a thought....

will I ever find a Master?...hhmmm???

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a thought again....

I think it is so funny that for those of you that send me emails and I haven't responded because of the hundred of emails that awaits and also to not forget my busy fucking schedule that the vanilla world gives, im not playing games because you don't get an immediate response to your email....lmfao!!!! your not the only one that sent me emails....so wait patiently just like everyone else and be polite about it....if your a complete asshole, I wont even bother responding back to your ungreatful ass!!!!

but thank you again for those who wait patiently for me to take the time to read all of your emails and respond as fast as I can....thank you again (bowing my head down with all due respect).

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a thought...

I have been sitting here evaluating my journey, and I have noticed and come to terms that my threshold for pain has increased....im so hungry and so eager to know more....I need more, I want more, I need to be fed.

why does one almost out of body experience so intriguing, so stimulating, so exciting??? what does that make me???

your thoughts...

a thought...

does one sexual desires really proclaim who you really are or is it just merely a fact of fantasy that one wants to experience in ones journey of ones sexual darkness???? or is it darkness or is it ones shining light that was either tarnished or jaded??? or a beautiful jem waiting to be buffed to the utmost brightness of a true diamond inside????? 

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a thought....

I just want to apologize to my friends out there about not responding to your emails...I have just taken on a new position at work and its just working the shyt out of me....so I beg your pardons, and I will get to your emails as soon as I can....thank you all again for your support on my journal.

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a thought....

someone once told me....."if you have a mans cock, you get a new purse with matching shoes, but when you have a mans heart, you have the universe".....

isn't that shyt crazy!!! lol

your thoughts....

a thought....

if one is having an emotional fantasy with another person half way across the earth, and you are some what dating someone local....having that emotional fantasy considered cheating?

just a thought....

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a thought...

I was just wondering...if your in a relationship and your partner knows you have lots of male/female friends online...

I guess my question is...if one of your friends wanted to have online sex/phone sex, is that considered cheating???? lol...

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a thought....

sometimes theres things that are brought into our lives to give us experiences that we would just not quite understand the whole concept. but we live by it and cherish what we have during that present moment in time. but at times we ask ourselves why? the answer to that would actually be what brings us to who we are today and how we view our expectations to different situations...trial and error I guess...but yet our experiences makes us in some way or another.

after that, we would have to let go and leave behind the disappointments from our expectations of what life has brought us and grow from there...

I guess the key is to "let go and leave behind" for the burden that has weigh one down must be release for the journey is just the beginning...

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a thought...

I don't know what the problem is but for some reason, its just really painful for me the majority of the time to enjoy cock...I guess the question is that...my pussy is soooo small and tight that, am I the one with the problem of my pussy being anatomically not capable of accepting big cocks??? or do I just have a mental block that im just not capable of enjoying cock in general??? or is it that im so dependant on my hitachi wand that theres no other that can stimulate me for me to physically accept cock???

reason I ask is that....I enjoyed ones company, I was wine and dine, foreplay was incredible but when it came to the actual penetration, I wasn't able to accept if physically....do I need to see a therapist???

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a thought....

I was at a party the other night and I ended up playing with this hot sexy girl....I have notice on my journey that my drive for women has increased... being a slave in this lifestyle has given me lots of opportunity in experiencing things that would have never imagined in the past...I don't know what the future holds but I know that my bi-sexuality has increased enormously and was wondering if my feelings will make me change from being a lost slave to being an alpha slave...I love cock but it seems that I just cant find what im looking for...is this just a part of my journey that set me back in a sense of im not really suppose to be a slave for my Master of choice? or is this directing me to become a dominant woman who just likes to play with girls in the meantime?????

your thoughts....

a thought....

so many say so many things about being "Masters,
Doms, Daddies etc"....question is....do these "ones" that proclaim the title they opposedly hold do understand and have the knowledge that lies within such a title of superiority???? I don't think so.....

but I do know that the ones that I know or converse with TRULY hold such responsibilities.

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A THOUGHT....

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!! PLEASE BE SAFE!!!!

SEE YA'LL TOMORROW!!!

A THOUGHT....

