me , didn't do much though , but I sure feel better . I had a fun night with my friends out , then we came back to my place and the brought their laptops and played online game , had lots of laughs . earlier I enjoyed my time online , it was fun  .

my Lady , I loved seeing you in the morning , even for a short time , you bring joy to my heart and make my day great . I feel happy to see you proud of me and I will keep working hard to please you . I love you .

first successful day , no smoking at all , I didn't spend much time at home though , it was good to be out , made me think less about smoking . I did enjoy my time online in the morning and then at night before I crash to bed early . I didn't get to talk much to my Lady today , we did chat here and there and that always make me happy .

my Lady , you make me day shine . I love you so much and looking forward to be with you .

it's a new day , in appearance it was all good , one decision I had the night before had a huge effect on me , I stoped smoking , yup that's right , it's hard and rough and had some very hard moments but that wouldn't stop me , i'm going through all that , I know it's best for me .my day started in a wonderful way talking to my Lady as she woke me up , and I was all hard and excited by her words I felt like I was still dreaming and then she allowed me to cum , oh it was great , she is amazing and I started my day with a wide smile on my face .

my Lady , I love you so much , thank you for being my so wonderful and generous to me and for allowing me to serve you from all my heart .

I had a good day , feeling much better and had fun in chat , I talked to my Lady for a bit , spent time offline all afternoon until late at night where I had more fun in chat .

my Lady , I love you so much , and make my heart beat . I hope you have a wonderful weekend and that I see you soon . thank you for all the happiness you give me and I hope I always keep you happy and proud .

It was a rough day , that's for sure . Recently all my journals were about how happy and how lucky and how much love I feel first to my wonderful Lady and to belong to my wonderful family. In life it's not always happy and easy days though and it's in the rough times where love is shown, and letting the ones that honored me and showed me all that love know that i am here to embrace them and take care of them same way they do to me. My Lady I love you and will always be there to serve you and make you proud . GW you put your trust in me and have me as part of your wonderful family , I will always honor that and will work hard to raise up to your expectations starting with my service to my wonderful Lady that I love and adore .

what happened ?!?!

another day in paradise , that's the best way to describe my days lately . i am blessed , i am happy , i am in love . i'm blessed to owned by wonderful Lady Wizardswench who take good care of me and make me the happiest slave alive .

all the happiness my Lady fill me with make me want to give more and more , after giving her my body and soul and service , i keep try to improve to serve her the best way i can and make her proud of me .

all this wonderful feeling isn't all , i am even more blessed to be a part of the most wonderful family , they are all wonderful starting with GW who is head of the family and take good care of everyone , to the beautiful immoral who have a smile that light up the day and the beautiful foxxy who is so adorable and precious and last but not least my wonderful and beautiful Lady Wizardswench who my heart dance at her presence and my mind float with her each and every second of my day . i love you all and i thank you for all the love you give me as being a part of make me work hard at being the best i can and keep you proud of me . thank you .

it's amazing knowing how blessed I am and to appreciate every moment of it , starting from my real life I have here online .

I am owned by my wonderful Lady wizardswench who I love so much and who is wonderful with me and take care of my needs , that make me always eager to please her and fill me with desire to serve her and make her proud . it's a wonderful feeling , she fills my world and make me happy . that's not all I got though , i am even more blessed , beside having the most wonderful Mistress , i am blessed to be a part of the most wonderful family they are all wonderful , each and every one is special , full of love , care and joy . it make me feel special to be a part of them , they bring out the best in me . i feel that i should be my best as my actions reflect on them , starting with my Lady wizardswench to immoral and her girls and last but not least GW who take care of everyone and never miss anything and always have rewards to all that we do . i know i still have a long way to go , each day though i find myself having more desire to learn and improve to make myself better , and make my Mistress proud.

my Lady , you are the one that bright my life and my service to you is what make me complete , give me confidence and make me feel proud . i love you . thank you for allowing me to live my dream in your service .

I had a wonderful day , started well , went out had lots of fun out , then back home and had a wonderful time in chat with GW and immy  and I talked to my Lady wizardswench all night . I am lucky and I feel blessed , I find myself smiling when i'm with her , i'm in love .

my Lady , I can feel you inside me , and I want you to know that I'm always here for you , for your pleasure and for your comfort . knowing that you're smiling and happy make me smile and happy it's that simple for me , you are my world . I LOVE YOU .

it was a good day , I didn't spend much time in chat , I spent a quiet morning , then the afternoon with my dad , and I talked to my Lady from my phone , I always love talking to her she makes me happy , I enjoy every word she says , and I love to share everything I do with her and to know everything she about her .

later at night , I was sitting home alone and I had a special time with her and it was wonderful , she always take care of me , and I feel like being on my knees before her waiting to please her and satisfy her and she make me feel like I own the world .

I love you my Lady , thank you for having me as your slave and for allowing me to serve you .

it was a quiet sunday , nothing special happened during the day , except that I slept a lot . I went to chat for a bit , didn't chat much . I went out later at night , it wasn't good at all since I had calls about problems happening in some streets and I heard gun shots , I came back home about an hour later to hear some gun shots close to where I live . it's not the first time it happen i'm kinda used to it , still it's annoying each time it happens .

i didn't get much time talking to my Lady , i was happy to talk to her even for a bit . i'm greedy though , i love to be with her for more but i know that she always come for me and i love her so much for that and would wait for as long as i have to be with her . i feel a bit down cause i don't feel i am offering much to make her happy and i will keep trying to please her and make her proud of me .

i love you my Lady , and i hope you always see me as your worthy slave .

it was a quiet day , spent it at home , didn't do much , went in chat was the most I did , it was fun , I watched some tv , then I went to bed early , I felt sleepy , now I woke up after 9 hours sleep , I think my body needed the rest and hoping to have a good rainy sunday :D

my Lady , talking to you even for a bit make me smile , when i'm alone , I keep thinking about you and about how wonderful you are and how wonderful you make me feel to be yours. I keep looking forward to talk to you and see you again , what can I say , i'm trying to control my greed , you spoil me with your love and affection and I love you so much .

it was a hot day today , it got up to 91 , I stayed home most of the day , had people over , then joined chat in the afternoon ,It was lots of fun . after that I went out with my friends ,my Lady talked to me , and we talked for a bit then she told me that I should be back home , and I found myself rushing back to see her in chat , I was so happy , filled with joy , found myself acting silly and felt like dancing , she makes me happy , she makes me smile .

