< style="color: #ff0000;"> Updated profile pending.. This girl is not seeking anything other than friendship. she was called to the reality of BDSM from within, what she understands to be her soul. she does not know why she was thus called, only that she was... ? < style="color: #ff0000;">she once said how she just "stumbled into" a BDSM chatroom. later she was corrected by a trusted Mentor Whom said ~ "your path was no accident girl"...this she does believe. for as soon as she felt it, she knew she belonged. she knew, at last, the answer to her sought consumation. she smiled softly as she wrapped her arms around herself. when she opened her eyes, she found herself ~home. for home is what she seeks. that one place where she's allowed to be herself. where she knows, beyond a shadow of a doubt, she's safe... ? < style="color: #ff0000;">she found herself pondering ~ but what is a home without love. learning how to love herself, she had to stop long enough to figure out exactly that ~ love. what it meant to her as well as the reflection of it. it didn't take her long to know what Qualities are needed to allow that light to shine...

in the deepest part of her soul she knew there was only One ~ reaching out to her as she dwells in the darkness ~ our souls merge and all that is seen, is Light. the most beautiful glow that warms every part of her. like a flower, she feels herself begin to open. the Light is her nourishment, it is her life. for without it, she can't breathe... ? < style="color: #ff0000;">suddenly gasping for air, she found herself pondering ~ "how natural is this"...thirteen years later, she now believes that if it's followed by acceptance...if it's followed by love ~ how can it not be true. for this is real, this is who she is...it is her reality... ? < style="color: #ff0000;">her reality where she desires to surrender completely to Another. that One special person with Whom there is mutual love, affection, and emotional trust. she knows that once this happens she will become integrated, complete, whole... ? < style="color: #ff0000;">her One will appear strong and secure...intellectual and constantly evolving ~ knowing that through the Mind, is the path to the Soul ...is firm, yet gentle ~ knowing that as much of a challenge this girl is, she is oh so fragile ~ knowing to tread lightly at first because this girl is brusied...through knowledge and guidance, her One is able to help her put the pieces back together... < style="color: #ff0000;">as she is discovered, as her presence is reveled...she is cherished, worshiped, and ultimately ~ possessed. her One does this knowing, that hers is a Gift...together we find our own worth in each other...Gifts exchanged... < style="color: #ff0000;">for we are two halves of the same Whole. the ultimate expression of balance, the archetypal opposition of yin (the receptive principle) and the yang (the active principle)..Both sides being perfectly equal, yet ing a perfect Whole.... ? < style="color: #ff0000;">as the two of us become absorbed in each other...get increasingly unified ~ what remains and always will, is the 'polarity of the dominance and submission to keep the bond alive and vital. ? < style="color: #ff0000;">as she tapped into her own passion, as she accepted her destiny ~ the lioness within her had roared, and she would not again be silent... < style="color: #ff0000;">thank you for taking a moment to get a glimpse of her soul. bw and may your journies keep you safe