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Pan Female Submissive, 24,  Buckinghamshire, United Kingdom
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OWNED AND COLLARED BY NEFARIOUSDREAMS. We have been together just over 5 years after meeting on this site. I am his babygirl and he is my daddy and we are very happy together. Not looking for anything other than friendship. Lexi











 Submissive Female


 United Kingdom

 5' 8"






Actively Seeking:

Submissive Female

Friends Only

 Lives For:

 Shopping (Expert)

 Breast Play

 Corsets (Expert)

 Vibrators (Expert)

 Wax play (Expert)


 Heavy Metal Music

 Rock Music


 Art Galleries (Expert)

 Bar Hopping (Expert)

 Clubbing (Expert)

 Coffee Shops

 Fine Dining

 Movies (Expert)





 Hair Pulling (Expert)

 Massage (Getting)

 Massage (Giving)

 Shibari  (Beginner)






 EMO Music


 Renaissance Faires


 Anal Play (Expert)


 Canes and Crops (Beginner)

 Gags (Beginner)

 Leashes (Beginner)

 Medical Play (Beginner)

 Needle Play (Beginner)

 Orgasm Denial

 Role Playing

 Sensory Deprivation (Beginner)

 Spanking (Expert)


 Vacuum Stimulation (Beginner)

 Watersports (Beginner)

 Sculpting (Beginner)

 Conservative Politics




 Punk Rock Music




 Amusement Parks


 Begging (Beginner)

 Mental Bondage

 Speech Restrictions


 Alternative Music

 Hip Hop Music


 Curious About:

 Volunteerism (Beginner)

 Body Worship



 Corner Time


 Electrical Play

 Enemas (Beginner)

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Local BDSM Community (Beginner)


 Gas Masks



 Knife Play (Beginner)

 Masks (Wearing) (Beginner)


 Obedience Training

 Serving as a Maid

 Outdoor Bondage

 Plastic Wrap

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay (Beginner)


 1950s Lifestyle

 Goth Lifestyle

 Lifestyle BDSM (Beginner)

 Vampirism (Beginner)




 Going to the Opera

 Musical Theater


 Exhibitionism (Beginner)

 Housework Service

 Public Play


 Foot Worship


 Masks (On Partner)


 Hard Limits:

 Fire Play


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Journal Entries:
7/31/2011 5:05:01 PM

today was the first day me and M spoke, 4 years ago! x

7/6/2011 7:57:47 AM

WOW mean and M have known each other 4 years in 3 weeks time x

6/22/2011 2:41:52 PM

Just to let you know the photos of the rope are by Rodm99 on FL . 

12/12/2010 6:00:27 PM
controversial but why are most dommes i have come across, fake tribute seeking trolls or so ugly you wouldnt want them near you anyway

11/12/2010 10:45:18 AM
Back home after yet another few days I'm hospital!

11/8/2010 10:17:06 PM
Missing M muchly. Sad to not be seeing him today :-( no cuddle time for 2 weeks

10/23/2010 6:03:42 PM


10/7/2010 3:25:45 PM
OMG im going to be a bridesmaid

9/8/2010 5:02:12 PM
thinking of leaving CM

7/1/2010 2:28:13 PM
why is nearly everyone on here totally of their rocker?

7/1/2010 6:13:43 AM
Soooo sick of copy and paste messages. Get a life people and think of something interesting to say! You might actually get somewhere then!

6/29/2010 2:44:13 PM
ohhh pathetic fake people of this site, i know where you get your pictures from :-)

6/23/2010 4:23:24 PM
its to hot! *stamps feet*

3/3/2010 12:02:47 PM

2/18/2010 3:35:43 PM
would like very much to go back to San Diego and LA again, bored of england already....

1/25/2010 1:50:39 PM
Going to LA on wednesday! thanks to my lovely Man x

1/21/2010 2:41:08 PM
*SIGH* soooo many fake silly little girls on here pretending they know something about this lifestyle!

