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Hello to A/all reading my profile here! Hope all is well with Y\you...? if AFTER reading this entire profile you are interested, please feel free to message me!

1st off- about me. I'm a 25 yr old subby owned by MrGone, currently livin w/Him in Philly. So pls, don't message me w/crap about me being yours, I'm happily taken. I would however, love to make some LS friends in the Philly area. I have a scar from breakin my r collarbone & havin surgery last year, eventually I'm gonna tat over it tho. It bugs me sometimes, but it happened in a jeep wreck I wasn't wearin a seatbelt in. That reminds me everyday that I'm lucky 2b alive & need2 enjoy whatever time I have left in this life! Im here to meet people who want to get to know me for various reasons, including but not limited to-friendship, chatting, sharing stories, possible meetings after talking,playing dressup, and other random things like hangin/chillin.
Well if you aint stopped reading this by now enjoy the rest!
(as well as the journals if your that interested)
Im a submissive (not 2 b confussed with slave) girl that is bisexual and my favorite fetish is spanking, I like to be on the recieving end, of course!(explains my nick!)(me)(You)
I am an open person who likes to get to know people for who they are and not just what they seem like on the outside! I currently have had more experiences in this lifestyle with Dom's, not that its a bad thing or im complaining :) However, i would still like to talk to Domme's & play eventually, message me and well see where it goes from there. Ive been with very few Domme's and would love to change that fact..

Ive got a few video's and voice journal's, not that a few of them have anything to do with l/s, but still, they are there :P?

I'm always down for rping and dressing in costumes. Oh yeah, im also allowed to play with boys who wanna b crossdressed and spanked/punished. (Refer to Pic #7 for man in ladies clothing) Id like an outlet for my sadistic side to come out and play a lil 2.. NO SEXual anything is going to happen between us (just to reiterate). Im down for dressing guys up and calling em names n smackin em around a bit, but im not tryng 2 touch your man parts. (Nor am i allowed) I dont really even want to see it, so dont ask to take it out and play with it or anything of the sort! If there are a few ladies out there who wouldnt mind a friend @ first w/possibility of a play partner, im up for that too. I love getting spankings and playing around, but im also very happy using an impliment on a cute ass after warming it up, just to watch it turn pink & red. I also have a thing for nipples, im fond of mine being rough-housed and ill do it gladly to any1 who wants a lil fun. I have a slight foot fetish(thanks 2my Dom). Im a very versatile person in this lifestyle, but when it comes to who my Master is going to be, its already been decided, so dont bother trying to fill that roll please. Im perfectly content with the Dom i have. Im done typing now, hit me up if your interested in chatting. :)

PS- ive been gettin a few messages from ppl thinking all of my pics arent really of me. I find this reallllllllllly funny... I dont feel the need 2 defend myself, but i thought it was something id have 2 mention. I mean seriously, my hair is blonde in ALL of the pics up, and only difference is some of em show my mohawk from 2 years ago. I leave some of my old pics up just cause i like em so much. I currently have dreadlocks and probably will for a few years @ least.. I have a bunch more pics of me with every color of hair (except pink), i just didnt wanna confuse any1 by adding any of those, or my pics with wigs.. So im sorry if ya get a bit confussed, but really, thats just so funny!! Im pretty sure your only allowed like 13-15 pics up on this website, so enjoy the ones ive decided to share! If ya get to know me better, maybe you'll get more pics, & no, i dont mean dirty ones, so please, dont bother asking. Peace out and enjoy!
12/11/2010 10:17:35 PM
My weekend thus far:

last night me and Daddy played.. My tits are all bruised up and my nipples are super sensitive still, but my ass is insta-heal, so no marks or pain there... Today, we picked up a friend i met on here, went to the Punk Flea Market and found a leash to go with the collar i was wearing and a pretty fake diamond chocker. As Sir bought it, its also symbolizing a collar in a way. We were supposed to have me and my gf K do a french maid roleplay, but she backed out of it for tonight and i wasnt feelin great anyways, so we rescheduled.  Then i took K home, got a bunch of clothes from her including jeans that show my ass nicely, and came home to watch a movie and some standup with my Sir. Tomorrow is not really planned, other than going to RiteAid and getting a few things. Hopefully, more playing will be in the picture! I'm def going to dress up and try to entice the Sir into a lil somethin somethin, even though he usually just likes to rest on sundays *giggles*.
12/4/2010 10:19:52 PM
10/18/2010 10:49:09 AM

