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About Thehoneykitten
Hello Sirs, I'm a 24 y/o TS girl 3.5 years into my transition and I have a fantasy I really am hoping to see fulfilled...
I want to be taken into your home/residence and for a specified period of time I want to be used and abused. What you say goes. As long as I make it out at the end of the period of time with no injuries or obvious marks (hickies/bruises on neck or arms, etc). I want to be over powered. I want to be shared with your friends or even your pets if that is your thing, or alternatively if you want to hoard me for yourself that is great too. Put me on a leash. Make me eat off the floor or out of a dog dish. Degrade and humiliate me. Bring me to a party, forced to wear a collar and leash and to be nude in front of everyone. Make me sleep with a plug in my ass. Make me sleep on the floor by the bed. Make me sleep with your dog in the doghouse out back. Whatever your desire, I desire to be done to me.
I only have two requirements:After the specified period of time I leave, and you have no control over me until I return and we agree on another specified period of time or another arrangement. No crossing my hard limits, which we should discuss at length prior to beginning any engagements. I don't have many, so it shouldn't be too difficult :)
I really want to be humiliated and degraded, and I am hoping you can help me experience that.
Thank you,
Honey
More details:
I am into a lot of things...
What I am really interested in is feeling powerless, humiliated, and degraded. I really am only into a little bit of pain and its easy for there to be too much pain for me, but since I want to feel powerless, I guess it doesn't matter if it hurts too much as long as its not actually injuring me... It will be pretty obvious when pain is pleasurable to me or actually painful to me (basically based on how I am moaning, etc. I am very vocal and expressive) Any actually painful pain would pretty much be experienced as a punishment by me
I really like the idea of a cock being down my throat, except I have a lot of trouble with my gag reflex... I can deep throat a little myself when I'm not being physically forced. I really like the idea of being facefucked, except knowing me I would try to stop it because I would feel like throwing up. So the idea of waiting till there is no food or anything in my stomach, then fucking my throat even as I try to get away because of the gagging, (basically against my will) is really fucking hot.
I am an exhibitionist. The idea of being displayed in public in any way is a huge turn on, the more degrading and humiliating the better...
I love anal play... I love getting fucked, I just generally love having things inside of me. Unfortunately I can be sensitive back there and if we aren't careful there could be some tearing. Because of this lube is a must. I love the idea of being forced to wear a plug for hours on end... being plugged up until I am used, however even my medium sized plug seems to cause problems physically... I am very frustrated that this is a concern >.< ... As much as I really want my ass to be abused it needs to be treated rather carefully because otherwise all play involving insertion may have to end due to injury. :(
Actual bondage itself I am very interested in but unfortunately I don't have nearly enough experience to know what I am ok with or not ok with. I have a bit of experience with being tied up and I definitely enjoyed that. If something becomes uncomfortable or painful you can be sure I will let you know... of course it is then at your discretion whether to adjust anything or not.
I am very strongly into pet play. I love to be a kitten, personally. Pet play for me can easily be non-sexual, or VERY sexual. I would love to spend hours and hours and hours as a cat, not allowed to talk, expected to eat and drink from bowls on the floor, etc. I don't want a Dominant or a Master, I want an Owner... I wan't to be nothing more than a pet.
I also love having my hair pulled and generally being overpowered. In more vanilla relationships I like to wrestle so that I will lose and feel powerless. I really put in all my effort too!
I love remote controlled TENS units... I feel so powerless while wearing one especially around my waist, since at any time I can be zapped and if standing I will fall, otherwise I still become immobile until it goes away. I once was topless at a BDSM club while wearing a TENS unit. Around 5-6 people, men and women, passed around the controller and took turns trying to catch me when I was least expecting to be shocked or trying to get me to fall down.
I am not into golden showers, but I find the idea of being pissed on and even possibly being used as a human toilet to be ridiculously humiliating, and this makes golden showers, while disgusting to me, a turn on. The idea of being used as a human toilet is even more of a turn on if I am forced to do so against my will...
The idea of being used/forced to pleasure multiple/other people is a huge turn on. A fantasy for me would be to have an Owner who has a party where he invites a few of his guy friends over to like watch football or something. I am forced to be nude except for a collar. I am instructed to serve everyone however they demand of me. Retrieving beers, making sandwiches, giving blowjobs, etc. If a guy needs to piss but doesn't want to miss a part of the game I would be forced to act as his toilet so that he doesn't have to move and so there isn't a mess or anything.
There will probably be times when I don't want to do something. When I don't want to give a blowjob. When I don't want to get fucked. I want to be forced at these times to do so anyway. I essentially want to be raped. As long as I don't end up with any physical injuries, that is all that matters.
Pictures/videos being taken of any of the above things being done to me is a huge plus. I am an exhibitionist so I like the idea as it is, and then being able to see/watch me being humiliated, degraded, used, raped, forced to be a toilet, etc. in the future would be amazing.
Sensory deprivation is a turn on as well... Not being able to see or hear what is going on around me makes me feel very powerless.
As strange as this sounds... I have always fantasized about being forced to allow a dog to use me as his bitch, and to tie with me...
Some of my hard limits:
Nothing that threatens or implies the threat of death.
Scat, and my face going by anyone's asshole.
Physical injuries: brandings, piercings, any breaking of the surface of the skin, etc.
Hickies/bruises in visible places. If I deserve being beaten and bruised up so be it. I don't really consider bruises to be an injury (although I know technically it is)
CBT
No abandonment. I should not be alone for any extended period of time for any reason.
No sexual deprivation. I don't care if I don't orgasm the whole time as it is usually very difficult for me to get off, but I should at least get to enjoy sexuality |
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