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SIRSBICTH
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SIRMEDERK owns this faggotbitchtoiletashtrayslave and provides total toilet service,total urninal service and will do anything necessary to remain HIS property.
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In regard to the previous entry,
"SIR and faggot are going to have some fun today, SIR is going to brutalize the faggot today and beat and kick the shit out of faggot. Doesn't that sound like a lot of fun faggot?" and the faggot says, "SIR, yes SIR, thank YOU SIR."
there is a MASTER that this faggot is familiar with from the world of MASTERS and slaves but has also gotten to know the MASTER out in the broader world. That MASTER has this faggot one of HIS favorite uses of a faggot. The way this MASTER prefers to fuck a faggot's pussy is to put a full leather hood on its head, put the faggot on its back with its legs up in the air and the MASTER gets between the faggot's legs with the faggot's legs over HIS shoulders and fuck the faggot's pussy while simultaneously using HIS fist to punch faggot's face. The MASTER says HE will keep this up until HE sees blood trickling down the faggot's neck from under the leather hood and then HE will shoot HIS load. This faggot knows this MASTER well enough to know it is true and has met some of the faggots that HE has used for other activities and knows that some of those activities are even more brutal so there is no reason not to believe it doesn't or hasn't happened. When this faggot asked what the faggot's face looked like when the hood came off HE said, "How the hell would I know, I'm out of there once I get off. I'm not interested in the faggot, why would I be? I got what I wanted." This faggot asked if the MASTER had ever thought HE had broken a faggot's nose doing this and HE said HE was sure HE had. For this faggot this seemed so natural and like perfectly appropriate behavior and legitimately proper attitude for the MASTER. This faggot could only think how lucky the faggots were that were used that way and what an incredible MASTER this was to use faggots this way.
There was a time when this faggot had a premium membership to Recon for a few years and spent a lot of time reviewing profiles and photographs. This faggot found many photos of faggots with one or two black eyes, sometimes with their MASTERS with HIS arm around its shoulders, sometimes the MASTER was even pointing to the faggot's black eye and the MASTER had a smile on HIS face as if saying, "Hey, look what I did!" This faggot also noticed that every faggot with a black eye had an ear to ear grin on its face. This faggot started writing to the MASTERS and the faggots in the pictures and every MASTER acknowledged that HE had provided the faggot with the black eye and every faggot who had received a black eye from its MASTER told this faggot either how lucky it was that its MASTER gave it the black eye or how much it loved its MASTER for giving it the black eye, sometimes both.
There was also one profile of a MASTER in Palm Springs that said if a faggot wanted a black eye it should beg HIM for it and it would get it. Although this faggot never had the opportunity or good fortune to be used by this MASTER it did serve another Palm Springs MASTER that knew this particular MASTER and was able to state that it was true and many of the faggots HE used left with black eyes. There have been other profiles where a MASTER offers to provide a black eye or a faggot is begging for a black eye.
It makes this faggot sad to think that there are all these faggots out there that are used in this way and are so happy and overjoyed to be used in this way and then have to lie to their friends, their family, their employer and others and say they ran into a door, someone bumped into them, and make up an excuse. It is sad that the broader society makes a faggot hide their joy over being used in such a way and their love of the MASTER who is willing to provide not only what the faggot needs but what the MASTER chooses to do for HIMSELF.
In a perfect world of MASTERS and slaves, in a secure, private, supportive, non-judgmental perfect world where MASTERS can be proud of their needs and desires and do whatever THEY choose no matter what the consequences and are celebrated for THEIR actions by THEIR BROTHER MASTERS and all of the faggots that are used and abused the MASTER that this faggot knows would use freely and openly use HIS fists to pummel a faggot's face while fucking it and when HE was done HE could proudly take off the hood and share HIS work with HIS BROTHERS and THEY would BOTH be able to enjoy HIS achievement and admire HIS handiwork and maybe HIS BOTHERS could even add to it and pound on the faggot's face further. It would be like a group art project, they would work on it until everyone was happy with the result and in such a perfect world that would include the faggot as well. |
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Every once in a while this faggot imagines a MASTER saying to a faggot,
"SIR and faggot are going to have some fun today, SIR is going to brutalize the faggot today and beat and kick the shit out of faggot. Doesn't that sound like a lot of fun faggot?" and the faggot says, "SIR, yes SIR, thank YOU SIR."