Im currently in Jax FL. After visiting my family, im working small non-sexual fetish jobs for money to get gas to make it back to Philly. Ill try to visit all my peeps if i can, but as it stands im low on gas :P Let me know if theres any model or switch work available. :)

9/29/2010 3:49:57 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR MEEEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE! and mannnnnnny morrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeee!
7/5/2010 9:34:11 PM
Sooo, i am FINALLY living in Philly with my Dom... I couldnt be happier, even tho i had to spend 10mins against a wall earlier tonight. I deserved it for bein my normal bratty self.. Of course i snuck outta the corner early, but i did hang up the wet towels, so it wasnt a completley naughty act! If im not being watched, i cant promise ill behave 100% of the time, unless its after a really good punishment session of course. I feel gagged, even when i havent been, during a real good punishment. If i am gagged during a session, it takes me a while afterwords to speak again sometimes. Dunno why, it just comes naturally! I am hoping to find some local LS friends asap.... Im a bit shy at first in person, but once ya get to know me, my opinions come to the surface pretty easily. Im goin to cuddle next to my Man now, as im pretty darn tired. Peace out peeps!
6/18/2010 2:51:06 PM
So, when in FWB I spent a lotta time wit my lil brother & some friends. I even got to go to gay pride in Pensacola! That was a blast, I wore a spank me sign walkin around topless... been back in jax a week or so, going to IDF @ Endo Exo tonight. Then tomorrow morning, I'm off to visit a vanilla friend in N Carolina. On Mon, I'm leavin there & goin the 9hrs to finally get to my Dom! I'm soooooo damn excited!
5/10/2010 6:46:11 PM
So im in FWB visiting with some friends and my lil bro.. hes about to be leaving for Afganistan :( But hes visiting for 2 weeks b4 he leaves, and when he gets back in Dec hell have a whole month off.

But ya, while im here hopefully i can hook up with one of my old spanking partners. Im extremley excited about finally making it to my Dom in Philly in early July, speaking of spankings... I really wanna cuddle too, but the bondage and discipline is also pretty awesome. Its been a hot min since i was tied up, blindfolded, and tickled/spanked all at the same time.

 Anyhoo, im gonna get off here. just thought id update! Peace out peeps.
4/9/2010 8:13:43 AM
So, @ this houseboat party w/tiedupknotdown, I met a dude named matt. At an uno/bday party wit vanillas all around, he puts me otk and spanks me on the lower deck. A pleasant surprise for a far2long white bottom like mine. This continues on n off thru the night, to my delight. He has a hair fetish, and I'm all natural till I move to my Dom, soooo... I let him have a pic of my belly lol. He's the 1st man I've met wit that fetish, and its pretty awesome. Anyhow, he's comin back to spank me again later today and ima nap b4 that happens. Peace.
10/23/2009 12:28:37 AM
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10/14/2009 2:36:07 AM
Wow.. something that has never happened to me, just so happened to happen a few minutes ago. I had somebody message me saying "those arent your pics", meaning he thought the pics i have up were not all of me, or something to that nature! Its kinda weird to read that, when i was there for each one of them bein taken of me. Most of which was taken by my Dom, in the outfits he gave me for roleplay's and for the hell of it. I think its a bit funny too,  but i can totally see where he may have been coming from. Most of the pics are new, but there are a few of my older/favorite pics still up. My main profile photo for example... Its too awesome 2 get rid of, i mean really, look at that outfit! Damnnnn sexy.. oh how i miss it! Well, just thought i would update you peeps who randomly read my journal's, and the 2 who have subscribed. Enjoy!
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7/30/2009 12:27:08 AM
Hmm.. i dont seem to be having much luck yet with my search for play partners. Ive found two Dommes that are considering, and that would be all sortsa fun since ive not been with many dominate women. However, i have yet to find any subbies/slaves that would be willing to sub for my Dom whilst he is here in Sept. Hes got a very active imagination, and id like to treat him with a few playmates for his bday gift... plus having the girls as local jax friends(& maybe more) would b an awesome thing too! Ive messaged quite a number of peeps, and my mailbox has barely moved :-(  Oh well, i still got a few months to prepare!! Im off to bed since i got school tomorrow.  OMG i cant beleive im almost done with my massage school and im in clinic already!! Almost done... YAyyyyyyyyyy!
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7/28/2009 8:20:33 PM
5/25/2008 11:59:12 PM