12/24/2009 3:35:42 PM
Happy Christmas and New year Perverts

12/18/2009 4:37:11 PM
Please dearest doms and dommes, Why oh why do you continue to ask me what it is i want and talk to me as if i am a single sub girl looking for a male or female. You make a point of saying how much you like my profile, yet it seems you miss out the part which says im not looking!

12/8/2009 1:44:50 PM
Home after yet another few days in hospital. Ugh

12/2/2009 1:44:52 PM
haha the so called dommes on this site are hillarious! Just got a message saying 'send me your pictures now bitch' how original! um NOT!

11/28/2009 3:36:21 PM
Would like a maya Hansen Corset for christmas please :-)

11/27/2009 3:27:34 PM
Got to meet my idol today, Miss Dita Von Teese

11/16/2009 4:05:31 PM
*sigh* People on this website are so rude.

11/9/2009 4:13:28 PM
With regards to everyone that keeps messaging me telling me they want to suck my blood. I dont think so, if anyone gets bitten it wont be me. This bitch bites and is not afraid to do so!

10/28/2009 3:53:30 PM
True blood is great. mmmm vampires me likes

10/17/2009 3:38:32 PM
two years yesterday! Doesn't time fly. Love you lots baby! x

10/9/2009 4:57:20 PM
5 days will be mine and M's two year anniversary. Our first meeting. All those months ago yet the memory is still strong in my mind. Love you more each day xx

10/1/2009 1:39:39 PM
2 years in 16 days, wow how time flies. Still Loving M lots x

9/22/2009 3:06:48 PM
Back to work tomorrow noo back to reality

9/9/2009 12:30:44 PM
do not even try and accuse me of being a fake, to many people can vouch for my reality and you will end up looking very silly indeed.

9/9/2009 12:21:06 PM
cant wait till our holiday! x

9/7/2009 2:29:57 PM

9/6/2009 7:35:01 PM
sooo sooo soo verydrunk

8/26/2009 2:16:16 PM
Learning how to take blood tomoz, wooo let loose on real people with needles!

8/23/2009 4:59:36 PM

8/21/2009 2:38:19 PM
My chest is tight My skin tear's open and the crimson red flows from an empty soul the hurt deep within pours

7/29/2009 2:37:57 PM
sigh some people are just so naive and stupid.

7/13/2009 6:03:22 PM
Has spoken to the BIGGEST cock in the world this evening, shame when i say biggest cock i mean his ego not his dick.

6/26/2009 2:02:52 PM soo would if i had the money!

6/25/2009 4:24:00 PM
RIP Michael Jackson x

6/19/2009 3:53:59 PM
Would love to model :-( but at size 16-18 i don't think i would get many offers!

6/18/2009 3:04:05 PM
Controversial thing to say but jesus aren't people on this site ugly!

6/18/2009 2:12:10 PM
Haven't mentioned lately but i am the luckiest girl in the world to have such a wonderful man. Looked after me amazingly when i was poorly when he didn't need to. x

6/15/2009 12:57:21 PM
sorry for late replies, have been in hosp.

6/7/2009 2:23:37 PM
Why am i still a member on this site? It causes me more anger and grief than pleasure.

5/16/2009 10:03:37 PM
hates the fact its 6 am, i have had 4.5 hours sleep and now i need to go and do a 12 hour shift. yuck

5/12/2009 5:14:36 PM
Found it very refreshing speaking to a genuine and down to earth girl this evening! x

5/12/2009 3:17:51 PM
is a very happy girl! My corset arrived today and its gorgeous x

4/26/2009 7:51:24 AM
For those that keep asking why im in pain, i have kidney reflux and i have a current infection x

4/25/2009 4:08:20 PM
In pain :-(

4/23/2009 1:56:28 PM
curiouslilemz, full of shit like the majority on here..