my Lady I love you so much and I hope to see you smiling and happy , I am lucky to be your slave and would do everything to make your happy and proud .

i spent the day at home , it's good to relax and not go out sometimes . i had my dad over and he cooked for me for the first time in his life , it was ummm ok , i did enjoy the fact that he wanted to share it with me . i spent most of the time in chat , it was fun . i counted the cigarettes i smoked , i must say that i smoked about 30 cigarettes today , not good comparing to yesterday , i will try to work on getting it down .

my night was ok , the end wasn't as i hoped it would , i talked to my Lady , i don't know what to say , i hate to feel helpless when i know she's not happy , it breaks my heart . i love her and i love to do all i can to help , feeling helpless make me upset and to see her sad make me sad .

i love you my Lady and i hope that you have a better day tomorrow and i will always do my best to keep you smiling and happy .

another good day , mostly spent out ,  it was fun , and productive at same . at night i joined chat i also had lots of fun . i talked to my Lady a bit . it was all good , i managed to count how many cigarettes i smoked i had 9 cigarettes in the morning and 10 cigarettes in the afternoon and night ... it's good i'll keep counting every day .

my Lady i love you and looking forward to talk to you .

it's a very good day for me , got busy during the day , then had some chat with my Lady , she always make me feel wonderful , i love her so much  , my night just kept getting better and better , i am going to sleep early and try to adjust my sleeping time and my smoking , hopefully it can be done smoothly . now i must though .

i love you my Lady , you bright my life .

the day was alright , it could be better , i can't complain though , i missed my Lady today that's for sure , the rest as normal , i didn't spend much time in chat , it was quiet , i went out with friends , the bad part was the headache i had at night , it's annoying , i did get few hours sleep then went out for a late night or early morning coffee with a friend before coming back home . i tried to count the cigarettes i'm smoking , it worked well most of the day but lost count when i started having my headache  , i'm gonna try harder today and see how much i can minimize the number of cigarettes i smoke .

my Lady i love you so much and hope you have a good day .

i had a good day , a bit quiet during the day , had some fun in chat and then went out , it kept getting better at night as i got to talk to my Lady , and i had fun in chat after .

She really make me happy , and i love her , i wish i could be there for her when she needs me or need to feel better , i try to do the best i can , i feel helpless sometimes though .

i love you my Lady and i hope that you have a wonderful day tomorrow .

it was a quiet day , spent first half at home , then went out to meet with friends , it was fun .

i didn't see or talk to my Lady today , at same time , i never stop thinking about her . she's always with me and she keep me feeling warm and happy , that reflect clearly on people around me , i find myself smiling , laughing and joking . she is wonderful , i can't wait to talk to her again , i love her very much and i always feel her love to me .

 

it's a very good day , drama free , i slept at my parents , went out and had fun with friends , then came back home and spent most of my night with my Lady , it just kept getting better and better , it was wonderful , the feelings i have when i'm with her are unbelievable , it's one of the best nights of my life , and i enjoyed every second of her , with all the different feelings of being a boy in her hands to being her slave to being her horny slut .

my Lady , you are my world , with you i forget about everything and everyone else , i am happy , my smile is back , my heart is dancing from joy and my desire to serve and please you is always more after each time we speak , just when i think i reached my limit , i find myself seeking for more even begging to serve you more . i love you my Lady and thank you for making me the happy slave i am .

It wasn't a good day today , not in chat anyway . Without the people I enjoy their company and the recent problems things started to add up . The person that kept me feeling well is my Lady as she had me feel better talking to her , she is my savior and the one that always take care of me . I believe I'm gonna start my time in chat better , I've been going there for long times and talking to different people . Seem there are some that have issues with the way I joke or flirt . To those people I would like to say that I gladly stop doing that just by asking me to . There isn't need to send that to me by a messenger . I had a quiet day , just watched some tv and talked to my Lady for a bit at nIght before going out for a late coffee and here I am back home In bed wrItIng my journal . I want to say that the day I met my Lady I changed , I am happier , more confident and I stopped looking . I go to chat to have fun talking to my friends as my Lady is generous enough to give the freedom to be myself . All the changes I see in me are positive from my point of view . I always make a review about my actions and I accept criticizing , what I cannot do though is to change into someone I'm not . I am always respectful and when anyone see that I'm not please let me know or tell my Lady , I always tell her everything . I love you my Lady , thank you for beIng here for me and I'll always serve you wIth pride and honor you.

it was another night out , it seem that with many close friends missing in chat and my Lady away for most of the day , i too find myself enjoying going out and spend time with my friends , it's cool , we always have fun and good laughs . specially with the drama that happened in chat lately .

my Lady was wondering about something i said in my previous journal . i should've been more clear in saying it , i do love having more time with my Lady , that's cause when i'm with her i have the best feeling ever , she is the source of my happiness and my time with her is the best i can ever have . i spoke to her tonight from my phone , as we both weren't on our computer and that made me smile all night . she always come check on me , and i love the fact that she take care of me and watch out for me . i am a far better person being her slave than i ever been before meeting her and i love her and thank her for giving me that .

i love you my Lady and serving you is my honor .

it's been a long day out , i just got back home at 3 am , it's fun with friends , enjoying the nice weather and not sitting at the computer , i should do it more often .

the only thing that i wish was different was that i got time to talk to my Lady , i miss her . she's with me , in my thoughts , i am greedy i love to see her and talk to her as much as i can and she's always wonderful and generous with me giving me all the time she got . i love to kneel and cuddle at her feet , be her boy , her slave , serve her and please her and get my pleasure from her smile . she have a wonderful smile , a wonderful grin a wonderful look , i just love everything about her .

i love you my Lady , thank you .

this wasn't a good day , i had an unpleasant chat with a very dear friend of mine , it made me sad as i hold a very special special place for her and i still do , the surprise was to see that to her it wasn't the case ... what i am going to say about what happened is that i will always be myself , i don't change toward my friends , i don't forget my friends and i don't get angry at them if we have different opinions . i don't expect any gratitude for my friendship , i give it cause it's what my heart tell me . this friend is one of the most special friends and one that will always be special , nothing will change that from my end , i feel sad to see her thinking of my friendship as a part of her past and move on so easy , but it's not in my hand to change that and i wish her the best in her life like i always have and will always think of her as the special friend.

adding to this , i didn't get to spend time with my Lady today and that added to my bad day , i miss my Lady , i know that she try her best for me , i feel worried about her cause i know she have a lot on her mind , even when she come talk to me smiling and make me want to feel better .

