TheBlaqueQNGodess

Is anyone having a problem viewing their messages?

Sooo, in other news, my cuck (potential) became jealous when I told him I was talking to another guy. I also sent him a picture of the guys "package", which I thought would've been completely fine because he's into cucking. But he ghosted me shortly thereafter, and I'm wondering if his (expressed) feelings of jealousy might've had something to do with his going MIA?

I'm totally fine with his feelings of jealousy. It's a natural and even expected aspect od cucking. In fact, I prefer jealous cucks. Yet, I'm struggling with something I have zero to no tolerance for - lack of communication. I like to think I can stomach almost any reaction, IF I'm given an opportunity to understand and digest them.

Thoughts? 

Just saw a man on Instagram who split an oak stump with his axe... God how I love a strong and capable man 🤤🤤🤤

DEAR GOD... what happened to everyone's typing and grammar skills? Is it the phones or what? I wouldn't even make a big deal if it was like a one off, but almost everyone that messages me has numerous errors in there messages. So much so that I question if the message is even legit. Am I the only one who's noticed this?

Something I really don't enjoy is asking for help. However,  within the context of D/s, its necessary to be able to identify and articulate ones desires and needs. But what of intuition? And attentiveness? 

 I think I need an intuitive and attentive submissive... or do I need one whos just intrigued and interested? I imagine, if I found someone with a 6th sense of my needs, or atleast the interest to understand and meet my demands, I wont have to do the one thing I hate - ask for help. Or would I?

 So many questions...