Im back again! Sorry its been a bit since i last updated my journal... Hope ya havent missed me too terribly! *giggles* so anyhow.. I tried to update my profile and something doesnt wanna work so im going to give those who may be interested some info here. One of my ex-Dom/bf's made a video tribute of me with pics and video segments from our years of meeting up for sessions.  I realllllllllllyyy freakin like the video, and maybe you will too! Check it out and tell me what you think via a message!  The link is http://www.zshare.net/video/12550516a2f3d941 Hope you enjoy it as much as i did!! 
Also wanted to say happy memorial day! Peace out.
5/11/2008 10:51:21 PM

hey hey hey! if i can get thru this without any more freakin pop-ups ill be soooooo happy! but alas it wont happen!! Anyhow, just thought id tell everyone that i might just be going to alabama for a month or two to sub for one of my ex-Dom/bf's to make a lil extra cash...i love getting paid to do something i love! When it happens of course.. This Dom is pretty darn sadistic and makes for some interesting sessions,leaving me sore and bruised up just a bit. Its always intertaining to see how far he will push me..  We have had some really good times, and been thru some really crappy stuff as well. He respects my no-sex rules, which is awesome... but ya, im off to throw my clothes in the dryer, go study for my final, and get me some rest.  Peace out!

4/1/2008 9:33:42 PM
Well hey again, i know i know its been a while. but before i go off to study for school and get some sleep i wanted to update this!  So ya, here goes..... I had a BLAST at the rainbow gathering with all the hippies, although it wasnt as fun as last year. One reason being, last year i got to hang out with some ppl in the lifestyle and have a lil session. Anyhoo, on to more important matters.  I re-enrolled in college! YAY! And for even more of a yay!-factor, i am in MaSsAgE school!!!  This is really a good thing for me because i Love giving massages and will be getting a degree and license within a year and a half, plus being in school means im gonna keep a better schedule(hopefully), do something better with my life, and make others happy...   That last thing is one of my favorite things to do.. another reason im a subby i suppose!
In other news, i chatted with somebody ive talked to on and off for around 3 years tonight. We'll call him SirT. He is a pretty cool, laid back Dom ive yet to meet but hope to fix within this next year that has a cute lil subby chick.  So ya, we chatted for around an hour and a half i guess about random things, just catching up. If your reading this, you know how ya is! LoL
Okay E/every1, its time to get off my comp and get some studying done for my hands-on exam tomorrow. Peace out and have a GreaT day/night!!!!!!!!
2/12/2008 3:14:25 AM

Well once again its been a month since ive updated my journal here, so heres some news to share.  I met a really cool older couple out here into the lifestyle.. He is the Dom and she is his subby as it usually is.. I got a nice flogging and spanking the second time we met up, They came to the flea market when i was selling my hemp the first time.  Me and a friend (Sean) spent the night with them after i got off work one night the second time. What a night... They are both truckers and keep busy so not a whole lotta time to hang, ya know? But im sure we will find more time! I also met RobbyRocket from here last night in my drive thru at toxic hell.. He came n got a drink n some cheesy fiesta potatoes.. LoL We only got to talk 2 mins or so but he seemed cool. He's realllllllly a busy body, so who knows when we will get to chill(etc).  I look forward to meeting more people in my local area to hang with and possibly scene with....