4/7/2009 4:40:48 AM
All lonely as my parents have ditched me for the week :-( And it is M's busiest week of the year :-(

3/27/2009 5:40:29 PM
Find it funny how people put 'yes i am real' in my profile and moan about fakes, yet then can't prove they actually are real. Also fed up with the excuses for why webcams wont work or why people dont have them, you can get them for a tenner. Funny how often peoples webcams break on this website, ive had my ?15 cam for well over a year and it has been chucked all over the place, yet funny enough still works....

3/23/2009 2:06:05 PM
My first day on A&E today, bit of a shock being back at work! Doesn't help im ill yet again.

3/12/2009 4:17:33 PM
Officially fed up with CM, the amount of useless clearly uneducated people that can't read is ridiculous. Also i am not a child so please do not talk to me like one. Or you will get the same treatment back. One line messages will be ignored, you haven't put the effort in so why should i? Also if i wanted to be your friend i would ask ok?

3/10/2009 7:12:26 AM
Love my M very very much. He is to good to me x

3/9/2009 3:57:43 PM
another new diary update. Take a look. Also last night was great...just what i needed. Thanks M x

3/5/2009 5:16:25 PM
I have updated my profile. Take a look. I am on the look out for a female model for some fetish shots, classy though im not thinking tacky! I would like to further my artistic nature and would ideally like a female into needle play and be happy to do full naked body shots. If this interests you then do not hesitate to contact me. Lexi x

3/5/2009 4:52:00 PM
Btw to let all you interfering people out there know, if i wanted your opinion on something i would ask, if you give it without me asking then i will block you.

3/5/2009 11:14:21 AM
I am SOOOOO happy. I went to my slimming group and was expecting to not of lost anything, stepped on the scales and i have lost 4.5lbs! Thats a total of 11lbs! x

3/4/2009 1:52:48 PM
New diary entry... will be adding another very soon x

3/2/2009 12:05:52 PM
Suffering from a sore bottom today ;-) Thanks M x

2/24/2009 3:25:50 PM
Just writing a short story, feeling rather bored. New hair pic approved..x

2/24/2009 7:32:03 AM
Had my hair done, not sure i like it, pic is waiting to be approved x

2/24/2009 5:24:02 AM
Having my hair cut in about 40mins eek, im abit nervous, never been a fan of hairdressers. Getting a fringe as well, hope it looks nice. x

2/23/2009 4:54:03 PM
Just ordered two new things for the toy box whoo

2/22/2009 3:16:40 PM
For everyone that doesn't know what an axolotls is here is a link to a picture.

2/21/2009 8:11:03 AM
brought a pet axolotls today, he is the cutest thing ever!

2/19/2009 5:12:53 PM
seem to be abit obsessed with pvc and rubber clothing atm, i want some! x

2/19/2009 2:29:20 PM
thinks certain people on here are slightly crazy x

2/18/2009 3:31:43 PM
Miss M terribly already, sigh two weeks ugh x

2/18/2009 2:40:27 PM
thinks toxicdom1 needs to get a life, go find someone else to harrass..

2/17/2009 2:35:05 PM
-2.5lbs at this weeks weigh in, 5.5lbs of now, only 1.5lbs to go until half a stone. woo

2/12/2009 3:48:17 PM
Has actually spoken to two genuine people tonight, thats a shock!

2/11/2009 3:50:35 PM
-3lbs at weigh in, not bad i guess!

2/9/2009 3:45:49 PM
Im hungry, bloody diet! Weigh in tomoz so we shall see how well i have done

2/8/2009 2:14:57 PM
Job picked, A&E it is

2/4/2009 7:57:54 AM
got offered 2 jobs, now the hard part of choosing which one to go for. x

1/28/2009 1:56:52 PM
thank you all for my birthday wishes x

1/27/2009 1:24:56 PM
20 tomorrow, will no longer be a teensub! sigh getting old ...

1/18/2009 6:33:14 PM
Cant believe me and M have been together for this long, miss him more and more when we are apart and still get the same feelings i did when we first met..