Sometimes this faggot hears the same thing with only slight but important additions,
"SIR is going to invite over some of HIS BROTHER MASTERS today and SIR and HIS BROTHER MASTERS and faggot are going to have some fun today, SIR and HIS BROTHER MASTERS are going to brutalize the faggot today and beat and kick the shit out of faggot until faggot bleeds. Doesn't that sound like a lot of fun faggot?" and the faggot says, "SIR, yes SIR, thank YOU SIR. SIR is magnificent and generous SIR"
This faggot just thinks it is amazing that there are MASTERS in this world that take time out of THEIR day and that as an usual, regular activity, something to entertain themselves torture and beat a faggot. It seems that for these MASTERS it is no different than some people taking time to watch television, read a book or magazine, or almost any other simple task or undertaking and see it as perfectly normal, just something to do, something to pass the time, something to entertain THEMSELVES, something fun and something to invite friends or in this case BROTHER MASTERS, PEERS to join in no differently than someone in the broader society might invite friends over to play cards, watch a game or listen to music.
On XTube there a profile "Buttsy1956", a faggot, and there are 171 videos of the same MASTER simply torturing, beating, punching, whipping, flogging, paddling, kicking, etc. this faggot. It never leads to sexual fulfillment or release for the MASTER, it is just something HE is doing. The MASTER gives orders to the faggot, sometimes as many as four words but mostly one or two word orders like "stay", "stand", "turn", "down", "kneel", etc. just like an order would order a dog and the faggot obeys just like a well trained dog but that is where the similarity stops because then the MASTER beats and brutalizes the faggot and this faggot would bet that this MASTER would never treat a dog this way. For this faggot it helps to identify that although a faggot is similar in many ways to a dog that it really is a lower life form, at least within the world of MASTERS and slaves. In this particular case the MASTER might say, "ask ME to kick you in the balls twelve times" and the faggot immediately says, "please kick me in the balls twelve times." It also reminds me that a faggot never says "no", a faggot always does what a MASTER orders it to do, no questions asked.
In watching these videos there is a series where it is clear that they are just a continuation of one session of beating and whipping the faggot's cock. Eventually the MASTER is taking a white paper towel and squeezing the faggot's cock and this faggot realized that the MASTER was wiping blood off of the shaft of the faggot's cock and head and even under the foreskin and eventually there is even blood leaking out of the piss slit. What this faggot found interesting is that it struck this faggot that the MASTER was wiping up the blood to keep it off of HIS instruments of torture, not for the benefit of the faggot, it didn't seem to matter in the least to the MASTER that the faggot was bleeding. This faggot has to admit that it had the greatest admiration possible for this MASTER. This MASTER decided what HE was going to do and HE did it, nothing distracted HIM and HE was only thing of the task at hand, it was really a beautiful thing. There was a time, a long time ago when this faggot would watch a MASTER brutalize a faggot and this faggot would look away, it seemed like cruel behavior to this faggot. It took a while but know this faggot watches closely and feels only admiration for the MASTER inflicting the brutality and torture, This faggot thinks about the faggot and says to itself now, who cares, it's only a faggot, nobody cares about how a faggot feels and then this faggot thinks how envious it is of the faggot being brutalized and wishes it was there in place of the faggot being used.
There is another video on XTube that this faggot used to watch. There were two MASTERS in these hanging, swinging chairs wearing cowboy boots. Across from them they had a faggot chained to a brick wall spread eagle with its arms to the side and blindfolded. The two MASTERS were swinging in the two chairs with THEIR legs extended in front of them kicking the faggot all over. At one point one of the MASTERS laughed and said, "I think we tore it." The two MASTERS got out of THEIR chairs and went up to the faggot and looked at its balls and cock and when they lifted up the faggot's cock they could see that it was torn on the backside and bleeding slightly. The two MASTERS laughed hard and went back to THEIR chairs and went on with THEIR game and all this faggot could think how great it was that these two MASTERS were having such a good time and enjoying THEMSELVES so much.
