I am searching for someone around my age limit first, somewhere from 28 to 45 a little older is fine but I prefer someone close to my age please.I have been in and out of the lifestyle for many years, I started the interest of the lifestyle when I was 18 years old and my curiosity has increased as years went on, I have met a few Masters here, some I wish not name since I want to keep their dignity secret. I am not seeking a very cruel Master in hand, I have enough stress in my life that I don't need some random testosterone raging bitch to frighten me or take his bitter rage out on, I am human, I have feelings, and I would like you to respect my feelings like I would of yours. I am a submissive, not slave, sub having limited rights as to where slaves don't have any rights at all. I like my freedom of speech and would like to vocalize my needs and feelings if I feel that they are being abused or ignored. I won't overstep my boundaries but I will test them to find my place around your feet. I need not a doormat or a passive Master but one who is willing to listen and be strict when the time comes for it. I am a very loving person, I care for my friends and family and wish to keep in contact with them as much as I can. I am not looking to have some Master/Mistress to whore me out, I am a very jealous girl in which doesn't wish to share her Owner with another person so if you are in a Poly household I am not your type of girl. I love various of different activities from reading a good novel, writing a short story, swimming in the ocean/river/lake, hiking up mountain ridges and role playing.
I am a vegetarian, if you are meat eater more power to you since I am not judgmental to what you like to eat. I just prefer not to eat meat products, No I am not vegan so don't worry about cheese or milk, I will eat those products, just not meat.
Due to stressful events in my life I am currently looking for a soft kind Master, one that will understand my feelings and not afraid to show sympathy and empathy to a soul that has been greatly damaged. I am a insecure soul in which needs a lot of tenderness, I am not trying to be demanding but with all the flakes she has come across she has found that there are some hostile souls in which are there to destroy a human's courage and dignity. Anyways if you are wanting a picture, please write me and get to know me, I would like the same from you in return when I hand out a pic, its only respectable to do so when I am pouring my heart out and giving my picture to a complete stranger I hardly know. Please refrain from being vulgar, it gets you no where in my books but in my blocked user section. I hope to hear from you soon.
Extremely pissed off today, first thing I wake up to is an argument. Lovely morning to me, then when I make a statement about a journal entry he acts like I don't really give a damn and will change it because he doesn't truly want to give up his lifestyle, Doesn't matter to me since I am only ranting. Yes I love him with a passion, I'd kill for him if he asked, but the way he lives makes me ill to my stomach, the girls he chooses hurts him emotionally, I can't say I am perfect either but my jealousy grows bigger each day.
Why do I love you so? WHY?!?! there isn't enough tears I can shed in this world to prove myself, I just don't want to be friends, I want to be more and apparently you are too blind to notice that... -Sighs- I am sorry peoples... I give up... I fucking give up! ?
I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
I heard here face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch may falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
Song dedicated to my beloved, you know who you are
I am so stressed out these days, I have given up a lot for a Master in which doesn't clearly understand me or want to understand me, everything and every conversation seems to be a struggle, I am feeling more worthless by the minute and when I speak, its like no words can prove to him that I do fucking care. Should I give up? I am not certain how to say that I have lost my interest in him since my love for him as a lover has died many months ago. I wanted to believe that I could go poly but I can't I want someone to myself that I can love and cherish without someone robbing me of the pleasure of serving him alone, I want to be praised and enjoy the fruits of my labor with endless love and praise, apparently my request is too much for a Master, what am I doing wrong? Can't I make one request? thats all I want, thats all I ever wanted. I guess dreams do not come true for all.
Beware of immature Doms/Domme's? granted there are some good apples here, there are quite a lot of pricks and jerks that think they are god's gift to women/men here to abuse and use slander against... granted I am not mature all the time, I don't blast people with rudeness or slander.
From:Domgood6 Dated:7/4/09 8:52 AM
hey STUPID! if you are already OWNED! doesn't that make you a COUPLE! so why the hell are you in the SINGLEs Section! or are both of you that DUMB! Geeeeeeeeze
that there is perfect example of immaturity that is not necessary in emails, I am pretty sure that many are tired of being insulted or finding flakes....? IF YOU HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY DON'T SAY IT AT ALL!!!
