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About svanagrace
UPDATE: My FetLife account is suspended for now.
I have a Fetlife account, and it's under the same name as here (SvanaGrace). If you aren't willing to look me up there then don't bother to contact me here.
This is me...all of me:
* You won't get in without a great deal of conversation.
* You won't understand me if you can't relate to a babygirl.
* My writing is extremely important to me. It's how I express myself. If you won't read it, move on.
* I don't do long distance as a permanent thing, but I'm willing to start that way. If you aren't going to be relocating to me there won't be any relationship beyond friendship.
* I'm gun-shy, so it will take time. If you aren't patient and gentle, or if you aren't the kind to stick around for the long haul, please move on.
* If the physical side is all that interests you, move on.
* If you smoke cigarettes, get high, do drugs (in any recreational form), or get drunk (am occasional drink is okay) move on.
* If you are under 35 and older than 60 (give or take a couple on the upper end), I'm not interested in more than friendship.
* Those with dick, cock, penis (insert any other phallic name) as a profile picture will get immediately deleted and blocked. I love those, but not as your main public picture.
* Finally, if all that doesn't exclude you, or if you simply would like to be friends (I'm not friending here immediately) please message me and say hello.
This indicates who and what I am...
I AM a submissive and a slave, and my desire is to be a submissive, and later a slave (24/7) for the right man. Slave is a subjective word and by that definition has different meanings to each person's mind through which it passes. My definition is total a devotion of my entire being, mind, heart, and body, to one man. I am His and He is mine. We might not appear as Master and slave in the public eye, but we will know and that is what matters. What exists between my Dom/Master and myself is between us. Yes, the lifestyle will be there, but no one needs to see the outward manifestations of it unless we decide they should. My aim is to be part of a vanilla appearing relationship in public, still the lady/woman of a man as her head for the world to see. He will be my man, and the one that I honor and serve, and He will be my chivalrous gentleman. The type of relationship I envision is one of a very traditional nature, old fashioned, if you will. Not a totally strict head of household necessarily, as that can be too rigid and I do have a strong mind; to be consulted on things, my opinion asked, but the final decision being His. In the bedroom and at home, that is different. There, depending on the situation, I am His to love, care for, train, treasure, and yes, use according to the limits we have established. I will be His slut, His whore, and will adore serving Him as He sees fit.
I am not currently single. That part of my life is complicated. I am in a marriage and I am not happy. However, due to me being a homemaker for the past 30 years, I have no work skills other than what I have always done at home. I am dedicated to serving and working at home and truly love what I do. However, at the present, I cannot leave due to the lack of schooling/skills. My mind is strong, intelligent, not currently formally educated, but I am now attending school and I'm excelling. My goal in this to work toward a bachelor's degree in sign language interpreting. This will allow me to leave and have the ability to support myself. However, if given the opportunity, I would rather continue what I do and love at home now (still acquiring my degree, regardless), supported by my Daddy and Master. I would find that most rewarding.
Please know that I am honest, forthright and not a doormat. You will not get to me if all you have in mind is the physical side of things. Get in my heart and head and the body follows. I am clever and have a sarcastic sense of humor, and enjoy a good laugh. Movies, dinner out, dancing, drives (short or long), day trips, long trips, anything pink, anything sparkly, and Hello Kitty are all things I enjoy. I am a girl through and through, so I love high heels, short skirts, pretty finger and toenails, makeup, and anything else that makes me feel feminine. Dinner in, cuddling, kissing, passion, and just plain amazing sex are parts of a relationship that I want to experience. These are things that have been sorely lacking in my marriage, and things desperately missed.
Also, please understand, and this is VERY IMPORTANT, I am not one that you can talk to once in a while and maintain a connection. Much communication will be required to help me establish trust, and going for days at a time without that will make me think you don't care about or want me. Much like a child (but fully a woman), I need reassurance and love to keep me healthy and happy. I've discovered that I'm a "little" and a "middle", although they aren't always present, but they both have names (*giggles*). Also, I'm not a brat in any way, and I could never be. To disobey and to know I've disappointed hurts far too much. A Daddy Dom/baby girl dynamic will be the best fit for me, but please understand, this has NOTHING to do with age play. That is too close to incest and definitely not for me.
