I entered the lifestyle as a submissive then a slave and have had numerous years experience there but I do know that no 2 relationships are the same. It has only been in the past 5 years that I have been exploring the Top side of myself.
A little about me I am an intelligent, strong, independent woman. I know who and what I am and I am at peace with myself. I have been a part of the lifestyle for over 17 years now and I am very active in the local BDSM community. I look for intelligence, sense of humor and common sense in friends. I am dominant, I am submissive and everything in between
2/26/2008 2:11:12 PM
It is weird how well one can hide things from oneself sometimes. Thanks to the help of friends I can say I am a sadistic top with masochistic submissive tendencies and a slave heart still. I guess the heart remains true no matter what else changes.
2/14/2008 12:38:20 PM
Sometimes words don't always convey what one is trying to say so I will try again. Submission is not new to me, I was a slave for many years. What I am looking to see now is if it is my true self or just something brought out by the one who was in my ife for so long.
2/11/2008 12:12:28 PM
It is time to make some updates here but I will leave the profile as it is, as it still tells a lot about me. First the past year has been a tremendous learning and growing experience for me. I have always wanted to learn more, to be more and that craving continues but something else has been creeping in of late. Submissive feelings that I had thought buried or gone. So I feel it is time to explore that side of me a little and see if that side is there and a part of me or was just something brought out by that special one who is no longer with us. I am still not looking for a LTR but am now looking for Dominants or switches willing to be friends and help me explore and see if that side is there. Please don't get me wrong, I still love topping and have no plans on giving that up.