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE....SEE YA'LL TOMORROW....GIGGLES

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I just dont get it still....I dont know how many emails or journal entries that I have to send in order for these time consuming men that it is not the cock I want right now...I want your mind, your thoughts, your intellect to keep my mind stimulated, and when im stimulated then you will strike my interest....its baby steps...if you want to collar a sub/slave then its a sub/slave that has NO MIND or THOUGHTS....I hate to bust any of your blue balls but I HAVE A MIND AND THOUGHTS....READ MY FUCKING JOURNAL...SERIOUSLY!!!

you thoughts....lmao!

a thought....

can one lay with one in securely and safely in each others arms through out the night and not have sexual feelings????...

better thought....can you lay with me in your arms throughout the night and not want to fuck me or suck your cock????....knowing his sex drive is off the charts....or do you think hes gay???...dayum...what if Im not sexy???...the questions was ask to him and his answer was.........."you know I don't lay overnight with women, but with you i long for those nights away from the hype...the nights i just want you to hold me and i want to hold only you and just you....your my place of sanctuary"........WTF (i said to myself)!!!!! I WANT YOU TO FUCK ME SHYT!!!......

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a thought....

for those of you who contact me bitching and complaining about how I don't get back to you ASAP....well hear are my thoughts....

with all due respect to ya'll.... I have a life outside of collarme.com and if you don't pay my fucking bills, put a roof over mine and my families head, and feed our hungry bellies, clothed our naked bodies, heat up our house, have fresh water to bathe in.....then don't expect for me to contact you ASAP....there are others before you on here that are very polite and respectful and patiently wait for my response.....so if your any kind of "real" Dom/Master, your actions sure the hell make you give the "title" a bad name!!!!

your thoughts....(smiles)

a thought.....

experience vs. no experience??? that is the question and topic for this discussion....

how many of the Doms/Master prefer experience vs. no experience....

your thoughts....

a thought.....

now that the new year is just around the corner, realistically, what are the new resolutions that one has to come????

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a thought....

im sitting here looking at my computer and thinking about "Thanksgiving"....I want to wish all of you...my friends or not (giggles)..."HAPPY EARLY THANKSGIVING"....and lets take a moment in silence and thought, to thank the LAWD for another day and a healthy one at that....lets pray for those who were victums of anykind of disaster whether it be natural or physical, that they are in our hearts, and we are wishing that they were still with us.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!!! see ya'll here soon again!!!!

your thoughts....

a thought...

I seem to find myself obsessing over office supplies and furniture that I want to purchase but I don't....

is that weird???

your thoughts....

a thought....

for those of you who are contacting me for the very first time, please read my journal to open your mind in what I am looking for (read inbetween the lines at times). the majority of you I take as someone who is primarily trying to jump into my sweet, tight pussy and want to abuse it for your every need...but here is the thing....im not one of those subs/slaves on here who have "NO MIND" or "a DOORMAT"....if that's what you search for then by all means, keep walkin because my submission is a gift. a gift to that prescious Master/Dom who will cherish what I have to offer....

I don't want to sound stuck-up but for those who know me can say and will say "she is a precious gem"...

so please ....gentlemen....keep "walkin" if your just all about "talkin".

your thoughts....

a thought..

how many men out there would want me to kiss them as I kiss a man or as I kiss a woman??? 

your thoughts....

a thought....

I met a dominant man when I was exploring my bi-curiousity in the swing lifestyle a year ago and became really good friends with him...dated him...enjoyed him...enjoyed eachother....we got into deeper conversations and opened him to more of a deeper level with me personally....truth and honesty I say....he had all the potentials, and characteristics of a true DOM...it was quite intriguing....as we got into conversation about experiences and limits etc etc etc....I showed him my pictures that I am really proud about from my experiences in this lifestyle.....BOY THAT WAS A BIG FRICKIN MISTAKE!!!!! LAWD HAVE MERCY, I WAS CRUCIFIED!!!!....now the book on friendship is over...WOW!!!

I guess my question is....were there any regrets of letting him inside that window? or there are just some things that you really just don't share, but why should there be restrictions when SUPPOSEDLY you both started on "truth and honesty"???

