teachspet

Please forgive me while I try to figure out and clearly state what i am looking for. First the facts. I am married. My spouse and i have been together for 7 years. During that time we have adventured heavily on the wild side of sex. I am the one who initiated these adventures. i have always been bent. my thoughts have often wandered to the kinky. i find a freedom in submission and flight from myself in pain. several years ago i needed to have back surgery. since then i have made a slow recovery and have some limitations in how i can play. NOT how i want to but how i can. my mate has been extremely hesitant to resume our BDSM lifestlye and i find my mind wandering to find a playmate. During my convelesance my spouse took a lover with much discussion and my consent. i am not sure exactly whether that is what i want for myself. any of my activities would by right need to be discussed with him and consented to. i look here for friendship, undrstanding, and possibly a playmate.That playmate might fall into several categories. A Dom or a Domme. Perhaps a subbie for me to play with and stretch my dominant side. if i should find someone to who would also be interested in playing with both of us that would be a bonus. Understand this search is about my needs, wants, desires. If you are still interested.. send me note, write me story. let me know what you would like to do to and with me. if you tweek my interest....