Well, just some thoughts from this faggot. |
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This faggot is so impressed by the genius and unlimited creativity of a MASTER'S mind. Some MASTERS think of a faggot as an animal, some MASTERS think of a faggot as an object, no different than any other object that THEY own. This faggot's MASTER believes that the more functions a faggot can provide that is otherwise provided by an inanimate object the better. One example of this faggot's MASTER'S use of it as an object is as an ashtray. When this faggot's MASTER smokes a cigar HE uses this faggot's mouth to flick HIS cigar ash, HE uses this faggot's skin to stub out HIS lit cigar when HE is finished smoking it and HE uses this faggot's pussy to dispose of the cigar stub.
This faggot is fascinated with how many ways a MASTER can use a faggot to enjoy HIMSELF. This faggot read the profile of a MASTER in San Diego on RECON and HE listed the functions of a faggot and one of them was as a "Damit Doll". This faggot immediately knew what HE meant and thought how appropriate and true. It's sad but true that a MASTER'S life may not always go HIS way, might not always give HIM what HE wants and deserves, especially within broader society that doesn't recognize the DIVINITY of a MASTER. But, one of the beautiful aspects of the world of MASTERS and slaves is that a MASTER doesn't have to suffer the disappointments and frustrations unfairly placed upon HIM by the world. A MASTER can always go home and release HIS frustrations, disappointments and anger on a faggot. A MASTER can inflict any amount of pain on a faggot and keep doing it until HE feels better and the faggot will be grateful for the opportunity to be a tool to improve its MASTER'S disposition. Recently this faggot read a profile on this site of a MASTER that said if HE comes home and has had a bad day HE would take it out on HIS slave, that's just one of the reasons for owning a slave. To this faggot it seems perfectly logical and perfectly appropriate.
These thoughts have made this faggot think back to a time when a MASTER approached it about twenty years ago in a local leather bar and simply pushed this faggot to its knees in front of HIM. This MASTER shoved HIS gloved hand into this faggot's mouth and started to shove it down its throat. When the MASTER found no resistance from this faggot HE yanked this faggot off of its knees with HIS hand in its mouth and then told the faggot how lucky it was because HE would use it and to follow HIM to HIS car. This faggot followed the MASTER and ended up in the MASTER'S home where it was striped naked and the MASTER started to torture it. Alligator clamps on its nipples, kicking and kneeing of its balls, a binder clip on the tip of its penis, slapping and backhanding, flogging, whipping, chocking, it's been so long it's hard to remember it all but it was unexpectedly brutal, not that it was inappropriate or not appreciated. Afterward the MASTER sat back in HIS bed and dragged this faggot between HIS legs and stuffed HIS DICK into its mouth. While this faggot was gratefully sucking HIS COCK HE started to say that HE probably went to far with the beatings but HIS car, a new Mercedes had been in an accident that day and HE was still angry and frustrated so HE took it out on this faggot. HE was almost apologizing and then HE started to get angry, this faggot doesn't know if HE got angry for apologizing or if HE just started thinking about HIS car again but HE pulled this faggot off of HIS COCK, made a fist and hit this faggot in the jaw. Then he started over with all of the same torture but harder and stronger. It ended with HIM fucking me hard and long and chocking me throughout. There was some gentleness that followed and I was allowed to clean HIS COCK and drink HIS PISS and then I was put out. This faggot would see this MASTER in the bars after that but was never acknowledged by the MASTER again and yet to this day this faggot is grateful it had the privilege of being used by that MASTER to relieve HIS anger.
And this is just one way a MASTER can use a slave.
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Once in a discussion this slave heard a question directed to slaves that went something like this, "Once a slave offers itself to a MASTER to use or says yes to a MASTER using it does that slave ever have a choice as to whether that MASTER uses it again, is that slave obligated to serving that MASTER unless of course another MASTER has taken ownership of it and doesn't allow it to serve other MASTERS any longer?"
