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Hetero Female Submissive, 45,  51555, Iowa
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sweetanddeviant - submissive

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I'm not here to start a new chapter in life. It's time to start a new book. I want to experience things I have longed for all my life. Things I have fought and thought were my enemies I now want to learn to embrace. I seek the structure and discipline that truely allow me to flourish and be the artistic and unique individual I am. I am seeking someone who will challenge me intellectually as well as physically. Someone who understands that I am a reflection of who they are as a man. Someone who can see my strengths out shine my weaknesses. Laying my life down to serve others has never been an issue to me, in fact I believe my Sir will help to bring balance to where my efforts should be placed in life. If your not here to find something real and simply want an online friend you need to be upfront about it. I'm looking for much more then that. I want to eventually meet and I'm not talking 6 months from now. I happen to be fond of cock... I'm a cock lover and I am not into bi guys. I have been with a couple women whom I found sensual and real. In general women are not my thing. I am looking for someone close to my own age give or take 5 yrs. I prefer well endowed men but you certainly don't have to be porn star status. I like cock!!! if any of this offends you... you should move on now, we wouldn't get along anyhow. I plan to use the journal section here to reveal more about myself as time goes on. Stay tuned!

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 sweetanddeviant

 Submissive Female

 51555 

 Iowa

 Willing to Relocate

 6' 0"

 167 lbs

 45

 Hetero

 Caucasian

 11/23/12

 03/09/14

Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male

 Loves:

 Hair Pulling

 Massage (Giving)

 Orgasm Denial

 Likes:

 Anal Play

 Body Worship

 Curious About:

 Begging

 Blindfolds

 Bondage

 Chastity

 Collars

 Corner Time

 Corsets

 Enemas

 Leashes

 Medical Play

 Obedience Training

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Journal Entries:
12/16/2012 10:46:49 AM

Nervously my eyes scan the campground as He locks the camper, no one would ever guess from looking at us what goes on in there. We are parked in His favorite spot at the end of the park, away from the playground and bath houses but there are always a few campers who are close enough to hear the things that go bump in the night. I have learned that the harder i try to stifle my moans and grunts and cry's, the harder the session will become. The noises i make are His, just as the rest of me is and He will not be denied anything. That was the agreement, the one i made the day He placed His mark on me. It is an agreement i will never regret. 

 
i admit i get a thrill from the fact that we appear so normal to most. We actually flow in such a way ...people assume we have been together for a long time. We just seemed to read each other from the very beginning, It has blown me away at times. I love the way He smirks at me and i know exactly what he is thinking, sometimes just a lifted eyebrow is my cue that i am pushing my boundaries to far and i adjust quickly. i live to please Him. 
 
As i stand there shifting from foot to foot, he turns and ask me if i understand the task for today? I bite my bottom lip and answer yes Sir. Do you have any questions before we get started pet? I shake my head no and lower my eyes. He takes my hand and leads me to the truck where he opens my door. As he helps me in he whispers to me... i know your nervous but it will be ok ...only I know your little secret and if your a good girl today, no one else will have to ever know. I know he gets a lot of pleasure from my fear of being revealed for the deviant i really am. He loves to push this fear every chance he gets and today is no exception. 
 
Our first stop today will be the flea market. We are looking for an old leather trunk to restore. Last weekend we found an amazing army issued brass lock. I knew as soon as i picked it up we would find a wonderful use for it. He came up with the idea of restoring an old leather trunk, an antique to most who would see it, but we would know it was really  a toy chest full of all kinds of peculiar devices.  I will never forget the gleam in his eye when the idea came to him, together we would hunt for unique pieces, design wonderful devices, things to be used for both pleasure and pain. He explained to me it would bring him much pleasure to watch me as i helped him build an arsenal to be used on my flesh. It was a remarkably twisted and creative outlet for vanilla activity with a hidden agenda. 
 
My walk today is slightly different, no one will notice i tell myself. i am so nervous that i will cough or sneeze and the plug in my ass will dislodge, and his cum will run down my legs. I made the mistake this morning of crying no as the head of his cock pushed through the tight sphincter of my ass. Yes Sir... that is what he wants to hear .....always,,,yes Sir and thank you Sir.... especially when he is deep inside me. 
 
more to come.....

11/30/2012 11:51:14 PM
There are times i feel full of life and hope. The world is my oyster.... all i have to do is grab a bushel basket and start shucking. Then there are times i feel hopelessly lost as i wait...always waiting for Him. i wont look any longer. He will have to spot me. He will have to save me from the mundane world that i try endlessly to add color and flare to. Thank you for this paint brush i carry and the ability to pick up oysters!

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