my Lady , i love you , and i'll always be here for you to make you smile and make you proud and make you happy .

it was a quiet sunday , i didn't speak with my Lady today , spent some time with family and then with friends , it was fun .

i miss her , that's for sure , still i am happy , as each time i see her face on my mind i smile , she always does that to me , specially when i know that she's satisfied with my service , and i adore her and feel like doing more and more to be worthy of her . she's perfect so should i , i know it's not easy to reach but i am all motivated and excited to make myself reach that place .

i am counting the minutes to talk to her again , i wanna drop on my knees for her and tell her that i am her slave and i crave to serve her .

i love you my Lady , i hope you had a wonderful day .

after a sleepless night and a long day , i went to sleep early tonight with one thought in my head , to wake up and talk to my Lady , after a bad day , i just needed to be with her , i missed my smile and she is the one that can give it back .

i woke up from her message and i rushed to my computer with excitement and eagerness , and there she was , being all wonderful and beautiful like she always is . it felt more special tonight as i saw her happy with me again and that made my smile appear on my face and my heart dancing from joy , i am like a toy in her hands , she control my emotions and actions just by her looks . her eyes command me , and i obey by reflex .

i love you my Lady and i thank you for giving me the chance to be your slave .

I spoke to her today , I am smiling again . My Lady you bright my world .

My day started in a beautiful way speaking to my Lady, then I had a good time during my day, everything seemed to be going well, after 3 days in bed I finally got better and went out, then came back home and had fun in chat with my friends, everything seemed to be doing well, except one important task I failed to do, with all that happened, I forgot to write my daily journal. my Lady reminded me of it , and that made me feel awful , as I feel disappointed in myself before feeling her disappointment in me . that’s the most awful night I spent , I did something that I shouldn’t do , and for that I couldn’t speak with my Lady tonight , and that took my smile away and suddenly I don’t see myself smiling .

In all the happiness I have , I seem to have forgotten , even by accident my duty , and that’s not me , I know that without my Lady I wouldn’t be having these feelings in the first place , I love her and from her service I am the happy person and happy slave that I am . She makes me the person I am and I appreciate everything she does to me, and I always seek to serve and please her. Today I failed to do that.

Spending the night without her is one of the worst punishments I can go through, I love her, breathe her, worship her and would do anything to amend that glimpse I had and promise I wouldn’t do it again.

To me you are my world my Lady and I apologize for making you punish me and thank you for setting me straight as you are the most important person in my life and serving you is the source of my pleasure and happiness I owe it all to you . I promise after today I will be the slave you deserve and will not fall into that mistake again.

Thank you my Lady for being generous to me and for the punishment I fully deserve , you always teach me  and guide me into being a better person and for that I am thankful . I love you so much and will always do my best to make you proud of my service.

I hope that tomorrow you will forgive my stupid mistake as I already learned my lesson. I never take what you give me for granted , what happened is that I forgot to do something I know I shouldn’t , without excuses , and that will never happen again . Thank you my Lady for being so wonderful and generous with me.

i feel ashamed , i failed my Lady and i am to pay the price of my stupidness . i am sorry my Lady for failing to do my task , i promise i won't repeat that anymore and will take your well deserved punishment for me as a precious lesson for the future.

i love you very much and i feel i let myself down before letting you down as i should know better . it's gonna be a very hard and lonely night without you specially that i know it's from my own hands .

i hope you forgive my stupid mistake and i promise i will be up to your expectation in serving you .

i'm in trouble , i've been slacking in writing my journal the past couple days . i hope my punishment isn't severe as i should know better . sorry my Lady .

The thing is that the past week have been a crazy week everything seem to be going in a crazy way , starting with my real life to my health to everything else . The only thing that gives me hope is my love to you my Lady , you give me life without you , i dunno where i would be .

i love you my Lady .

my day started up not so well , then things started getting better after each minute , accually it got a lot better as my Lady came to talk to me , she does things to me , just her presence make my body have feelings i keep discovering , i chiver , i get excited , i smile , i crave her , to serve , to please , to be her slave . She make me want to beg , ache , scream for serving her and it's the happiest feeling , all that desire to server as her slave , her slut , her pet .

i never imagined i would be craving someone as much as i do with you my Lady , you are my love , my life , my universe .

it's been a crazy days , many things happened , good and bad , i don't feel like getting into details , as it's best not to be spoken .

one thing is for sure , i love you my Lady , and will always make sure to please you and see you happy .

It’s a beautiful spring day, the sky is blue, the sun is up, as I’m driving to work the world seem to be smiling, trees are green, birds flying and singing. for me it was perfect as I was going to visit my Lady at her place , she wants to see me  , I’m very excited and counting the minutes to pass until I can go see her.  Everything around me seemed wonderful as I see my Lady everywhere I look and she is smiling , filling me with such joy , knowing that I will see her as soon as my work time is over . It was a Saturday so I finish early , even though things got busy at work and I found myself barely able to finish all that I should , her picture in my head kept my smile on my face , I am going to see her , that idea fills me with joy . time passed as I was finishing all the work I have , even found staying more than I used to , I needed to finish so I don’t arrive late .

