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~*~*~ Nothing is ever as it seems. Letting this be a lesson... ~*~*~

I'm about as new to the BDSM scene as I am to Collarme. Okay, well no, that's not quite an accurate statement. But it's safe to say that I am a novice. Eager to learn, but cautious as to who gets to teach me. And wow...that didn't sound smug at all did it?

What I'm trying to say is, in all my relationships, I've been hurt. My trust in people has been completely stripped away down to the bare minimum. And from what I do know about this lifestyle, it's that trust is a key point in any relationship. So picking someone who will be my mentor, who will win over my trust, is a BIG thing! This is not something I'm going to give away on an uneducated whim.

So, why enter this lifestyle? Why put myself in a position where my life, my soul, my body is in the hands of someone else. Where I'm to submit, without question to someone? I've asked myself this before too. It's not a conscious decision on my part. I've always been this way. About a year ago, when I first was informed of BDSM, I realized that I am in fact, a submissive. It's in everything I do. It's not about me feeling less superior then others, even though I don't ever see myself better then others. I was not raised that way. Ahhh rambling! Okay, I don't feel less superior, I don't feel as if I'm a lower life form, where women are worthless beings only put on the earth for a males pleasure.

I'm one of those odd girls. I lean towards the beauty aspect of the Domination/submission relationship. Where giving my submission to someone is a gift, something to be treasured and protected. But, that doesn't mean I don't enjoy the rougher side of things (wicked grin) Those things, however, will be learned in time if you chose to take the chance to get to know me a bit.

I'm looking for a man who knows what he wants out of life and either has it, or is well on his way to getting it. He has to enjoy life, and have a great sense of humor, as I love to laugh, and I'm a smart ass sometimes.

That being said, this man is dominant, strong and powerful. He knows me enough to get inside my mind and control my body. He's compassionate when I need comfort, stern when I get out of line, he's proud of me for my successes, and supportive of my dreams in life. He doesn't hold me back, yet encourages me to live my life. In return, I will be susceptible to his training, to be the submissive that he craves to own.