ThenYouMetMe

Since it is a bit of a holiday weekend, and I am feeling sickeningly friendly and social, a limited time offer for those ONLY willing to break out of their shell for some NSA fun.

GAMER GIRLS.  Where are you precious little girls who love video games?  There is a game entering the US from S. Korea, where it has been a large success.  It is by En Masse, and called Tera.

It is an mmo with pve, pvp, and a fun new '3rd person shooter' style non-targeting combat system.  It is in open beta, and worth a look for anyone heavy into gaming.

Interested in this, but nothing else on my profile?  I can work with that.  I have always known that if I want to find a hard core gamer girl to call 'mine' in one or more video games, that it would probably have to be a girl in addition to the one I own for my 'darker' needs.

Inquire within.  Mention you're ONLY interested in an 'in game' rp style friendship (or more) and I will be sure to be extra nice, rather than my normal 'expecting far too much of you' self.

Getting my attention does NOT involve "Where do you want to meet, and what do you want me to wear?"

What about a girl who TRIES.  A little serious creature who understands what a man needs from his personal bitch.  When was the last time ANY of you asked a question like:

-What kind of cocktail would you like me to make for you to enjoy while I hurry to freshen up, to be clean and ready for you?

-What kind of music can I put on, and what is your favorite cigar, to help you relax while I work out your initial stress with a demonstration of my oral skills?

-Is there any particular show or video you would like me to have ready to set the mood when you arrive?

Where are the little whores who actually cater to, and consider their men FIRST.

**At the current time**  (Until removed, or a future journal says otherwise)

I am only interviewing for face to face play, if:

-You can lock your wrists, ankles, and elbows (above) with the same size handcuffs.

-You can get what you desire from 'playtime' by being used for what I desire from 'playtime'.

-You are UP FRONT about your fears/worries and willing to work WITH me to establish trust.

-You COMPLETELY understand who and what I am, and what I will expect from you, or you are capable of asking questions until you do.

-You have realistic needs, expectations, and/or goals and you can communicate them clearly.

I am now local to both central northern Indiana and the northern Boulder, Colorado areas.  I am also frequently traveling between the two by road, stopping for the night in or around Omaha, Nebraska.  If you fit the above criteria, live or stay in or around any of these locations, and feel you need what I have to offer, feel free to contact me and introduce yourself.

I have become quite disappointed with the meat market here.

Let me make this simple.  If you are not eager to be on your knees, tied, and used orally, do not attempt to include me into your game playing or time wasting.

If one of more of the ideas below is of interest to you, we might have something in common.  This is a broad list.  I do not anticipate finding a girl who can completely fulfill it alone.

- Does the thought of being made to act and respond to commands in the character of a living, perhaps rubber or vinyl encased, human doll, make your thighs slick?

- Does it make you smile and giggle to think about dressing up as young as you can pass for, and be taken lingerie and 'naught costume' shopping by 'Daddy', while everyone looks and questions the morality of our partnership?

- Do you secretly love the thought of being forced into experiencing the things you hate?

- Is this life, and the double standards of society around you, not quite what you were expecting growing up?  Wouldn't life be much happier and fulfilling if things were simpler, as they were back when men were men and women had their place?

- Do you like to feel the frightening rush of reality, when the locks are locked, the gag is gagging, and the blindfold is slid down?

- Do you believe with all of your radiant heart that every man deserves a good woman taking care of his physical and emotional needs.

- Honestly.  No rape scene will ever be realistic enough, will it?

The more you will do, the farther you will submit, the more willing you are to suffer, for 'anyone'.. the less likely I am to be interested in you.

The more you will do, the farther you will submit, the more willing you are to suffer, for ME.. the more likely I am to be interested in you.

It isn't about what you will or wont 'do'.

It is about what you will or wont do for 'Me'.

You will never know if you never ask.

2012 is going to be a major change for me.

Moving from IN to CO.  Retiring.  Looking for a full time pet.

**How  you present yourself on your profile will define how I approach or respond to you.**

If your profile presents you as a nasty filthy whore, then that is how I will approach or respond to you.

If your profile presents you as an intelligent, thoughtful girl, then that is how I will approach or respond to you.

If your profile presents you as a stupid, worthless, good for nothing set of holes.. then I will look forward to hearing from you. :)

If your interests here revolve around fucking, gratification, emotional connections, or punishments, you might be fun for a night or two.

If your interests here involve paradigms being shattered, psychoses being built up in your mind, and permanent psychological manipulation, you might be more what I am looking for to own for life.

If you have no idea in your pretty little head what I just said, and it slicks your pink little thighs to no end because of that, you might be her.

My favorite girls are the ones who naturally feel like meat, pretty much all the time.  They want to be looked at like meat.  They want to be treated, and talked to like meat.  And they expect to be used like meat.

I am far more interested in your body than your mind.  I can mold your mind to my liking.  But you need to look the part from the beginning.

And if you do not think that is how it should be, do not approach me.

I have a demon.

It needs fed.

Experienced toy/object/doll needed for a night.

Respect that I know myself, I know what I need, and I know fairly quickly if you are it or not.

My world is not your world.  The priorities and chain of order in my world is not the same as your world.  Do not 'label' me with the labels and titles of your world.  I will not fit.

I have no interest in a submissive.  I desire a slave.  What I ultimately require is simply a woman to own, the way nature intended.  They are rare, but I know they are out there.  Women who understand what nature intended and respect their place on their knees before the man who tends to their survival.

Something else to be clear about.  Many men are highly emotional men with moments of 'fun' sadism play during a special time of gratification.  That is not me.  I find modern civilization far too 'drunk' on emotion and superficial aesthetics and it is not for me.  I will care for you, or I will not bother to own you.  But I see no reason to waste life reminding you about it, over and over.  If you do not care for me, I do not expect you to stay.  Period.  There is no 'fluff' with me.  I am who I am, and I need a very unique girl who is at my feet because she NEEDS to be at my feet as much as I NEED her to be there.

Asking to see ONE picture of who I am talking to is NOT 'pic collecting'.

I am sure it is frustrating being a dumb bitch and all, but have some sense.  Just one picture to see who I am talking to, or do not bother trying to 'chat me up'.

Now you've gone and ruined it for the rest.

If you do not have a picture on your profile, or sent with your mail, do not bother.

If you send or have a fake picture, I *WILL* know, and all contact will end, likely before it begins.

This is how it is. 

It is almost universal.  Bitches want a man to fill their heads with what to think, and their holes with.. whatever we can get our hands on.  So why would you believe I am going to be inspired by you telling me nothing more than how 'interesting' I am.  Inspire me to want to claim, mold, and ruin you.  That pretty face and those tits wont go near as far with me.  Show me how badly you 'need' me in control of your life.

I generally wont send the first mail.  If I do, consider yourself lucky.  What I need is generally not what most of you are looking for.  Do not be offended if I ignore you.  I probably just know better than you that you cannot handle me.  I do not chase.  If you want to prove yourself to me, you step up and take the risk.  I am not here to baby you.  I am here to get what I need from you.  And I expect you to learn to be the best at whatever I require.  I am extra good at motivation.  Trust me.