My Mistress is perfect, a masterpiece, living art; she is so beautiful that she make everything around her look beautiful. i arrived , later than I should , as I entered the house , she was in the back yard , enjoying the afternoon sun , I found a note on the table telling me to join her out , I found myself going there as I was waiting all day for this moment , there she was , it was art , the beautiful nature , blue sky , lovely sun  , green trees , and her in the middle of it making it all shine even more with her beauty . the joy of watching a beautiful painting except it’s much better cause it’s full of life , I felt my body tremble , like every cell in my body was watching and enjoying what I see . I walked toward her trying to hide all the excitement I have , my heart already beating fast , she looked at me , when my eyes met hers , I found myself dropping to my knees , she smiled as she knows her powers over me , I am her slave , and I live for her pleasure . she stood there as I was kneeling then she walked to her chair and sit , signaled me with her finger to come to her , I crawled toward her with eagerness , she started asking me about my day as she was sipping her drink , and I found myself talking and talking as I usually do when I’m excited , she knows me well , she was smiling and listening , then she told me to stop talking , asked me if I enjoyed crawling to her , and I did , then she smiled again , and told me to do it again , I found myself rushing to do as she asked , she stopped me again , told me to do it properly , I didn’t understand what she meant , so I asked her , she smiled , and explained , since I enjoy crawling like a pet , pets doesn’t wear clothes … looking left and right , we’re in the yard , not much chance for many people to see but still I never done such thing before , yet I found myself getting out of my clothes fast , I kept my underwear , then looked at her , she was still waiting , her eyes telling me that I’m not done yet , so I took it off , put my clothes on a nearby chair , then got back to my knees , all naked , crawled toward her fast , she stopped me again and told me to do it slowly , so I did , finally when I got near her , she smiled , pat me on the head telling me I’m a good boy , then she kept staring at me , not saying anything , smiling and looking , I couldn’t help but to ask , then she said something is missing , I wondered what it would be , she smiled again , the I found her reach for something at her side , she was holding a collar in her hand , my heart was beating fast , I never expected it , she knew , she already planned for it , I felt like jumping from happiness , a good pet need a collar she said , as she was putting it around my neck . I have a wide smile on my face , kneeling before her naked , with a collar on my neck , she knows what make me happy , she knows how to make me feel alive , my heart whisper her name with every beat , she enjoy my eager look to please her , while enjoying her beautiful smile feeling hypnotized in her world , I found a hard slap on my face , then another one , she started laughing , telling me to wake up , I apologized for losing my focus being lost in the world she created for me . she makes me the happiest person alive , I thanked her for giving me the honor of being her slave and for the joy she give me being my Mistress .  she smiled and patted me on the head , telling me what a good boy I am , then she looked at her empty glass and back at me , I found myself rushing to the kitchen to get her another drink , I spent the rest of the day in the yard with her  .

Since that day, things just kept getting better, being her slave make me feel like a complete person, the freedom I feel is far more than when I wasn’t owned. She is my world and she makes me feel alive.

my Lady i find myself struggling with new words to tell you how much you mean to me as i already roamed all the vocabulary on my mind to express how much I love you and how lucky I am to be your slave and still the feelings in me would need the whole vocabulary of several languages and won’t be enough to express the love I have toward you.

I find myself reading poems, listening to music, trying to find a way to express myself to you. You tell me I’m easy to please , and you’re right , with you it’s very easy , just the thought of you make me happy , your presence , your words , your smile , your looks , your grin . Everything about you make me drop on my knees and with joy and pride serving as your slave.

This is a song I love and wanted to share it with you, I hope you like it:

 

 

When you say I miss the things you do,
I just want to get back close again to you.
But for now your voice is near enough.
How I miss you, and I miss you love.
And though all the days that pass me by so slow,
all the emptiness inside me flows all around,
and there's no way out.
I'm just thinkin' so much of you.
There was never any doubt.

I can wait forever if you say you'll be there too.
I can wait forever if you will.
I know it's worth it all to spend my life alone with you.

When it looked as though my life was wrong,
You took my love and gave it somewhere to belong.
I'll be here when hope is out of sight.
I just wish that I was next to you tonight.
And oh, I'll be reaching for you even though
You'll be somewhere else, my love.
We'll go like a bird on its way back home.
I could never let you go.
And I just want you to know...

Where are you now,
along with the thoughts we share?
Keep them strong somehow.
And you know I'll always be there.

I can wait forever if you say you'll be there too.
I can wait forever if you will.
I know it's worth it all to spend my life alone with you.

I love you my Lady Wizardswench. Thank you for giving me life and happiness

today had it's ups and downs , had some wonderful moments , starting since i woke up , having spent a late night chat with my Lady , then as the day was passing , there was some disapointing news , but my Lady have more impact on me so my smile was still there , more than that she surprised me with her presence and she always make me want to dance from happiness , i found myself falling to my knees , with each part of my body screaming her name , needing her touch , her guidance , her pleasure and to make her proud . She recharges me with joy with each word she say , each smile she have, each second she's present . i find myself thinking about her all the time no matter where i am or what i'm doing .

 

i love you my Lady Wizardswench . you're the one that bright my life and i'm the happiest slave that serve you with pride and joy .

spending the night out with my friends is always fun , yet since i met you , i find myself happy and smiling for having you in my life , no one around me have a clue , all they see is the reflection of my happiness , i wish she can see how much is stored inside me , I’d fill the world . That is how much love i have for you, that's how much happiness you gave me and that's how much is my desire to be your slave.

i always struggle to find words coming from me in an elegant way , i wish i was a poet , i wish i was a writer , as i want every word i write to you to be a masterpiece . i found myself reading poems trying to define how i feel toward you , and yet i never found one that could describe all the feelings i have . here is a poem i read that i dedicate to you , even though i still feel that i have more to say to you . i hope you enjoy it .

 

Her beauty is that of a million diamonds glittering in the sun
Each reflecting its own ray of light making brilliant patterns
The angels gasp in the wake of her presence
She in herself being a masterpiece of God’s work
As his giant gentle hands molded her he knew exactly who she would be

She would be the one who could make a man stop and gasp
Who could content a man just being within his arms
Making him fill with warmth through just a brush of the lips
Whose smile could light up the surrounding darkness
Whose laugh could make anyone believe they had wings

She would be the one who that young man would fall for
Who would see her true beauty in the surrounding gloom
Who would long for mere minutes with her
Who would always long for just the feel of her hand

He would know how lucky he was
He wouldn’t mistake infatuation over love
He would realize all prayers had been answered
He would simply pray “I want her to be the one”

I love you my Lady Wizardswench .

after couple of rainy day , today it got sunny , i went out enjoyed the sun , she's always with me , each time i smile , it's her . i came back home took a nap and suddenly found myself waking up to tell her good morning , and she replied back , my heart beat fast each time i talk to her like it was the first time . my body feel her , her words run through my body and she always know how to make me feel pleasure , afterall , i am all hers and she knows what make me tick .

 

thank you my Lady Wizardswench , thank you for having me as your loyal slave and make me the happiest person alive , i will forever be in your service and make you happy and proud . i love you .

it seem to be a quiet weekend , my day was ok , i had some fun in chat . Something kept my mind busy though , my Lady always talk to me when she can , and i am always happy to be with her , she make me shine , she make me the happy man i am . this wasn't all that i felt though , i can feel her , and one thing is for sure , her happiness is my happiness and her sadness and frustration are also mine . what i like her to know is that i am always there for her , even if life get a big part of her time , i am here for her , i simply love her with every part of me .

