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There is no place i feel more alive then at the feet of my MasterDaddy. Arms wrapped around Their legs, head on Their thigh as They run Their fingers through my hair. Talking about Oour day, or just sitting quietly.
Little girl lost amongst the wolves will You save her?
i am seeking a Dominant who understands the gift given by a submissive. Someone who can be kind and gentle when needed and firm and forceful when the time comes. If You think romance and submission do not go hand in hand, then You and i probably dont share the same philosophies. Domination is about a firm hand as well as a loving touch or embrace.
Submission Giving HimHer the power to destroy you and trusting Them not to.
Seeking the answer to the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything?
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Take Y/your time. Don't rush. All good things come to those who wait.
If i ask You to slow down, to give me a second to breathe, to think and instead you rush through, get angry, and threaten to ignore/block me, its you who are showing your true colours.
If you can't be respectful in messages why would i think real life would be different.
Respect me and i will respect You. |
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Having a submissive give all of herself to You, to own her, to be her Dominant is so much more than making demands, barking orders, spankings, and rough sex...
It's loving and caring for her...
It's the little things...
The smallest gestures...
It's about pushing her limits, and then holding her after...
It's about punishing her when she misbehaves, and praising her when she excels... |
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As other girls prayed for handsomeness in a lover, or for wealth, or for power, or for poetry. she had prayed fervently: Let Him be kind. |
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If a woman is not submissive to a man it is not because she lacks the ability to submit; rather he lacked the ability to create for her a place in her heart and mind to fall to her knees. ~anonymous |
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Hello again out there. It has been quite sometime since I was on here. I have been so busy I guess I was just hoping the right Master would stumble upon my profile and msg me. It is time I started actively seeking the correct direction for my life to follow. If I am really lucky that direction will find me on my knees at the feet or my one true Master.
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Wow, has it been that long since I wrote anything in this journal.
I wish I could say I havent been online or on collar me because I had finally met someone, but that would be a lie.
I guess you could say I have been attempting the normal life, lol. But in reality I have been like a fluttering moth to a flame, just kinda bouncing in and out but the entire "normal" thing is too much for me to handle.
So I guess thats why I am back here, searching through this part of myself, relearning who I am and who I want to be.
I want to feel the love of a Masters embrace, not just the feel of a flogger. I want to look up into the eyes of my Dominant and know that what I have done pleases them.
As much as I dream to find a place to feel at home, I also dream to be that home for someone else.
I hope some of that makes sense. |
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i havent posted anything in awhile now mostly because i just dont bother coming here anymore. It seems the only people interested in speaking to me want an online web cam girl. This just isnt what i am looking for. Thats not to say online couldnt be fun and wouldnt be a good way to start but i mean honestly if you dont want to actually meet and be "hands on" whats the point.
And if i get one more message from soem one who say "my wife doesnt know about this side of me" well i may just scream.
Send me emails i will answer them.
i still hope to meet someone and will stay a member here if only in hopes that any little thing will help. |
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i know i have been missing from here for quite sometime. i have been taking some time for myself. something us girls just have to do at times.
i was down but now im back, and feeling fabulous. i hope to connect with some of my old friendsand make tonnes of new ones.
look me up and we can chat or pass emails.
take care, and to all you people who think i have a weight problem, i don't have a weight problem you just have a problem with my weight.*giggles*
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i have been recieving lots of great emails, and i try and answer them all.
Thank you A/all for the kind words. Still searching for the one but now adays who isnt.
i consider myself a BBW princess who wants to be treated accordingly. When a girl gives herself to someone she doesnt mind being used and abused*eg*. she just also needs to know she is special. |
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.I Am a Submissive Woman
Author Unknown
I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship.
I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life.
I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me.
I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom.
He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me.
Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy.
His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind.
If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt, those are all parts of this relationship.
My body is his, and if he says I am beautiful, then I am.
No matter what I look like to others, I am beautiful in his eyes, and because of that I hold my head high... ..
for who can tell me that my Master is wrong in seeing the beauty in me?
If he says I am his princess, then I am that...regal and graceful.
And if I see laughter at me in the eyes of others, I do not recognize it, for who are they to call my Master wrong?
If he says I am his toy, his slut, his tramp, then I am that...as wanton and dirty as he wants me to be, and if others do not see this, then it is they who are blind, not my Master.
My mind is his, to expand, to explore, to know as only he can. I have no secrets from him...for secrets are a thing that would keep me from being more perfectly his.
Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself...and I do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones I would seek on my own, but they are lessons he has decided I need, and so I learn from him.
My soul is his, as bare to his touch as ever my skin could be when I kneel naked at his feet.
Never a moment goes by when I do not feel his presence, be he miles away or standing over me.
If I were to ever displease him, his displeasure would be a blow to my soul, worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my soul that I feel when I disappoint him is harder to bear than the physical anguish I feel when his belt caresses me with fire.
I spend my days knowing that the energy and thought he puts into our relationship is as much for my benefit as for his, and look forward to each lovingly crafted scene that we do together.
His part is much harder than mine, and I know this and am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend his time and energy so freely on me.
I have the easier job: to feel, to experience, to let myself go and abandon everything to him.
I am his pleasure and his responsibility, and he takes both seriously. I am a submissive woman. I am proud to call myself that.
My submission is a gift that I do not give lightly, and can only be given to one who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to he who has that strength will I give myself fully, because I am strong and proud.
I am a submissive woman.
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Maybe if i came on here more often i would actually meet people. For some reason i just can't seem to meet new people?
i nolonger seek a playmate i am just hoping to meet some new people first and see where it leads.
Real life is a boring sad little disaster most days anything new would be exciting.
Can you be exciting? |
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HORRAY for collarme,
Finally i have proof there is a real group of real people out there.
I am so impressed i have already emailed back to a few of you, thanks for prooving me wrong.
*do a little dance and sing a little song* |
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i bet if i changed this profile to Domme would get tonnes of emails as is the emails i do get suck. if i get one more hey? email i may have to scream.
What is it about me that i can't meet anyone fun and interesting to talk with, oh well.
Today is just another sucky day. Please email me about anything other then age sex location, am i that ugly that noone wants to be my friend.
NOBODY LIKES ME
EVERYBODY HATES ME
GONNA GO TO THE GARDEN AND EAT WORMS...
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| Age: 24 |
| Cromwell,
Connecticut |
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