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Male Submissive, 35

Female Submissive, 38, Sydney

Male Submissive, 35, council bluffs, Iowa

i have never kept a journal before.?? i am just a beginner at bdsm, well, not even a beginner.? i have talked with a man who has said he would like to help me explore being submissive.? This is after searching and asking around.? i found a nice group of people in a yahoo group.? However, they are almost all straight, so there is no one there for me to play with.? i have been learning many things and making a few connections, though.? It is through one of these nice people that i met this man i mentioned.? We met at a munch recently and really hit it off well.? Tonight i am feeling great frustration.? i long for some experiences, but it seems i must be patient.?? These feelings of submission have been welling up inside me for a very long time.? i was in a very vanilla relationship with a man i loved very much until a year ago, but now i am single and free to explore.? These longings were put on hold for a long time, but now i have fed them with information and contact with likeminded people.? The yearnings can sometimes border on overhwelming, and that's how i feel tonight as i write this.? i feel frustrated and lonely and sad and angry all at the same time.

Male Dominant, 32

Female Submissive, 43, Anderson, South Carolina

Female Submissive, 23, bakersfield, California

Female Switch, 52, Monmouth County, New Jersey

Transgender Submissive, 49

Male Submissive, 55, Duncanville, Texas

Female Submissive, 21, modesto, California

Male Submissive, 41

Female Submissive, 38, st louis, Missouri

Male Submissive, 46, melbourne

Male Submissive, 48, Sacramento, California

Male Submissive, 48, staten island, New York