 

my Lady Wizardswench , you are my life , my love , my very existance . i am yours and will always be . here or away , you're always in my heart and in my thoughts , i live for your service and your pleasure , your happiness is my goal as from your happiness comes mine .

today was a much better day for me , i had some energy , i went to chat and it was fun yet i still felt a part of me missing . She came for couple minutes , my heart started beating again , i inside me . then when she left , i went back to chat for a bit , it was fun , i had this strange feeling , something i missed , my Lady's presence . i need her i want her , She's the only one that came me complete that make my happiness full . i found myself closing chat and just sitting with myself waiting for her , she's the one i need to have myself feel complete , i feel her with every breath and keep thinking about her , i don't want anything to interrupt that feeling , i am so addicted to her .

 

it was an off day for me , spent most of it sleeping , the only ray of lights came from her , She gives me will , determination , passion, joy , love .

 

i love you my Lady Wizardswench and i am all yours .

HAPPY VALENTINE ♥

 

i stayed up all night , until a bit after noon , time seemed to be going slow , i didn't see my Lady from more than a day , and i kept counting the mins until i can see her .

i did enjoy chatting with a very dear friend , i am lucky ,  i  have wonderful friends and the most wonderful Lady that owns my body and soul . i stayed home , slept in the afternoon and spent the night at home ... my Lady came for me and brought life into me , my smile is glowing again .

i love you my Lady Wizardswench , you are my world and my love . HAPPY VALENTINE to you .

my day is empty when i don't see you , every part of my body scream and ache for your presence as you are my joy and comfort . my smile exist cause of you , being your slave and at your feet .

you are my world and you make me complete . i love you my Lady and i crave to be with you .

The start of the day wasn’t bad , then things started going down the hill , at early night , my smile was gone ,  it feels awful , not only I felt sad , I also managed to make my Lady sad and that made me feel terrible . Later at night she came online and being her wonderful self, she got my smile back on my face and my heart started to beat again. To see her smile make my heart beat, and to know she’s happy with me means the world to me.

My Lady Wizardswench , your love bring me to life , and I am your slave forever. I love you.

It’s Sunday, the weekend, it was a day off, my Lady spoke to me when she woke up, then late at night as she wasn’t available during the day. My day was good I had fun in chat.

What I felt though is how much I miss my Lady and how much I think of her , she is always on my mind , and in my heart , each time I smile , I see her , each time I breath she’s there . I am in love and she give me the power to smile and laugh and have fun knowing that I’m all hers and my pleasure is huge that I find myself reflect my happiness to people around me .

My Lady Wizardswench , you are my world , my universe , when you’re not with me  I feel a part of me missing and the rest of me is feeding from your existence inside me . I love you and I can’t wait to be with you.

I am living a fairy tale; I see myself same as Cinderella, sleeping beauty, snow white and rest of the stories living the happily ever after part. All that started when I became my Lady Wizardswench slave .

Today started late for me at noon, I had a good time in chat with the company of GW, the wonderful immoral and the adorable foxxy . then my friend came over , we watched a movie , then my Lady woke up , my friend went to my computer to play an online game as I spent my time talking to Her . I lose track of time when I’m with her, everything seem wonderful she’s wonderful. then after we finished talking I went out with my friend to have some coffee and meet other friends and during this time all I had in mind was when I’m getting back home to be with my Lady again . I found myself racing back home to arrive early so I wouldn’t miss a second with her.

There she was, looking wonderful as always, with her beautiful smile and her sexy and beautiful look. She stayed in chat a bit, and then signaled me to leave, and I just hit the X on top of my screen.

My dream started , I am hers , all hers , and she is there for me , her smile her look , I found myself talking fast as I can’t stop myself when I’m excited , she keep smiling and I feel my heart dancing from pleasure , she is my world , my universe . Being her slave make me feel even freer than I ever felt. Everything looks good, I find myself flooding with happiness, and she does that to me. when she tell me to do something , I find myself doing it without even have to think about it , she’s a part of me , I am melting in her desires and I exist to make her pleased and proud and that gives me true joy .

I am the happiest slave in the world and I am living my fairy tale and my dream. I love you my Lady Wizardswench .

Today started slow , for me had a lazy day , then it got much better later at night as my Lady came online , She always make me feel good , then later in chat I had some fun , before I had to go out with my friends , we had coffee for a bit , then we went to play cards . During that time I was talking to my Lady at each chance she got. She makes me very happy, always showing me her love and care, today I felt that I still need to do more to be able to make her feel better, she was down from something that happened and I felt that I should make more effort to comfort her as it hurts me to see her sad and not being able to do anything, I’m her slave and her happiness is my happiness. 

My Lady Wizardswench , you are my life and to see you happy is my goal and my duty . I love you so much .

Another day started busy, I barely got time to write my journal and got into chat for a bit before going out. at 4:30 pm  my time is when my Lady wake up , we started talking after that while I was still out , having coffee with my friends after I finished the things I had to do earlier . Then I went to my parents and I was still talking to my Lady when she can. everything feels perfect when I’m with her , I sit with people around me and can barely hear them , all I see is her words , she knows what I need she knows she owns me and that I belong to her . I got back home close to her break and I waited a bit and there she was , I’m Her boy , and she knows it . naked with my collar on , I find myself dropping to my knees when she is there , my body knows who’s it’s Mistress , my heart knows as well as I feel that it start dancing at her sight , my smile is wide on my face , I am the happiest slave in the world .

We talked for a long time, even after her break is over, and each second with her I feel pleasure after pleasure. I find myself telling her things about me before She even asks , She is a part of me , I belong to Her . after midnight electricity went off , I stayed with her until my computer started to die on me , after this long talk , I can say that again , after thinking that I can’t love her more than I already did , I found myself mistaken , I am more in love with Her and more addicted to her .

My Lady Wizardswench , thank you for lighting my life , I am deeply in love with you and forever will be your slave .

After each day I find myself more and more addicted to my Lady.

I was a bit down during the day because I was going out at night at her lunch break; my day went far better than I thought. the company of GW and immy is wonderful in chat, I always find myself having a wonderful time when they’re present, then I got the happiest surprise early at night couple hours before I had to leave, my Lady messaged me and my heart started to dance reading her words, dropping on my knees for her doing what she orders, She makes my heart beat with life and with love to serve as her slave. She calls me boy, slut, bitch and to her I am all that and anything she desire me to be. I went out tonight not wearing any underwear as she desired, it felt strange, and wearing her collar that I still haven’t took off she asked me to wear, then she started to text me, teasing me, reading her words get me excited and hard, one thing is for sure, when I’m with her everything else doesn’t matter anymore, She’s my world. She always tell me how pleased from me being her slave and each time she says it , she make me want to do even more for her  , I am her slave and I would do anything for her .