At the time this slave's answer was an absolute yes. That wasn't always true for this slave but at that time this slave had already gone through so much its development and understanding of what it was that it was within the world of MASTERS and slaves and been capable of discarding enough of its indoctrination into the "norms" of broader society it was able to say yes. At the time the question was posed this slave had spent years prior to becoming owned property always making itself available to any MASTER that had previously used it. This slave viewed the use by those MASTER'S to be gifts provided to this slave, gifts that this slave certainly deserve and it was a simple act of the gratitude this slave owed to the MASTERS that had been kind enough, generous enough and considerate enough to use this slave however THEY wished.
It led this slave to an even greater understanding and acceptance of what it was, how it was to behave and the gratitude that it owed to any MASTER that had ever used it, a gratitude that would never be and could never be sufficient.
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Within the broader, accepted society relationships are so difficult to maintain, as supported by the fact that more than 50% of marriages end in divorce. Within the world of MASTERS and slaves relationships could and should be so simple.
In broader society a relationship is supposed to be . . .
between two equals . . .
monogamous . .
between two individuals who "love" each other . . .
between two individuals who care about each other's "feelings" . . .
between two individuals who find compromises in life so each of them gets what they need and desire for happiness . . . where each of them is happy . . .
about two individuals caring about and caring for each other's health and well being both physically and emotionally . . .
between two individuals who take each other into consideration when making decisions . . .
between two individuals who share daily chores and tasks . . .
between two individuals who want each other to be sexually fulfilled and satisfied . . .
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its between two people who actually want each other to have and experience all of the above.
In the world of MASTERS and slaves a relationship is . . .
between a MASTER and a slave, there is no equality whatsoever . . .
. . a MASTER is a SUPERIOR BEING, a GOD, a slave is sub-human, a slave is only what a MASTER says it is, a slave is property and can simply be an object that is owned and of less value to its MASTER than any or all of HIS possessions, animate or inanimate if that is its MASTER'S decision . . .
monogamy is the decision of the MASTER only, a slave has no input into the issue because a slave has no opinion or thoughts other than its MASTER'S opinion or its MASTER'S thoughts because a slave only exists as an extension of its MASTER . . .
. . . if a MASTER chooses to be monogamous than HE only uses HIS slave and it only serves HIM . . .
. . . if a MASTER chooses to use other slaves and never allow HIS slave to serve anyone else the MASTER does so and the slave is a cuckold . . .
. . . if a MASTER chooses to use other slaves and decides to lend out, pimp out, pass around, trade off or make HIS slave a public slave it is HIS choice and HIS choice only and the slave has no input into who uses it . . . be it a MASTER--gay or straight, a MISTRESS--gay or straight, another slave--gay or straight or even a dog or any other animal of the MASTER'S choosing . . .
is still about love, but one sided love, a slave has to love its MASTER blindly and without reason, it simply is but there is no reason for a MASTER to love or even care about a slave . . .
. . . if a MASTER chooses to love a slave that is up to HIM, it is HIS choice and HIS choice alone but there is no need for it and it certainly not a requirement . . .
still involves caring about other's "feelings" but the MASTER and slave caring only about the MASTER'S feelings . . .
there is no compromise between a MASTER and a slave, both the MASTER and the slave only want the MASTER to get what the MASTER needs and desires for happiness, other than being used a slave has no needs and has no right to desires other than its MASTER'S desires . . . there is no requirement for a slave to be happy in the world of MASTERS and slaves because its MASTER'S happiness is all it needs or desires . . .
there is no need for mutual caring in the world of MASTERS and slaves, a slave has to care about caring for a MASTER'S health and well being both physically and emotionally, it is a MASTER'S choice as to whether or not HE will care about or concern HIMSELF with a slave's physical health although it would seem logical for a MASTER to want to maintain and repair when necessary HIS property so that HE can continue to use it but another element that is not required in the world of MASTER'S and slaves is logic, the only logic in the world of MASTERS and slaves is what the MASTER wants or chooses and as for mental health all a slave wants, needs or chooses is its MASTER'S mental health . . .