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a thought.....

im getting tired of the rat race.......

your thoughts....

a thought...

the "truth"....a good relationship is based on truth and honesty, and in time the trust will come....why is that when one is so truthful and honest about things, can be so contradicting....should one not be truthful and honest for that one is not able to comprehend or understand the basis of reality, therefore subjects oneself to dishonesty which lies deeper then ones soul can handle???

your thoughts....

a thought....

boundaries....when establishing a good foundation for a relationship that has grown in a somewhat "vanilla" way...the getting to know eachother...truth and honesty from the beginning, the good, the bad the "whateva" parts that don't mean anything but a simple humor to make the day go by for entertainment....feelings of eachother escalade to seriousness...are boundaries crossed when a mere form of sexual compliments for entertainment to another individual online "over stepping" boundaries?????? has trust been taken away because of ones feelings???? why???? or why not????

how do you establish or bring forth the security of ones feelings in the relationship????

your thoughts.....

a thought.....

gentlemen.....please stop with the "cock" pictures your sending to my email.....I do admire them, but what I would like to hear your thoughts not see your thoughts.....

your "cock" images does not mean anything to me if I don't know what your thoughts are....

its a Master/Dom mind im thirsty for....which brings my hunger for the "cock"....

one of my pet peas.....is a man with intelligence brings power and strength....

your thoughts.....smiles

a thought.....

I woke up this morning realizing how much I have grown in this lifestyle....my thoughts my dreams my actions.....

your thoughts....

a thought.....

for those of you who find my photos enjoyable...please be sure to log back in this evening to see new updated pictures.....hope everyone likes it....

your thoughts....

a thought.....

first I would like to say, thank you for the support and the compliments that most of you give. but im here on this like the most of you in searching for that slave/sub or Master/Dom....so please lets not waste eachothers time......I WILL ONLY BE THAT WHORE,SLUT,SUBMISSIVE & SLAVE TOTHE MASTER/DOM THAT I CHOOSE TO SERVE.....but thank you for all of the offers. this I real to me and its not a temporary play time....but thank you again to all who do JUST want to JUST play.

your thoughts......

a thought....

people people people......pictures pictures pictures....or please don't waist my fricken time...im not here for games.

your thoughts.....

a thought,.....

im looking for a sub for me to play with and joining with a DOM of my choice.....

your thoughts.....

a thought.........

THE WAND....THE WAND....THE WAND.....HOW I DO LOVE THE WAND!!!!

(giggles)

your thoughts......

a thought....

I woke up one morning looking out of the window of my life and came to realization that I finally found myself in the all of the darkness that had me wondering lost in the woods. as I looked beyond the darkness, I saw that little tiny speck of light at the far end. as I traveled to the light, I saw everyone in my past. the ones that loved me, the ones that hated me, the ones that took from me, the ones that robbed me of every energy that I had.

as I got closer, the light got brighter, the things that were cloudy became clearer.

I found myself.... i found love within myself...the very reason why I was so lost is that, my love was robbed, taken, stolen from me. I couldn't see that, I couldn't understand that. I was blinded and I couldn't see the reason of my madness. the everything that makes me who I am as a person, as a slave, as a human in whatever lifestyle I choose. I am who I am, and what I am is what makes me who I am.

(Smiles)

your thoughts....

a thought....

when I fell in love with my Master I never felt so amazing though out my body and mind. I felt safe, secure and confident. but when I told my Master that I had fallen in love with him, he made me feel doubt within myself again. he made me feel as if I went against his teaching....I have a lost for words again and cant quite express on how he made me feel.

the man that I fell in love with doesn't feel the same for me as I feel for him.

question....

where did I go wrong? again

can someone please explain to me what just happened?

your thoughts....

a thought....

"do you love me???

a lover asked his beloved, "do you love yourself more than you love me?"

the beloved replied, "I have died to myself and I live for you"

I have disappeared from myself and my attributes. I am present only for you.

I have forgotten all my learning, but from knowing you, I have become a scholar.

I have lost all my strength, but from your power I am able.

"if I love myself, I love you. if I love you, I love myself"

I desire you more than food and drink. my body, my senses, my hunger for your taste. I can sense your presence in my heart although you belong to all the world. I wait with silent passion for one gesture, one glance from you."

your thoughts....

a thought....

how does one not fall in an emotional bond with ones Master??? is that even possible????

your thoughts.....

a thought...

how does one engage in trust again for theres so much betrayal and misguidance that has been given to ones spirit??

how does one be able to trust again????

how does one find oneself the strength to grow in the evil world we live in todays society of superficial personalities???

does one merely throw their hands up and say FUCK IT!!! I give up!!! or grab it by the balls, swallow it and use that to make one a stronger person????

your thoughts....