My Lady Wizardswench , you are my life and I forever will be your slave and will always make you proud and pleased of my service .I Love you my Lady .

It was a non eventful day mostly , I didn’t get much time with my Lady at night , I have this feeling of craving her presence and my need to be under her feet . I find myself waiting for her like a little kid waiting for a treat, I always enjoy the company of the rest of our little family as they’re all wonderful and spending time with them is always cheerful and fun. at night my internet was being crap , kept getting disconnected , it was pretty annoying specially when my Lady was there as I hate to miss being with her even if it’s for a minute . before night time when  I am out with friends and she message me I find myself forgetting about everyone and focus with her , she’s my world  , she’s my joy .

I tried to do some smart comments , I nearly got myself in trouble , it was fun , she’s wonderful to me .

I must admit that I felt bad for not being able to spend much time with her, but since I spent most last night not being able to come online, I discovered how addicted I am to her, she’s always with me, in my heart and my thoughts, and even when I am feeling bad, the picture of her smiling in my thoughts make me smile and remind me how fortunate I am to be hers and bring out the best in me to keep her proud.

I love you my Lady Wizardswench , you are my world and my purpose in life .

The day started busy with me having company since I woke up until early at night, it wasn’t much fun I barely took 5 mins to be able to write my journal. Then came the magic as the last person left my place, my Lady came messaged me as if she knew and my smile was showing clear on my face. I logged to chat and it was much fun there I felt wonderful happy felt like dancing; with the wonderful company there of immy she’s amazing. My Lady came to chat later tonight and as usual she takes my breath away and make want to do anything to please her. She has me try new things, and that’s not hard to do since I didn’t do many things before but I love the fact that I try things for the first time with her.

When I started into this lifestyle I saw myself being a sub and I was happy being that , since I met her though I find myself being her slave , I do what she ask without having to think twice about it , I trust her completely and I know that with her I’m safe . I find myself talking to her as she’s a part of me , I love Her so much . My Lady I am your boy, your slut, your whore, your slave and anything you want me to be .

Thank you my Lady Wizardswench for making me your proud slave.

It was a quiet Sunday , I spent a bit time online during the day , then out most night , my Lady is always on my mind , I felt much joy that I was able to talk to her even for a bit , she make me smile and make my night bright . I love you My lady WizardsWench , you are the sunshine of my life .

Today started off as a busy day, I had many people over and I barely managed to take few mins to come do this journal.

It was a long day , started being awake after few hours sleep , It was cool though , I went to chat and it was fun , then went back to sleep for couple hours , I woke up and my parents were already at my place and they stayed there until late at night , I was starting to feel frustrated cause my Lady that online and I couldn’t be there with her , I felt bad not being able to at her presence , she is always wonderful , understanding and patient and she’s very sexy . after my parents left , I rushed to my computer and joined chat to be with her ,there she was , each time I see her , I feel that pleasure of watching her beauty , and the love in her eyes being with her Master , it is similar to the look I have to her . She always teach me more and more and just as I think my love reached the maximum for her , I find myself having more and more love and desire toward her and toward being her slave .

She make me proud , she tell me she feel powerful to have control , I’m not a weak person , I am her slave , her slut , her whore and anything she desire me to be. You have all the power my Lady Wizardswench , I’m all yours , you have full control over me and that make me proud .

My night with my Lady was amazing and tried new things. Right when she left I had some company late at night. after that I went back to chat , and found a very dear friend of mine that I haven’t been able to chat with from some time online , and I was looking forward to tell her my news as she is special and I love to know her opinion as she’s very wise and smart . I felt happy and proud when my friend told me that my happiness is making my face glow that even when electricity goes off she couldn’t notice. That’s what my Lady does to me and it made me feel so happy to know that it shows on my face.

I love you my Lady Wizardswench , you bright up my world and I’ll always do my best to keep you pleased and proud .

With each day I find myself more addicted to my Lady Wizardswench .

It was my first day wearing her collar and I feel so proud, I went to bed wearing it and I still have it on. It will stay on until forever I hope.

It was a wonderful day yesterday , waking up very happy , it’s been like that since I met her , I had a shower , then a bit after  I went to my computer , went to chat it was pretty much fun , then someone was being rude to me in there , I’m sure he was sorry to do that … it’s wonderful being in GW’s family , he made that guy go through hell and so did immy , I love them both so much and a special thank you for tazzy as she’s my very special friend . It’s great to have people that got my back in there. Rest of the day in chat was wonderful. what makes me happy is that every second I’m happy , my Lady is on my mind , I always think of her and wish she is sharing my joy .

Early at night I was invited to dinner, it was wonderful, as it should’ve been an invitation to me, ended up with having about 15 people. After that, I went and picked up a friend from the airport, I was very happy because as I was waiting my Lady messaged me and every time she does, that makes me want to dance from happiness. it’s amazing how Her words go straight into my heart , make me warm , make me smile . She is my cure , she make my world perfect , everything seem to be working wonderful , just by knowing I’m Hers , She’s always so generous , nice and Wonderful to me , I love you my Lady Wizardswench  , you make me want to do everything to make you pleased and proud.

Wonderful world, everything seems and feels wonderful.

I had a busy day yesterday, started early my hunt to complete the task I had with a deadline. It was hard to hold in mind the thought of not speaking to my Lady until it’s done , and I was racing time to end that and let her know the good news . filled with optimism and huge desire , I started looking from one place to another , all obstacles seemed minor compared to my will and desire to accomplish my task , traffic , pain , people , phone nothing  was going to distract me , and I finally got it , my heart was filled with joy . I waited until it was her morning time and I told her the news and she was happy and that brought back the smile to my face , she always does that to me ,  her words go straight to my heart and when she’s pleased I am the happiest person in the world . I talked to her while I was still with my friends , all they can see is me busy with my phone with a smile on my face , I read what she say and smile like a kid that see candy . 

I got back at home and there she was, in chat, taking my breath away. I find myself kneeling at her feet every time she’s there, It’s a reflex my body just do it at her presence. She picked the collar she liked and I put it on, being proud as always. thank you my Lady Wizardswench  , you teach me a lot I feel your passion and devotion toward your Master and I feel with all that passion and devotion I have toward you , that I always need to do more to keep up and see you pleased .