1/18/2009 2:11:51 PM
Some people are really very very pathetic...sigh These people will never find what they are looking for with attitudes like that..

1/15/2009 4:19:10 PM
Hmm would i really have a photo of something i didn't know how to use? i think not.

12/25/2008 1:28:46 AM
Happy christmas to you all! x

12/19/2008 5:21:12 AM
I am no longer going to answer stupid questions. Thought i would let everyone know that. The picture of the objects are a pin wheel and nipple clamps... Stop asking me! Also stop asking me how to play with you partner..i dont care. I also dont want a domme/dom i am owned, so stop asking me that, it is clearly written in my profile what i am looking for. I dont care how great you think your domming abilities are! rant over...

12/17/2008 8:21:17 AM
currently taking 12 tablets a day! i will be rattling x

12/15/2008 7:47:50 PM
I find it amazing that even London is quiet at 4 am in the morning. No horns, No sirens,No shouting people. Just the gentle hum of buses going past and the birds waking early. Although i would much rather be hearing nothing and watching the back of my eye lids but hey ho, I am awake due to another chest infection and not being able to breath to well!

12/12/2008 2:02:57 PM
Being with M just gets better and better x

11/29/2008 6:45:11 PM
Trying to get my head around why a journal entry has been deleted and our joint account being disabled for 24 hours. Why is it you get abuse from somebody yet if you mention this, your the person that gets a 'telling of'' from CM?

11/29/2008 6:19:45 PM
is working on her new diary entry..x

11/27/2008 6:56:55 PM
Cant sleep yet again...

11/26/2008 3:28:20 PM
Querida2 what an odd odd woman...

11/25/2008 8:10:49 AM
*As you may notice, i am wearing a LOVELY silver collar in one of my pictures..My screw down day collar...thank you M!!!*

11/25/2008 7:51:43 AM
*SIGH* what is happening to collar me, it seems like there are no genuine people left on this site. Get talking to people, who then decide to ignore messages, or just stop talking for no reason. Then others which are clearly fake. Also another thing annoying me atm, why do people not read profile before messaging and why do some people send generic messages to people that are owned??

11/13/2008 11:06:57 PM
I dont like nightmares... where is my protector when i need him?? x

11/13/2008 12:48:50 PM
Now have my breast pump with me so i can pump everyday... On my forced lactating journey...

10/30/2008 11:10:21 AM
Ugh i have a chest infection and have to pay ?20 for the blooming prescription! i am a student you know..!

10/29/2008 2:11:12 PM
Lexi is a poorly girl :-(

10/16/2008 9:46:18 AM
it is mine and M's one year together today! x

10/14/2008 3:39:32 PM
why are there so many fake people on this website? I really dont understand the need to lie. Odd, very very odd.

10/13/2008 2:16:10 PM
3 days woop

10/11/2008 6:49:41 AM
It is mine and M's one year anniversary in 5 days time, doesn't time fly when your having fun x

9/28/2008 10:27:04 PM
It is to EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9/17/2008 12:41:33 PM
would like to just apologize to all the lovely ladies who have been sending me messages. For some reason they were all going into my bulk mail box. Problem is now sorted so feel free to message away! x (Have also replied to all the girls that did message me)

9/1/2008 9:15:05 AM
im not sure my messages are working properly atm, so if you dont get a reply this is why x

9/1/2008 4:26:19 AM
I messaged 20 people the other day, all people who say in there profiles that they want to make friends. I didn't receive a single message back. How are these people going to make friends if they don't have the decency to reply to a harmless message?