a thought....

yes it has been quite awhile since i had a certain thought....here we go.... how many men can admit that they "LOVE" or "enjoy" the intimate ritual of "rimming"?????

your thoughts....

a thought......

my grandmother use to say to me...."mizo, the friends in need are the friends indeed"..... i wish my grandmother was alive today because i want to ask her what do you call the ones that you thought was a "friend" that has your best interest (lol) after knowing your deep dark secrets and your hurts, but come in time betrayed you as the rest of them.....

when does it all stop????? but i guess the world we live in is filled with people who love to say who they are but really are "just like the rest of them"

my journey has been very exciting and i am growing not only as a "slave" but also as a person.

your thoughts.....

a thought.....

obsession ....possession....or just merely complete control....

your thoughts....

a thought.....

karma....i know that we are not perfect people and we have so many flaws....but the imperfections that have created flaws in our lives have made us make mistakes in some sense or another....as we go on in life trying to make sense of our mistakes the "karma" set in....how does one deal with the "karma" that tends to haunt us yet also taunts us????

your thoughts.....

a thought....

tattoos or being branded.........

your thoughts......

a thought.....

promises promises....promises are made to be broken in one ways then one...but why are promises even made if they are not kept??? is it because of wishful thinking that knowing your not able to give what your able to give, and to hold on to something for that moment of time, that sooner than later it disappears like the clouded mist that flows thru the darken relm that one desires????

your thoughts.....

a thought....

when it rains it really pours....the men that passed thru my life have realized that what was in front of them was the best thing that ever had in their lives...now what!?....are you kidding!!!! are you really kidding!!??

question....if you werent able to realize or appreciate my submission what makes you think that you would realize and appreciate it now???? hhhmmmm........PSYCH!!!!! LMAO

your thoughts.....

a thought.....

thank you everyone for your support on my journal...i had a little rest and now i am back in full swing...and am going to share my thoughts and journey from my break.

a love that i thought was mine was never mine to begin with...the love that brought me to a deeper level betrayed me....how can one that searches for that connection thrusts on lies and deception??? how can the one that you entrust your life to be selfish and want you to be hidden from the gifts of life????

your thoughts.....

a thought....

how many of us in this lifestyle think that bdsm lifestyle can be combined with the swing lifestyle? why?? and why not??

your thoughts.....

a thought....

i got this discussion from a new friend of mine and i thought i would share it with ya'll on this side of the fence and want your input....

       " when you establish a friend with benefits....do you as a person in our life think or not think that in some way or another...this friend with benefits is "connected" to you or is it just what they say "friends with benefits"?????

im dying to hear your thoughts.......

a thought....

"submission".........true submission is voluntary not forced....

your thoughts....

a thought....

"OWNED"....theres so many definitions....

your thoughts....

a thought...

its amazing on the outstanding emails i get daily in response to my journal. i thank the people who really took the time to read and give their input. i also want to comment on the ones that wrote back in regards to the change in my profile...WOW!!! i mean WOW!!! it really shows how mature you are on your so honest to goodness responses. it really shows who the Masters/Doms are...lol...come on guys really??? i mean really??? i understand that your upset, i thought we were really "friends" at least thats what you made yourself out to be....and the "blocking me, and deleting me from your friends list" COME ON!!! that was a true shocker...dayum and they were a couple that i was really considering. REAL TALK! but then there were the most that didnt want me to leave...im not leaveing sweeties...just taking a break to analyze things more. but then on the other hand....the famous saying "it is what it is, therefore, it is what it is."

your thoughts....

please read my updated profile....thank you

a thought.....

im outie...ya'll fricken pouties!!!!

a thought....

someone said to me one day...." in order for you to over come your greatest fear, you must let yourself go and accept and face your fear, for your greatest fear is taking control of you accepting and facing your fear"

WOW!!!

