"Real love, Burns the brightest for the world to see. But also a flame that burns that bright leaves the deepest of scars. "
"your clothes should be tight enough to show you're a woman. But loose enough to show you're a lady."
As you venture onto my little part of the world the above couples are all teaching me one by one about being a true submissive female 24/7. I have not met any of them. But they each embraced my lil world and send me messages, of positive re enforcement, encouragement, hand holding, correction if need be etc. ITs like having one big polyhouse of men and women ensuring that I do become a true submissive female. And ensure that i dont screw up again.
Not sure if I ever want to love again. He was what I assumed my soulmate/My Master, and he burned me horribly. You know what they say about "assuming" Made the divorce lawyers happy and left us both empty and broken hearted.
Ex military wife for a very long time. Stood by her man thru thick and thin. Was faithful to him till the very end. Sad he couldnt see the diamond in the wife he had. And I at some point got lost in this big world and didn't see the Diamond I had in the Master that I had, So now we are no more. He didn't trust me enough to be honest with me. Now I am what he has created. A true submissive woman to mankind.
Im very active now in the last 2 yrs.. I dont have time to sit in any rocking chair on any back porch if your wanting to become old and die bored. Or wipe your ass if your a boy toy. You Boy toys are fun, BUT at the end of the day I want a man who has the love of jazz, the blues, can enjoy a good cigar if he so chooses, loves wine and antiques, festivals, hiking, biking, boating, camping, fishing, exploring this planet, sky diving. Education is a must. If you cannot hold a valid with weight conversation with me move on please. Im not into raves, clubbing. back to back house parties. I just want the world to be one big field trip..
Im an educated person who chooses to live the way my last Master of 17 yrs. Was training for me to be. Because of what happened. I had to take a serious look in the mirror. AND FIX ME. I now appreciate everything that life offers me. Everything that others do or say around me. Life is not to be taken lightly. If someone truly cares for you then let them know it. Each and every day.
Dont take someone as simple as them making you a cup of coffee for granted its done with love and patience and kindess. Let them know truly honored you are with their selfless gifts they do for you each day. Even if its the smallest of things. To you it might not seem much. But to them it might be the world.
Say I love you each and every day to the one you love. AND SHOW IT!
143 forever. Im sorry.
**WARNING FOR YOUR SAFETY**
I am an intelligent woman, My last Dom made me strive for this. He also taught be about protecting myself. SO if your the following, a predator, MARRIED and cheating on your spouse. A player. Looking for the next notche on your belt. MOVE THE FUCK ON.
I have zero tolerance for bullshit males who want the world to perceive them, as a man. YOUR NOT A MAN! When you treat women like trash, toy with them, abuse them, RAPE THEM, manipulate them.
My last Dom taught me to see the good in all. but to be mindful of the ones who are just plain bad. If you read this and this fits you.. As he would say.. FUCK OFF!
Checking in, good morning CM world.
As i grow into this new life. Called "ME" I get more understanding daily. of who I am to manifest into. Who i like seeing in the mirror daily.
I love the strong woman that I became many years ago. But i still crave the strength of a man. I crave the dominance of a man topping me. I cannot for the life of me understand why it is women want to be in charge of males. Its not the way nature works.
Even in the animal kingdom, when a female lioness acts up. The Male lion will walk over and beat her ass. Whether it be verbal scolding, or he'll bite her in the back of the neck and hold her down till she submits.
Who are we to top you males?
"Take your shoes off once in a while and walk on the sacred ground of your earth. You can't learn anything unless you can feel the ground underneath you"
"Anyone who doesn't take truth seriously in small matters, cannot be trusted in the large ones either." Albert Einstein There are 4 things you must never do: lie, steal, cheat or drink. But, if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And, if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away. Brianne Kelly Darragh
With light we grow... in darkness we atrophy. Go to the place that serves you. It's simple... and it's easy. Make the choice to focus on the light.
What she is....
She has a desire that burns within her that is a natural one, the core of who she is, not one that comes from the whim of kink.
She comes into a relationship with wisdom from a past relationship or marriage knowing what is important and what is not.
She, despite all that may have happened in her past, has the ability to trust again so she can give herself entirely to him.
She understands the true depth of what the words honesty & trust mean to unlocking the richness & passion that exists within one another.
She needs to reread the previous statement and deeply reflect on it to truly understand its relevance.
She has gone through difficult points in her life, reflected on them, and has discovered who she is and what her needs are versus her wants.
She needs a monogamous relationship and has no interest in club or scene activities. She understands that it takes time to learn about him, but in the end she wants a long term relationship.
She has compassion & empathy for others and her conscience, ethics and personal values guide how she lives her life.
She desires to be his, his woman, his lover, his partner, his special little girl, his friend, his property, his concubine.
She can be both his lady or his concubine depending on the setting. She looks at his hand when he offers it to her, fear and excitement fill her, but she is ready to place her hand in his, letting him guide her forward on the journey.