8/25/2008 12:42:59 PM
I was very proud of myself yesterday, i went on top during sex for the first time with M, bear in mind we have been together for almost a year this was a big thing for me! I have always been to self conscious and paranoid that i would be useless to do this so i never have done. It took me a while to relax enough to enjoy it but it was a turn on just to know M was enjoying himself. Hopefully with time i will improve and become less self conscious. Lexi x

7/29/2008 5:29:00 AM
mm master tested out my new candles at the weekend, oh how i had missed the feel of warm wax on my skin. x

7/14/2008 1:03:36 PM
Britain seems fascinated by BDSM atm


7/8/2008 6:15:42 AM
Is it just me or does anyone else hate the way the media portrays Kinky play as an awfull and unhumane act?

yes this is to do with Max mosley.
Certain comments that the media have made makes me feel as if being spanked or caned is a criminal act.

Also the allegations that it was nazi themed seem utterly ridiculous when you see a picture from the scene, which shows a woman wearing thigh high boots, a skirt and white t-shirt. So this is what a nazi wears is it?

6/26/2008 3:43:47 PM
oh how i wish M was here!
I need him to fuck me hard, so hard i want to scream, i want to totally lose control.
I want him to use me , be rough with me.
I want him to pull my hair, bite me, slap me, and choke me.
I want to get so close to the edge i explode.
I want to see stars and have my heart beat so hard i hear it in amongst my moans.

6/24/2008 2:30:26 PM
Have just come back from a tiring but lovely weekend with my master in the Czech sunshine.
Missing him lots already.

Love you M


6/10/2008 5:36:55 AM

Had my nipple pierced on saturday, Me and M made a deal so hopefully in 8weeks time i get my second nipple done if i stick to the deal!

Was very nervous before hand, dont think my heart has ever beat so fast. It was quite a strange experience showing my breast's to another man and having M there watching.

Overall though the piercing was fairly pain free, a short sharp shock and a very intense warmth afterwards, but it is healing nicely and isn't to sore!

Look forward to getting my second.

Thank you M xx

5/19/2008 1:56:57 PM
Some photos of mine and M's purchases have just been uploaded, waiting for approval..

4/23/2008 3:10:26 PM
M has gone away racing again for a couple of weeks and i miss him lots and lots already! xx

4/21/2008 4:04:31 PM
*6 months* love you more and more each day x

3/20/2008 2:09:21 PM
Very happy with my new purchase...a picture is waiting for approval x

3/19/2008 6:00:22 PM

missing M so very much and he has only been away a little while.
They say the heart grows fonder, mine certainly aches while he is away.
My body aches always, longing for his touch.

Its amazing just how much you can miss someone, even the little things like there smell and taste.....

It seems like forever till im next in his arms, but i will be patient and dream of him until my dreams materialize and the touch will become real again.
Lexi Pickle

2/18/2008 2:46:17 PM
just a journal entry to say that i love M very very very much and he makes me so very happy. x

11/29/2007 5:16:37 PM

This path I walk is new to me

There’s parts I cannot see

I walk this path with open eyes

Awaiting what might be

Along this unknown path

My feet often losing track

My senses aren’t so clear

I know that I have guidance

From someone so near

Along this unknown path

A guidance that can lead me

Into the very deepest parts

Along this unknown path

A fire deep inside me

It keeps me warm on my way

A desire that burns my body

From my soul to my skin

Along this unknown path

The end is far away

My submission to it only starting

For I am only just on my way

Along this unknown path

11/27/2007 5:39:00 PM



The strength to rise from the pain,
to continue at all cost,
The strength to prolong all the shame,
Knowing that you've lost,
The strength to smile, when all you feel is anger,
to substitute bad days, for the best ones you can remember,
The strength to say 'I'm lost' when your pride has blocked your sight,
to say 'please love me', though I've never done it right,
The strength to say you love them, knowing there may be no reply,
to stay by their sides at times, when all they do is cry,
the strength to try again after many times of failing,
to finally open up after many years of waiting,
The strength to fall in love, though sacrificing your heart,
to keep a loved one close while knowing you've grown apart,
The strength to say ' I love you' when all else has gone wrong,
to keep on waiting for you..... regardless of how long

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