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a thought.....

you win some and but yet you loose some...it happens to the best of us...hmmm.

its really hard being in this life style especially being a woman...i know its hard to believe "fellas" but its really true, at least in my perspective...i know that most of you say that the women has the "power" because it the "power of the pussy" that gives us the control....well....question "fellas"....why is that when we give you the "power of the pussy" you completely take advantage of it??? when we sit here and give you the authority to take complete control of our mind, body and soul, you take advantage of it due to your selfishness...we entrust our life into your hands to love, honor, protect and "control" you simply dont know what to do...that really separates the true honorable Masters/Doms from the ones that hide behind the title that simply gives you the control.."WE are handing you over the "control".....WELL DAMIT!!! CONTROL IT RIGHT!!!!

i have received a few emails from men/woman that have been following my journal, and i thank you from the bottom of my heart, that your taking the time to get to know me...im learning from you as well as you are learning from me...

emails:

"i want to learn to love you...tell me what you want me to do so i can love you"

my response was: you dont have to "learn" to love me....just "LOVE" me. Most people forgot to love or at least never have been loved or even ever loved at all. but if a woman surrenders doesnt that mean she "loves" you enough to give you that control???

" your a smart ass...just surrender so we can start your training, by the way...what can i do to humble your ass?"

my response was: are you "f******g kidding me!!! let me give you some advice...my grandmother use to say "you can catch more bees with honey then vinegar"

"what can a dominant man like me do to humble your ass?"

my response was: LMFAO!!!!! if you were any kind of dominant man that im looking for you wouldnt have to ask me, you would already know how to "humble my ass"

(i thought that was cute...giggles)

your thoughts.....

a thought.....

im tired.......just really tired

a thought....

wish i was going to this meet and greet tonight with my wing man(Kitty) by my side.....

a thought....

"SUCK IT UP"

a thought....

i miss my "kitti"...wink-wink

a thought....

how can a sub/slave prove to the one that he/she has chosen that he/she is giving everything that he/she has but with the little knowledge and experience he/she doesnt know how to approach things in a manner that is on the level of the Master/Dom can either understand or relate? how can a sub/slave be persistant in proving his/her submission without the assumption of obsession??? could this be merely a misunderstanding in communication or could it just be a non-interest in the Master/Dom part? how is a slave/sub handle the signs of rejection and not be emotionally traumatized?

your thoughts....

a thought....

which one....would you be better is you have loved or would it have been better if you had never loved?

your thoughts....

a thought....

do you think that love last longer or stronger when your friends before you become lovers or lovers before friends? i heard 2 different oppinions for both...will share the 2 thoughts when i hear yours.

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a thought.....

im so tired of the games people play ...you give them truth and  honesty but truth and  honesty is not taken and respected...they want truth and  honesty but truth and  honesty is just something that is hard to be accepted....so heres a comment that someone dear to me said..."people cant accept truth and  honesty because people are not ready to be truthful and  honest with  themselves"

your thoughts.....

a thought....

if ones journey can be influenced, guided and controlled by the other that understands what she/he is searching for....why does the one have to be controlled??? if one "controls" ones journey...then its not the persons journey but the one thats controlling it?

at thought....

how does someones journey be distinguished by another person?

your thoughts.....

a thought....

as days go by in my everyday "reality" i notice myself analyzing people more and more each day. interactions, communications, body language and most facial expressions.

when i went to a local dungeon for the very first time, i was drawn to the facial expression on this one particular slave with her Master. she was 5ft tall 220-250 pounds, pain white skin (cottage cheese thighs) titties hanging to her belly button. her Master was 6ft 2 inch tall, 195 lbs, linky, and a BBC.(but i didnt really pay attention to that..giggles). i stood in the corner as i watch them play. she was this kitty cat. she really acted like a real kitty cat! crawled in and out of his legs, rubbed her face on gently on his thighs, but what caught my attention what the look in her eyes. they sparkled like the diamonds, cheeks were rosey, like pink rose pettles. her facial expression showed so much desire and passion for her Master as her Master stood there looking down at his slave talking to her, comforting her, caressing her, petting her, guilding her to this level of euphoria...WOW...i have never seen such desire and passion...(and he never even had sex with her). i stayed and watched their scene, after it was over she came up to me and said " its the best feeling ever to entrust your mind, body and soul to the Master who can take you to a level where you cant even imagine". WOW!!!

your thoughts.....