I love you my Lady Wizardswench , you’re the best thing that ever happened to me .

It’s a good day , since my last journal. I spent some time in chat , until I had people over , then more people , my friend called me to go out and meet a friend of his coming to visit from Europe , he’s a business friend so it was more a business and pleasure night . I texted my Lady to ask her permission to go and as wonderful as usual she gave me her permission , she did ask me a “serious” question and that felt like a wake up slap for me . She spoils me with her kindness and since I met her I’m living my dream . Now is the time for me to prove that. she already gave me enough time appreciating what I was going through , I’m not the type of person that like excuses not to her . all last night my mind was focused on one thing , how to complete my task , it’s gonna be a busy day since I’m not  good at shopping but I found myself asking my friends boldly about it , without giving details , and I got few places to start with, along with a map of the roads to take . I will get it done, I gave my word, she lights my world. I couldn’t sleep at night thinking of my task. I wouldn’t disappoint her, I live to make her proud. by the end of the day I will be back with my task done , failing isn’t an option , not with her , she is the best thing that happened in my life and I will prove that by my actions not just my words .

I love you my Lady Wizardswench and I will always do my best to please you and today is a good day to start showing it. Thank you for being wonderful to me and I shall not disappoint you.

Mr. happy is what my friends call me, I am smiling all the time, they don’t know the reason, I do! it’s my beautiful Lady Wizardswench , i feel her with every breath I take , everywhere and she make me smile .

Every day i find myself learning more and more from her and that gives me desire to do even more to keep her proud of me. She keep teaching me and I cherish  every second of it , and watching her with her Master make me learn how much I still need to do to reach her level .

I was in chat with her last night , and just looking at her make my head spin and my body tremble , I feel pleasure running through my veins as she guide me , I have a strong desire to make her pleased and proud of me , and I know I still need to learn a lot to reach that goal . I felt bad when GW asked her to show him what she is doing with me and he said I need more training cause pain didn’t show well on my face, the truth is that my smile betray me each time she’s there, I just can’t wipe it out off my face even when I’m in pain, the pleasure of being with her is far greater, I’m still learning and I’m determined to be the best slave for her pleasure.

She’s always very generous to me , I had to edge 5 times before I go to bed , then at night each time my bound wrist wake me up I needed to edge as well , I admit it was tricky , and it’s the first time I do it , the first time it happened , it took me a bit to get back to sleep again , as it’s not easy to sleep while being so excited , it happened 3 more times , and just the feeling that I’m her slave make me very excited , I feel her in me all the time and that gives me pure pleasure .

I love you my Lady Wizardswench , you are my world , and I adore and cherish each second I spend serving you . Thank you for making my world bright and for having me as your slave.

My Lady Wizardswench It feels wonderful to wake up with a smile everyday and see life beautiful.

That’s how You make me feel, I love you so much my Lady.

Another day that went perfectly , somehow it all seem perfect since I met You , smiling all the time , always happy and eager to be with You . You do things to me , even when you’re not there , you’re everywhere , you’re  my world .

I feel that I repeat myself saying how happy I am , I can’t seem to be saying it enough to express how You make me feel .

You’re always very generous to me , and always give me more than I deserve , for that I’m thankful and will always do everything I can for your pleasure .

You taught me a lot and I will always be learning how and what to please You. I love you so much and I hope I can make Your world shining as you make mine.

The thing I noticed when I read some journals is that I’m far from being a writer or a poet , my words somehow seem simple , I should work more on it . My words do come out straight from my heart, I suppose I should let my heart learn more literature to bring the words out with more style. She does that, when I read her words, they’re wonderful.

Thank you my Lady Wizardswench , I love being your slave and I love to make you happy . you are my world .

I’m in love … she’s always with me, and that make me happy all the time. Everyone around me notice it even in real life.

She’s wonderful , although she doesn’t have much time being occupied , I see her come and drop me a line checking on me , and refresh my smile . I adore Her.

Yesterday was kind of lazy day for me, spent most of it at home, and didn’t get into chat for long though as seem most of my family was away. Its fun chatting with my friends, something feel missing though when none of my new family is there. Cause lately, most the fun I have is when I’m with them. I spent most of the day watching movies and animation and had some friends coming over, then we went out at night, it was fun, had good laughs. at night I came to chat , didn’t stay up very late though , right before I go to sleep my Lady came online and talk to me , I went to bed smiling .

I love you my Lady Wizardswench and I always love to please you as much as you please me. You make me a very happy slave.

Yesterday was a very long day , I went out from morning until 11 pm ,  although I was busy most of the day , I did discover something , She’s always with me , in my thoughts , in my heart and in my eyes . Every time I see a beautiful woman, I see my Lady smiling to me and I realize how fortunate I am to be hers. I can’t describe my pleasure when she came online to check on me , knowing that She get busy on weekend ,  She make me feel special and happy . I am in love with Her.

There isn’t much to tell about my day, it was a day to spend offline, I only went to chat for a bit. seem that my family had a day off as well , the thing I noticed though is that when they’re not there , it’s always fun to chat with friends but I felt something missing , I love my new family and with them i have a wonderful feeling of joy that was missing in their absence .

 

I read Her journals and She mentioned me and that I please Her .I’m a happy person , my smile never leave my face and I have Her to thank for that . Thank you my Lady Wizardswench for allowing me to bring out the best in me to make You proud I love You so much.

It should be a long day, I woke up early, I feel happy. I’m proud to be a member of my new family E/everyone are always supportive and nice and they make me bring out the best in me, I love you all and will always be the best I can to make you proud of me, specially my precious Lady wizardswench who make my world shine even I have a rough day.

Yesterday started in an off way , after 4 hours sleeping  , naked with my wrist bound to the bed as my Lady desire , I heard a door bell , it was pretty annoying to wake up , untie my wrist , get dressed and run to the door , to discover it was someone that rang by mistake . I came to chat after that having a headache, that didn’t last long though as my mood soon change after. I am blessed with being a part of the most wonderful family and being with them is always a pleasure and lots of fun. I felt happy as I finished my journal early knowing that it pleases my Lady and in chat where my friends are, my day was being wonderful and I was filled with joy.

Time fly when I’m happy , I had to start my day and I left chat getting ready when I heard a shocking news concerning one of my best friends about a death in his family . Those made me change my plans for the next few days as I need to be there for him. it was a long day . There wasn’t much room for smiles. I felt sad about what happened to my friend. I did however feel wonderful as I felt that I’m not alone , my Lady and her Master were very supportive and always encourage me to be my best , and that make my day . my Lady is wonderful , and she always tell me how proud she is of me and encourage me to be the best I can , same words came to me from her Master GW , that make me very proud and honored to be one of them .