Something that might not be important to others, but is to me. Since I was a young girl, I have been a night-owl, going to bed at 2 am and sleeping til 10 am, is normal for me. I don't function in the morning at all. I am not sure why, but it has always been that way.
Passion is one of my strongest qualities. You get the best and worst of me, and I don't do anything halfway. You will have my best when trust is established, but don't hurt me. I am not vindictive, but I also don't forgive easily.
As an additional note, please don't start out with wanting to know about my physical attributes, as that's really unimportant. Those messages will be immediately deleted and you will be blocked. I am not a piece of meat on display, I am a woman, I am beautiful, and I am to be respected for the gift of my submission. Although, I have my kinks (many of which I'm still exploring) that I do love and enjoy, I am not a kinkster. This is the life I want and I am not someone to be played with. I am not a bottom, singularly, don't treat me as such, I am a submissive and a slave (for the right man). Degradation and humiliation (strictly for beating someone down) are not things I will endure (that includes being spat upon). Neither do I want anything to do with needles, knives, scat or any other waste product, children, animals, or any permanent marks like branding. I LOVE (really LOVE) impact play and look to expand on that, but I have to start slowly to learn what I can and cannot handle. There are also things I've only tasted and I want very much to try again. I do hope to have a tattoo done with my Master eventually. In addition, pain for the sake of pain isn't for me.
Message me if you feel we might have a connection based on what you have read. Let's see what happens. |
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Today has been difficult. I am sure there are times in my life that loneliness, emotional weakness, and sadness have been present. Today, they all seem to be present at once and greatly magnified. I'm finding myself wishing to reach out to someone, specifically someone I wish to devote all my time, but for whatever reason they aren't available.
As a baby girl I need my Daddy to provide the source of rest and protection from the world. Having that would enable me to rest and gain strength to face it all again tomorrow. Perhaps tomorrow facing, even with a smile and a giggle, what seeks (in my perception) today to devour me, much like the monster in the closet or under the bed. Pony-tailed and ribboned and wearing my pink baby doll pajamas that my Daddy bought me, lying safely in his embrace. I need to be little.
I miss you, Daddy *rivers of tears course my cheeks after spilling my big brown eyes* |
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A longer day today. Some feelings of remorse and loss, some of relief...felt this bore repeating, because of the soft tears it caused...
Missing you as the day progressed into night. I'm listening to the rain falling aching to be held and comforted in my loneliness. Dreaming of Daddy's kisses on my face and neck as I drift to sleep. Sleeping peacefully in the contentment of his arms, knowing my body has given him great pleasure. Knowing that the warmth I feel, the slight stings, the exhaustion, is all of a well used, and loved, baby girl.
This is an insight into this submissive...SG |
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I get a chuckle from Doms/Masters that have spoken to me in the past, attempted to control from the first phrase uttered (you will call me Sir, Master, Lord, etc. I will control you with my voice over Skype because I'm just so powerful and can't show you my face. However, I must see your naked body), have been completely unsuitable and shot down, to have them come back after that and try again. Hilarious! |
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The Butterfly...She flies aimlessly, without direction, searching for something only she understands. Her wings are tired, her heart is breaking, and she lands. The location is one she recognizes, but it isn't where she belongs. The once beautifully colored wings have begun to fade. Her brightness reflects her heart. The pain, emptiness and loneliness drains the vibrancy from the gossamer fiber leaving only faded hues. She wraps the soft, filmy wings around her beautiful full womanly body as it too begins to fade matching the drab hues of her wings. Silently, almost unnoticeable to those outside of her heart, she cries. The tears rolling down her breasts, leaving shimmering trails behind them. She kneels with her wings still about her, her only comfort in her loneliness. Her head down, delicate hands upon her thighs...she sighs deeply...and waits... |
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