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About thesumis182
I will start telling this community in 3 parts, past - present - and what im looking for in the future.
PAST: Every great story starts somewhere. And this is my past; On May 10th, 2007 i was involved in a wreck. The doctors now tell me that i was lucky that i didn't pass, and that i was a fighter. I wanted to live. I wanted to live. In seing how most people would have died in the wreck. I diddnt. It was a calm day, no wheater no drinking, no distraction. I left the road, i slammed into a telephone pole wich saved me from dystroying a family barbacue. After i left the highway i was headed to ruin a family picnic, but thankfully i hit a pole that diverted my car from hitting the family.
I was then life-flighted to boise, where i was lying in a hospital bed, dying. the doctors kept coming in and telling me how lucky i am to have survived. i shrug now, i feel that i had no other choice but to live. Thats how it works. in life when ure dealt a horrible hand like I've been dealt you can either roll over and die, really give up on living; or you can survive and show everyone that there you can rebuild ure life (wich was shattered) and prove to the naysayers of the world, that there is life after the accident, and i will fight for it.
I gave it my all in the hospital while recovering. I thought that if i survived all of this, that maybe someone, somewhere would still want to be with me.
PRESENT: As of now i've thus relived that everyone has turned shitty in real life. The experience did change my looks as well as my thoughts. I see now that people that do not give me the time of day is not worth any of my time.
I did try to appease all of those, and i chased them yet no results. i decided against it. If people do not want to give me the time of day, why should i waste it on them?
Alas though, Ive gone through a transformation through all of this, i now realize what to chase after, and who's not worth my time to waste on them.
What i want now is, after everything I've been through, all the pain, all the unpleasant instinces. i've been through. Normal relationships seem very dry and boring, i need to feel that i'm alive, in feeling pain does indicate to me that i am alive. Thats what i need. I do not just want to become another drab spouse that really does nothing, i wish to make my partner feel alive, whether they are my slave or my equal. i want to give others the experience in a way to make them appreciate being alive more so.
FUTURE: In the future i would love to find someone that will listen and obey, as well as look gorgeous. I can never do any of those things, the only thing i have going for me is my ability to write. to express what i want to people, and what i need. In the future i will be living on my own (yes, i live with my father... but in all reality if i didn't live with him or what he has done for me i dont know where id be) I want that chance, and i was given that chance. I would love to get that chance from you.
I hope you will contact me and tell me how you feel about my story. Thats what i would love most of all if no one wants to be with me. |
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