i have found one who seems interesting, we have been chatting for a while and although i came here seeking a mistress I dont mind if I shall submit to him for he knows what he is talking about and has slowly begun to make me enslaved to his mind game

As my journey in this lifestyle is slolwy moving on am reading more and learning more abt it and i am surprised that most so called masters and mistresses have no clue of what it is all about .I Hope someday to meet that person who can be a true guide and make me submit my mind to them as well thus liberating me from all shackles that bind me to a mere life

I find it strange that although I have written that I am seeking a female domme yet I find all masters and male dom sending messages that aint worth reading.

If  I find any interesting male who knows what he is talking about maybe I may get tempted to serve him, But I am here to find My mistress who is gnerally moree demanding because her sexual lust is not something that comes in between .

Morever Am not a pushover even if I am submissive in nature its total freedom and emancipation that I am seeking and I would appreciate if someone took the trouble to read what I write before sending of messages that are meant to impress a 10 year old.

i spoke to a few masters and mistresses in the past week and it seems that i shall be loving this lifetyle of being owend and belonging to someone and tht pleasure when the pain is so acute and that feeling of being cared for so intense,