TheWordsUnspoken

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Dear Diary - I take a deep breath and then count slowly to ten as I exhale, while I let my mind go blank and let everything that is in my world disappear. Then I opened my eyes to read the words that followed given to me on this note, written to me .. telling me of a love that is mine by simply opening up my heart; then when I do my soul will take flight, as my body relaxes to be at peace. In my mind now I see a love, an hear love, an know love, for the very man that has feelings for me, who wants me in his life. The very one that wrote this for me, who wants me in all the best ways, an for me to feel everything in his heart and know this is true love. With this also, comes these passions and desires held, that I have for him, trying to express how he feels and what matters most to me; to understand, an need and want and love that is deeply caressed. A chance to explore all my hidden desires and fantasies, to serve and be apart of him, knowing I have the man of my dreams.
So now, let the real me come out, I let the very one that loves me, know how I feel and how in everything he is, in my life always; being open to the all the possibilities that love through this new life in him shows me, letting out one last breath and letting go, being the new me, for all time.
As you hold a necklace in your hand, the end of it swings a small crystal, an as I watch it swaying, back and forth and back and forth, moving to the left and then moving to right and then back to left once again, my eyes start to get tired and I slowly begin to close them, as they are too heavy. I then take a deep breath as I then start to count slowly backwards, from ten to one, an as I exhale with it, to let my mind go blank and let everything else in my world disappear. I then open my eyes once again being relaxed, as I read the words that are on this very page and memorize them, opening up my heart, as I travel back to a simpler time in life. A time, when all I wanted to do, was to please the one that I was with. Even now, all I wish for is that time back once more, as I am the most happiest, when I know, I am making you, or someone else happy. I set aside myself for the love of another, in doing whatever necessary, to bring passion, love, needs, wants and deepest pleasure, not only to you, but the love I am with.
So now, I let the real me come out and let the very one that I love, be in control of my thoughts, of my body and of my mind and soul. It is my time, to let him know, what joy he brings to my life and that I want more, an to be that woman, that slave, that lover, that best friend, he wants me to be, in giving up myself completely, to his control.
As I stare deeply into your eyes, you can see into my heart and soul. My mind will be free and see that all my thoughts are and I will find what it is that you desire. In closing my eyes, I inhale and then exhale counting down from ten, to then open my eyes and then to begin my new life, of what it was suppose to be and now will. I am always eager to be, what you always wanted, an here I am shy, scared, afraid to and timid. I give myself freely without reservation, for I know its truly what I want. I will do what only you like, as I will eat what you want me too, an I will go to bed when you tell me too. I will be sexually free and not chained by anything, but only by what is told of me. I will not wear clothes in the house at all period and will only wear what is given. I will always be happy in whatever you want me to do, never being angry to anyone ever. I will be free to open everything to you, an have and give it freely to you with love. I will only be given any sexual release, when from you. I will want only you, as you are the best that life has given to me, an in return to keep you forever happy. I will do as I am told and how you tell me to do it, never to be told twice in my duties and chores.
So now, as I have becomed owned as property and will serve as a lifetime slave, I know in myself, that this is what is meant for me, to be apart of and live this life. I am here now to please both sexes in anyway shape or form, giving up my body and in all ways, as I have come full circle and realized what I truly am suppose to be and most of all ... a sexual slave.