She is strong, not weak. She can financially take care of herself and understands why that is important. She has and can support her own opinions about the events in our World. She does not smoke, she uses alcohol socially, she does not do drugs, she is disease free.
She is a mother, who sees the role of a parent as being one of the most important jobs that one could have.
She has her faith, but is not blinded by religion. She believes and practices tolerance for those of other faiths.
She, like him, recognizes finding one's life partner is a greater challenge than distance. Like him, she willing to relocate should they find one another.
She needs him to complete her, in doing so, she completes him. She desires to be possessed and owned by him. She has been lost without him. She is awakened by him, finding fulfillment, pleasure and happiness in her submission to him.
She knows deep in her heart, that he would do all he could to keep her safe always. She needs to feel that joy of pleasing him, making him happy and proud of her. She knows that seeing the disappoint in his eyes would crush her more than any physical punishment could possibly do.
She lives for his guidance, his protection and is lost without it. She will develop a trust in him where she will submit herself freely to him, to be used in an manner that he desires giving him joy and pleasure.
She hungers for his touch whether it be his hand holding hers or punishing her bottom. She hungers to be taken by him in any manner, raw use or passionate love, or any where in between. It makes no difference to her as long as she can please has long as she can please him.
3/10/2012 10:00:24 AM [Report Entry]Day 1 of the next 30 days. Between school, working out, biking and work. I dont think Im going to have time to do anything else.
Purging of the old and welcoming the new is somewhat of a task at best. Education is the key to ensure the life does not "dwindle and die" To be open and forthcoming to all, is a healthy way to live. To treat others with the utmost respect and patience is the best way to be able to lay the head down at night to receive welcoming dreams. What was good can become evil if one is not careful. When the daily tasks become so boring, we seek refuge into other things to keep us excited. BUT there is a problem with feeding the sins of our souls, When it becomes something you sneak for. When your vices take over your soul, your spirit. When you twist everything and everyone around you to feed your evil demons. When its something you hide from your partners, then its an addiction and not a past time.
You haven't learned anything, You've only learned to manipulate others in different ways, AND YOU have missed the entire message of life.
Me, I choose to live to the fullest. To thrive, to prosper, to educate my soul, my mind, my heart again. To keep moving forward.
Sunshine.
"Real love, Burns the brightest for the world to see. But also a flame that burns that bright leaves the deepest of scars. "
"your clothes should be tight enough to show you're a woman. But loose enough to show you're a lady."
As you venture onto my little part of the world the above couples are all teaching me one by one about being a true submissive female 24/7. I have not met any of them. But they each embraced my lil world and send me messages, of positive re enforcement, encouragement, hand holding, correction if need be etc. ITs like having one big polyhouse of men and women ensuring that I do become a true submissive female. And ensure that i dont screw up again.
Not sure if I ever want to love again. He was what I assumed my soulmate/My Master, and he burned me horribly. You know what they say about "assuming" Made the divorce lawyers happy and left us both empty and broken hearted.
Ex military wife for a very long time. Stood by her man thru thick and thin. Was faithful to him till the very end. Sad he couldnt see the diamond in the wife he had. And I at some point got lost in this big world and didn't see the Diamond I had in the Master that I had, So now we are no more. He didn't trust me enough to be honest with me. Now I am what he has created. A true submissive woman to mankind.
Im very active now in the last 2 yrs.. I dont have time to sit in any rocking chair on any back porch if your wanting to become old and die bored. Or wipe your ass if your a boy toy. You Boy toys are fun, BUT at the end of the day I want a man who has the love of jazz, the blues, can enjoy a good cigar if he so chooses, loves wine and antiques, festivals, hiking, biking, boating, camping, fishing, exploring this planet, sky diving. Education is a must. If you cannot hold a valid with weight conversation with me move on please. Im not into raves, clubbing. back to back house parties. I just want the world to be one big field trip..
Im an educated person who chooses to live the way my last Master of 17 yrs. Was training for me to be. Because of what happened. I had to take a serious look in the mirror. AND FIX ME. I now appreciate everything that life offers me. Everything that others do or say around me. Life is not to be taken lightly. If someone truly cares for you then let them know it. Each and every day.
Dont take someone as simple as them making you a cup of coffee for granted its done with love and patience and kindess. Let them know truly honored you are with their selfless gifts they do for you each day. Even if its the smallest of things. To you it might not seem much. But to them it might be the world.
Say I love you each and every day to the one you love. AND SHOW IT!
143 forever. Im sorry.
**WARNING FOR YOUR SAFETY**
I am an intelligent woman, My last Dom made me strive for this. He also taught be about protecting myself. SO if your the following, a predator, MARRIED and cheating on your spouse. A player. Looking for the next notche on your belt. MOVE THE FUCK ON.
I have zero tolerance for bullshit males who want the world to perceive them, as a man. YOUR NOT A MAN! When you treat women like trash, toy with them, abuse them, RAPE THEM, manipulate them.
My last Dom taught me to see the good in all. but to be mindful of the ones who are just plain bad. If you read this and this fits you.. As he would say.. FUCK OFF!