On another note, im going to this thing called the Rainbow Gathering to camp in the Ocala national forest with a bunch of hippies here soon.  24 hours or so to be more exact! I am Sooo excited! I'll be gone for a week, but that doesnt mean stop messaging me,i WILL be back ya know! Oh yeah, one thing about this site that just makes me mad is ya can NOT use it on PDA phones! Im payin all this money to get internet on my phone and cant login to CM!!  DAMNIT! Ugh, i need to message them about that issue. It rather annoys me.

Anyhoo, im off to bed bc the sun is getting ready to come up and ive got a busy day ahead of me what with getting paid and doing my last min shopping/bill paying! So peace out to you, who has taken time to read my rantings!

1/1/2008 8:17:17 PM
Hello to E/everyone, i hope you all had a great holiday or two..   whichever ones ya celebrate that is. 
    As for me, i went to the first Prima Nocturne (goth night) at the Metro on Sunday(last week) and had a good time...  They played a lot of Tim Burton movies and had two shows with one of the boys who worked there on stage with this cute Domme in the first scene, then both of them and a guy dressed in all black helping Her lead the boy around on a leash.  He got spanked, flogged, hot wax poured on him, and led around in bondage as well as shackled up to the roof n blindfolded.  I just so happened to FINALLY get to have some fun for myself a little later that night, with someone i hung with at the club.  I got myself a lil mini session of about an hour, in which i was blindfolded with a scarf and made to strip to my socks... Well nothing sexual happened but the feel of that leather whip across my back was so delicious.... and the wax was nice too but could have used a darker candle with hotter wax..  *giggles*  Ill leave your imaginations to roam..! 

As for my new years, i turned up sick on sat(congunctivitis n acute broncitus) so have been taking antibiotics since sunday... So by thurs i should be able to work.. Ive got a job btw....  The horrid thing about this being sick thing, is i couldnt endulge in any of the free liquor that surrounded me on new years eve.  Boy was that annoying!!!  Not to say i didnt take even a sip.. i had a shot at midnight, it was crown royale xlr or something and twas 50 years aged!  Mmmmmmmmmmm mmm that was yummy as can be..! 

The main reason for this long journal thing is to tell A/anybody interested, that i made my first resolution in 3 years...  Ive been planning on and trying to do this for a good while, but i made a sober decision last night to do my damndest to stop smoking cigs... Im already having problems with this, seeing as how i live with two smokers and hang out with a LOT of ppl who smoke cigs all the time.. Id love somebody who could help me make this resolution last at least a few good months, and hold me accountable for my actions..  Im currently holding a half smoked 2-day old cig in my ear as a reminder..  i keep looking at it and wanting to suck the ass of this flaming fag..  however, im using what little self control i have not to!  

Whoever has taken the time to read this whole blog, or just skipped to the last paragraph.. thanks for your time.. hope i kept you slightly entertained!   and wish me lotsa LUCK with these nicotine cravings, unless of course your local to Jax and think you could help any with this problem of mine....