At night, I arrived home after a long day, my Lady already told me she’s online so I rushed to my computer and joined chat to be with her. My smile was back on my face when I saw her. All our wonderful family was there and I heard the voice of GW for the first time. My heart was flying with happiness as it was the first time I was with all of them in chat since I joined them and that made me feel special. all the worries and the sadness I had during my day disappeared as my Lady smiled at me and talked to me , every part of me feel overwhelmed with joy as I saw her and immoral play in chat as GW was running the show . I feel happy and proud and I’ll do all I can to keep my new family feel the same about me.

Thank you my Lady Wizardswench for being so wonderful. I love you  

Another wonderful day , went perfect and ended perfect

I find myself repeating how happy I am , as I it seem the best word to describe how I feel  since I got Owned. 

My Lady always spoils me with her kindness and generosity and always brings out the best in me. I am naked at her feet, always excited like an eager puppy looking to please her and see her proud of my service. Her words make me hard and she can read my mind and know things I like without telling her, She even knows things that I am yet discovering. Every night she makes me discover a new desire and that make me have wonderful feelings that I didn’t know exist before meeting her.  

Tonight I learned that pain is pleasure when I’m with her, the feeling of tease and denial mixed with pain is unbelievable. She make me edge so many times and I feel so much pleasure and tonight I did that while using clothes pegs . I find myself begging to serve Her , to please Her , when She tells me that I’m a good boy , my heart feel like jumping from happiness .

I go to chat with Her with a wide smile on my face , proud to be there as Her toy , proud to let everyone there know that She is my Mistress and i exist for Her pleasure .

Thank you my Lady Wizardwench  , you bright up my life and serving you make me complete . You bring out the best in me and for that I am always thankful and loyal.

I love you my Lady .

i'm happy

i wake up with a smile on my face . i find myself smiling all the time , she haunt my thoughts and all the time i see her , i smile . she's wonderful to me , and i find myself do all she ask me without having to think about it , i love her and trust her to guide me , my mind do what she orders by reflex . she have me sleep naked with my wrist bound to the bed , that's new to me , for the second night , when i try to move in bed i wake up look at my bound wrist smile then sleep again . i'm hers and that make me feel at peace , calm and that i am finally home where i belong . kneeling at her feet is a joy , i never thought about it this way before i met her . i find myself on my knees smiling all the time she's present and i do it with pride each time she tell me that she's pleased with me and my service , that make me want to give her more and make her more proud of me .

yesterday i woke up feeling the same happiness , although everything and everyone around me seem to be working on distracting me from writing my journal , and planned a busy day , but she is always on my mind , after 6 hours my journal was written . i felt down for a little time as i wanted to have more time to do what she desire , i just couldn't find any time alone to do that . early at night she was there , and my smile was shining on my face , although we were both occupied . then i went out to see my friends , when i arrived and parked the car , she texted me , and i found myself sitting in my car talking to her , i forgot where i was and who i was suppose to meet , time stop when i'm with her , i want every second to last for eternity . she make my world look better , she make me a better person . we kept talking until she told me to go see my friends , and i forgot about them , i felt happy cause her presence make everything else look unimportant . i stayed with my friends with my mind focusing on the time she said she'll be back . after a bit i told my friends goodnight and headed back home , rushing to my computer to be there at the time she's back and i made it , i don't like to waste a minute away from her . i logged to chat and she was there , i felt overwhelmed and smiling . she call me boy and my heart jump when she say it with her usual smile . she keep praising me for being a good boy and make me want to give more and more to keep her proud . i feel pride being hers . after a bit in chat she told me to leave and we talked . i never thought that i'd find someone that my mind would betray me , my body do as she says even when it feel some pain . although she's always considerate , loving and keep making me blush telling me how much she enjoy my service and that make me feel that i'm the happiest person in the world . after we were done talking i thank her , i don't think the world can discribe how thankful and blessed i feel to be hers , then she sent me to bed , naked , bound again . i woke up , took a shower and here i am . i'm having a wonderful day .

thank you my Lady Wizardwench , you're the light of my life , thank you for making me live even beyong my dreams . i love you .

i'm reborn , molded as my Lady's toy , She owns my body , heart and mind .

 

She make my day , i dream of her at night , and wake up with her smile in my mind , when i'm in chat talking to my friends she's always there watching , and i'm always hoping that anything i do would make her proud and make her smile . i live to serve and please her .

i am happy when i talk to her , she get me excited with her look , and i get on my knees with pride knowing that it's what she desire .

i write this journal with a million thoughs running through my mind and i can't find enough words to say it all , i'll try my best to express it in here .

 

i feel like i'm finally home , i don't need to look anymore , it's where i belong . i'm blessed , i used to dream of her being my Lady , and now i'm living my dream , that's how happy i feel right now , my life and desires are to please her and make her happy , and that give me motive to give more and more , i am addicted to her smile and her satisfaction of me being hers . she's perfect , wonderful , i never felt this way before , i feel alive , and proud.

 

in her presence i'm on my knees with back straight and shin up , i see her looking at me and i am proud , i want everyone to know that i'm hers , she's my Lady and she can do whatever she desire with me .

 

i'm still discovering myself , she make me discover new things , she's that good , knowing me better than i know myself . what more can i ask for .

 

words are betraying me , i can't get my feelings out , i'm having a lot of distractions , seem like everyone remembered me today , i feel like i'm failing my Lady , that make me more determined in trying harder though .

 

i love you my Lady wizardwench and i'll keep working on improving myself to be worthy of your service .

i am happy

i went to bed last night talking to my Mistress and i woke up recieving an email from her . she came to chat last night and a wide smile was drawn on my face after i saw her pleased from me doing as she told me , for the first time my Mistress watching me and was happy from me , i can't discribe how happy i am or how special it felt to do my first task for my Mistress and make her proud .

 

i am lucky and blessed . i know how it feel when they say a dream come true ... it's what happened to me . i'm greatful for GW for making me live my dream and for that i'm always thankful and greatful and would do all i can to prove i'm worthy of his generosity and kindness .

 

i love you my Mistress and i always look forward to please you , make you smile and have you proud of me serving you .

what can i say ... i'm HAPPY :)

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