UNITED 

"IM TAKEN AWAY

WE DARE NOT PART

AS WE MOVE UNITED

I FEEL THE BEAT OF YOUR HEART

PIERCING THROUGH ME

DEPTHS UNKNOWN

TOGETHER WE TRAVEL

TOGETHER WE MOAN

ALL OUR ENERGY CONSUMED

WE COLLAPSE IN EACH OTHERS ARMS

AS SWEET CONTENTIONS FILL THESE ROOMS

NESTLED IN YOUR ARMS

PEACEFUL AND SOUND

DREAMING OF YOU

UNTIL OUR NEXT GO AROUND"

by KENNETH BLK

YOUR THOUGHTS.....

my compliments.....

i would love to bow my head down to the few TRUE MASTERS that have been following my journal and has giving me outstanding input....you my dear SIRS are the ones that are worth serving.

i bow my head down and kiss your hands with honorable intent to the TRUE HONORABLE MASTERFULL MASTERS.

at thought.....

i was told that i am not a slave because slaves dont have any input..slaves are mindless, thats why theres Masters that control them 100%....im a person with questions about my curiosity, and feed back from all the emails i receive and most of all i BACK TALK...i dont back talk with all due respect...im just looking for answers that makes me understand the concepts...how can someone learn without questions being answered to there curiosity??? what ask the Master???? what if the Master cant answer himself??? ya aha....then the next question is ...is he really a Master????

your thoughts....

LMFAO......

there are a few of you that email me in regards to my journal...you know who you are...give me a f....ing break!!!! take a step back and realize that your taking a title of "MASTER" and not knowing what the values are....you fakes really standout...giggles.

please please please...if you dont have anything knowledgeable and intellectual to say please dont email in regards to my journal...

a little piece of advice...true slaves submit voluntarily to Masters/Doms that have their slaves/subs best interest at hand..we want to serve, feel pain, and pleasure, do just about anything for our HONORABLE MASTERFUL ONE regardless in what it is...

talk like a TRUE MASTER/TRUE DOM would talk...not some thug gangsta wannabee....lol

PAALLEEEZZZ!!!

i would like to thank the "true Masters/Doms" that have commented and have been following my journal, your input makes my journey more clear as to what the core values of the Master/slave and Dom/sub relationships mean...

i thank the Masters/Doms that make the questions that were so cloudy and now is alot clearer...

thank you MASTERS/DOMS for your intellectual input on my journal....

i bow my head down to you with the uttmost respect and gratitude for sharing your knowledge and lighting the path to a slave on her journey of finding her inner self. 

the word "LOVE".......

its amazing on how the word "love" has been taken advantage of, manipulated and twisted in so many ways...i have several men that claim to "love" me...is it a way to try to get into my pants? a word that we take advantage of to make us do what we want the other person to do?? a powerful word of manipulation??? a word to use amongst the weak???? why does society take that word for granted??? does society really know and understand the concept of love? in D/s or M/s relationships is it the "key" of control, manipulation, humiliation because subs/slaves "LOVE" their Masters/Doms/Mistress/Domme so much that it has been brushed underneathe the carpet and the true meaning has been forgotten????

your thoughts.....

truth and honesty....

as individuals we give people the benefit of the doubt to let us know who they are. but with the experiences that we have in our lives makes us doubt the next person we cross paths with. we tend not to be like that but with the lies and deception that we experience in our lives, can we or will we be able to trust again???? or do we fall into the end of the line just like everyone else??? then that never ending cycle just goes round and round..when do we know or how do we break that cycle???

your thoughts....

a thought....i was told that you cant mix fantasy with reality...but i feel what makes reality is the part of living the fantasy which makes the reality.

your thoughts?

ok..i guess i just need to vent a little. we are all here looking for that someone that can give us what we are looking for in a person, whether its pain or pleasure or both. but why cant people just be honest with eachother instead of hiding behind a facade which makes people loose their trust. now is that really something that you want to start off a bonding relationship with someone.

now the word "love" does it really still exist or the definition has just been twisted?

your thoughts??

" I shall be telling this with a sigh somewhere ages and ages hence; two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by --and that has made all the difference"

Robert Frost

someone told me...back in the days the greek gods looked at the human race and was upset because we took advantage of the words love, desire and passion...so the greek gods cast a lightning rod on all humans and split each and everyone of us in half...they put a curse on us that for the rest of our lives we will rome the world searching and looking for our other half that makes us complete...some of us find it and others never do....i guess i wonder will we ever find our true half of love, passion and desire???? in sites like these, are we really able to find what we are searching for, or is it just a place of just fantasy vs reality??? i know there are true Masters/Doms on these sites, but sometimes its really hard to filter out the ones that are reality...especially the ones that seem "too good to be true" but in essence have underlining motives.