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Thewrongguy4u Male Dominant, 37, wofgta On	thewrench Male Dominant, 56, San Francisco, California	TheWriter2008 Male Switch, 33, Somewhere

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	About thewronga1ice A man certain of his own value, will want the highest type of woman he can find, the woman he admires, the strongest, the hardest to conquer--because only the possession of a heroine will give him the sense of an achievement, not the possession of a brainless slut." - unknown If I do not know you in real life, you will need to send me a message to be added to my friends list. Every journey starts with a single terrifying step. I'm working on it. A lot has happened, I have explored more of my sub side, and I have tried trusting people with my well being, that has produced some good and some bad scenerios. None of which I would have done without. I am learning what floats my boat and what doesn't, and more to the point the types of people that float my boat. I know I could never live without bondage of some form or other. Also spanking is a great passion. I am also trying loads of stuff I haven't before. I can express myself through my writings and hopefully someone will look at them and see someone interesting vs someone fucked up. I keep my emotions to the people I trust and that can mean I come across a little prickly, or that I am really tough. But get to know me and you'll understand the reasons why. I have a lot of passion to give the right person, that however doesn't mean that every mr right now is going to be the right person.

Growth is hard Have you ever wanted something so much, only to have it dangle like a carrot in the air just out of your grasp. No matter how hard you stretch or reach the damn wind blows it further out of reach. I feel like that about a lot of things The biggest thing is me, myself. I set myself goals daily, the biggest one is to get out of bed. It's a goal I achieve most days, I allow myself an occasional duvet day. Nothing is worse than waking up and being amazed that for one more day your alive. No one included previous partners have ever understood, how bigger deal just waking up and getting out of bed is. I always hoped they would. Another is my head finally feeling at ease with my body. I have lost a significant amount of weight 12 stone and a bit to be precise. 12 stone heavier I felt sexy and completely at ease with my size and shape,. Now not so much, I have no clue what looks good or how I look, it makes it a positive nightmare when sleeping with someone, I used to feel confident in bed, now I feel like a rabbit caught in headlights. I find it hard to make a move simply because my head takes over.. He is looking at my wobbly bits, he is noticing my stretch marks. I have lumps and bumps showing. It's exhausting. Another is now my submissive self appears, so many know me as dominant, nothing wrong with that. But I'm sick and tired of the assumptions. Why can't they take me for what they see instead of wishing me into something else. I have enough trouble being myself without someone wanting me to be something different. I am me complicated, full of good things, full of flaws. An emotionally normal person, who doesn't want to be anyone other than she is, only just a little bit more comfortable with the me I've become. I need help. Not another benchmark you want me to match up to. I can't, I won't. Not very submissive huh. But for me being sub, doesn't mean I am willing to sacrifice myself for anyone. I will however allow my edges to be softened and accept help to grow.

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