there is no reason for a MASTER to take a slave into consideration when making decisions, as a matter of fact this slaves MASTER says "a MASTER should use a faggot to fulfill any and all of HIS needs and desires, no matter what they are without any consideration for the consequences to the faggot" so the only consideration a slave has to take into consideration is the fulfillment of its MASTER'S needs and desires, no matter what they are or what the consequences to it might be . . .
any and all chores and tasks in daily life are the responsibility of the slave and they all have to be done exactly as the MASTER dictates, if a MASTER chooses to do a chore or task, whether it benefits the slave or not the slave owes the MASTER its complete gratitude for whatever HE has done and yet a MASTER never has to thank a slave or express any gratitude . . .
a MASTER needs to be sexually fulfilled and satisfied, a slave has no sexual needs or desires other than its MASTER'S sexual fulfillment and satisfaction and who would care anyway and this slave's MASTER says "the greater a slave's pain the greater the MASTER'S sexual satisfaction" . . .
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between a MASTER and slave both the MASTER and slave only care about the MASTER experiencing the positive side of all of the above.
In the world of MASTERS and slaves the MASTER is perfect in every way, a MASTER is
DIVINE . . .
physically perfect . . .
always right, a MASTER is incapable of ever being wrong . . .
not only deserving but has a DIVINE RIGHT to absolutely anything HE wants or desires and should never be denied anything. |
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A MASTER owes it to HIMSELF to thoroughly enjoy HIMSELF and if a faggot suffers for it that's a faggot's life and it couldn't be better. |
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I've decided that this is the best place I can think of to express my thoughts or better yet the thoughts I have learned to accept from my MASTER and the teachings of like minded MASTERS regarding the world of MASTERS and slaves.
This slaves thoughts for today:
I think the world of MASTERS and slaves would be the perfect world in which to exist. Unfortunately the requirements and demands of the broader world and that world's societal norms and expectations make the perfection of the world of MASTERS and slaves difficult to achieve in its fullest most perfect form.
In the perfect world of MASTERS and slaves . . . or any version of it . . .
. . . MASTERS are SUPERIOR BEINGS, MASTERS are GODS, LIVING GODS walking the earth within the world of MASTERS and slaves.
. . . slaves are inferior beings that exist only to fulfill the needs and desires of MASTERS.
. . . within broader society all men are of one species but in the world of MASTERS and slaves should be viewed as two different species.
. . . MASTERS have needs and desires that need to be fulfilled and in the world of MASTERS and slaves there should be no limitations as to what those needs or desires could be and slaves would exist for MASTERS to use to fulfill any and all of THEIR NEEDS AND DESIRES, no consideration to the consequences to the slaves that the MASTERS choose to use to fulfill THEIR NEEDS AND DESIRES, who would care what happens to a slave if a MASTER is enjoying HIMSELF.
. . . slaves have only one need and no desires. All a slave needs is to be used by a MASTER for that MASTER to fulfill any and all of HIS NEEDS AND DESIRES with no concern or consideration for the consequences to the slave.
Unfortunately the broader world and its societal standards don't fully allow for that. Societal standards dictate that MASTERS actually take into consideration at least some of the consequences that might occur to a slave during the fulfillment of THEIR NEEDS AND DESIRES which is sad. In a perfect world of MASTERS and slaves a MASTER should be able to do anything HE desires and never have to concern HIMSELF with societies response to HIS actions.
If only there was an option for creating a society in which the world of MASTERS and slaves could flourish and the rules of that world would supersede all of the rules of the broader world. In that world MASTERS would only have to do what THEY choose or want to do and slaves would have to do anything the MASTERS choose or want the slaves to do. |
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A faggot's pain and suffering is a MASTER'S JOY . . .
. . . a MASTER'S JOY gives a faggot life. |
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I'm curious as to why so many MASTERS that seem like the real deal don't or won't use slaves as full service toilets. My MASTER, SIRMEDERK, decided years ago that if HE were to continue to own and use me I would have to become HIS full service toilet. I became HIS toilet and have never suffered any ill affects and now I am the only toilet HE uses. |
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| Age: 30 |
| Townsville,
Australia |
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