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	About swtsub22 I am a 25 yr old respectable female. I am christian, loving, family oriented, dependable, honest, intelligent, and thoughtful. I have found someone that I love very much and I hope that we make each other happy forever. :) *no one may use the information, pictures or anything else from this profile*

So when I said bootcamp I meant like workout boot camp, not military. Thank you to all of those who are in the military though! :) The days have been pretty busy with school, work, family, stress and everything else good in life! I really wish the guys I clicked with lived a lot closer!

Boot camp starts on October 3rd! I am excited and plan to back into shape! :)

So I think I might move to southern CA. There seems to be a lot more doms who are of interest to me there :).

I have decided to stick around and see if anyone comes up :) We shall see, but in the meantime I will be working on school and work learning to love and live!

I am bored, working a paper that I need to stop stressing about! Still on the search for that perfect guy!

So I am thinking maybe I should get off this website for a while. I can't be vanilla, but I will definantly start looking somewhere else.

So the days go by and pain does not go away, but happiness comes, if that makes any sense. There are somethings in life we must learn to take as it was or is and make of it what we can. Life lessons are hard and trusting is harder. One day there will a man I can trust and he will love me for me and be there and I will be there all the way for him as well. Until that day, I will just keeping making myself better. :)

Woohoo I lost 7lbs so far and more to lose! The treadmill everyday is a great tool! Within the year I will be back to my regular size and feeling sexy as ever!

I just finished a book called the Four Agreements! It was insightful and inspiring. I am on to the next two books I have started: Chicken Soup for the Soul"Shaping the New You" and The Christian Atheist. I feel like I am becoming a new woman and being inspired to work out and feel like a sexy little girl again!

Well I haven't been on CM much but I will keep it up just in case he out there.

So it is time for a new entry, still no luck finding a man who is what I am looking for.

Please tell me there are more intelligent men out there! Shallow men are starting to get to me.

I am enjoying California and being home ssooo much. I'm on some strong meds for a bad toothache so I'm a little wacky right now lol. Cooked meatloaf and waiting to see how it turns out.

I have had a long day at work. Now I am stuck doing my public speaking homework and it is so boring. I am also wondering about other things, thoughts racing through. Darn OCD!!!

Sooo I'm out with my mom and grandma at a casino, fun but not really my thing. I really need to work out again before their gym closes. I am constantly thinking and hoping I find that perfect match soon. I want someone who is flexible in and out of the "lifestyle". I am a very family oriented person and want to share almost everything. I really hope the one I'm talking to will work out because I am really liking him, but wish I could get more into his thoughts. Anyways I'm just rambling...:p

Well last night I watched the movie Precious and was very disturbed and had me upset. I still felt bad today and the events in the movie brought up things in my life. I am better tonight though. I still am serious about the one I've been talking to and hoping we will meet and really spend time together!

I still have this stupid cold or my allergies are really bad! My little sister is already? being so bad today, hope she stops this behavior. I work tonight and still have much to do today before work.

thinking tonight...
Do time and effort count? Does anyone ever really care? And lastly, wondering where I will be in a year or maybe two.
"If you believe in yourself and have dedication and pride, and never quit, you'll be a winner." Paul Bryant

Today I weighed in to see how much I lost and it was 4.2 pounds just last week! yay me! There is more on my mind, but that's all I want to say here.

I am off to do some training for my new job, boring computer training. I hope I get to talk to you tonight, no reason I shouldn't be able to. I was really disappointed at not being able to talk for two nights in a row. Hoping for a vmail or two *wishing* lol, while I'm doing trainings.

I am hoping I can sleep well tonight. This anxeity is so scary. I have been through way too much of it to let it beat me! Still nights of crying and feeling alone is hard. The alone feeling sometimes is the worst because it doesn't matter how many people are around. Anyone know how I feel?

Really struggling with anxiety today. I am crying in my room. I read the Bible earlier and prayed. Ggrrr anxiety is evil.

i really enjoyed talking to him last night and every time we talk. he is the most adorable man i have met in a very long time and my mind races with thought of how good our relationship could be. i think i should pray about it, but i feel it's right. i do not wish to speak to other men because he is on mind so much! i miss you!

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