Enjoy Y/your new year E/everybody!!!! Make it a good one!
12/12/2007 9:00:45 AM
OKay this has nothing to do with CM or bdsm, but i just had to share it!  To laugh your bottom off, give this number a quick call and listen up! Its freakin hilarious! 413 241 2498 Happy Holidays!
11/19/2007 11:34:07 PM
Well hello to people readin this! Hope your good, i am doing great myself.. I moved to my birthtown of Jacksonville(still in FL) just yesterday and since i have internet readily available now, figured id update my lil blog thing. So ya, now that im here in Jax, i looked thru and messaged some locals trying to find out more about the local scene. I figure a place as big as this must have more to offer me than the lil towns ive been livin in. So far ive found no bdsm clubs(found out about a lesbian bar/club though),but i have found a few groups that do munches. Ive still yet to go to a munch, but hope to change that soon. Figure maybe ill meet some cool people and be able to eventually find me a few play partners out here in the home of the Jaguars(even though i could care less bout sports myself.) Speaking of play partners, i suppose ill say here n now what im looking for. 1st off-NO sexual relations!! Ive stayed sex-free for well over a year now and dont plan on changing that till i feel its that time and im ready for it.. ya can feel free to ask more about that, but now on to what else im lookin 4. It would be nice to be with a few more Dommes, seeing as how i have very lil experience with Dominant woman(in my opinion.) Now this doesn't leave out men at all,im just a very picky woman. I like role-playing and dont mind the daddy/daughter thing sometimes, but if your strictly daddy-type, move on n look elsewhere,i have a father already! So that out of my mind n onto the screen, my main fetish is spanking. In this aspect, i would like to find a spanking partner for Discipline most of all. Im in need of at least bi-weekly upkeep spankings, cause i have some badddd habits that get me into trouble and dont want to start in a new place on any bad notes. i dont have a lotta self control sometimes and need a firm hand(or belt or paddle) to help guide me. I also dont mind goodgirl spankings and roleplaying involving getting my bottom soundly spanked. Its been WAY too long(since oct1st the day i left Philly) and im in big need of catching up.. not all at once of course LoL Hmm, what else you ask? Ill tell ya. I really do love bondage.. getting tied up, blindfolded, gagged, suspension is fun, and im willing to experiment with new things like liquid latex,etc. BUT, if im to be able to be utterly helpless n still be safe, me n the play partner must TrUsT each other. so dont expect first actual session youll have me in cuffs or anything.. I like to get to know people before i just dive in head first.. or bottom first in this case ;-) There is more im lookin for but it can wait, im in no huge rush and if anybody cares enough to ask, ill be glad to share. So i guess for now ill just let it end at this. Thanks for takin the time to read thru all this, hope it was worth it for ya! PS- i am a submissive, deep down in the core of me. that does not mean im a slave..maybe one day for the right Dom/me, but dont assume anything please. Also, i do have a side that is interested in one day being a switch. However, i want to fully explore my subby side and learn all i can before considering the possibility. Im kinda weird cause i dont like to dom somebody who has been my Dom/me, makes the situation akward to me. but ya, peace out!
9/16/2007 10:36:52 PM
Well hi.. its been a LONG long time since ive put up a journal.. this one is gonna be sweet and short though sorry.. I moved from hollywood in jan this year, lived in FL for the past 8 months with a little bit of moving around from place to place, and am currently staying with a very special Dom friend of mine in Philly.. ill b heading back to FL the day after my 23rd birthday, and ill b back to FL by the first of oct.  Anyhow.. im having a great time out here but have things i must do back in my home state.. I have not been to another bdsm club since i left cali (its so sad i know i know...) but might be going to one here for my birthday, although i might have to go all the way to NYC (club called Paddles) Not that id mind NYC ive never been there... but ya.. after i go back to FL i plan on going to CA for the bondage ball in Hollywood for halloween!!! YAyyyyyy!  but ok thats all for now, time for me to retire for the night and get some rest!!
12/15/2006 3:50:05 PM
Well its been a month since ive written anything in my journal so i figured now is the time to update it since i have a little extra time online to play around..   Since my first club (blacklist), i have been to a few other events and enjoyed every one of them..  I have been to Perversion, DV8, and like 2 others i cant remember the name of right now LoL.. oops.. my memory sucks eh?! But the jest is i have had a lotta fun here in hollywood so far with more to come..Im hoping to go to Exile at the Passive Arts Studios tomorrow night.. just dont have too many good clothes and they want proper attire.. meaning dressy fetish wear or at least evening wear.. both of which i dont have right now..  Im living outta the few bags i have left..anyhow on to other subjects..
 Well Hmm.. ive been thinking the last few days about some of the things ive been looking for..  I know this is going to be weird but just stuff on my mind..   I really do wanna have a regular disciplinary spanking partner close to me, one that i can see at least once or twice a week for keeping me and my bad habits down or nonexsistant bc i have a lot of them (im a clepto sometimes for example)..    Ahh crap well nevermind sorry to get u interested and all but i was just told to get OFF the computer so ill talk to you peeps another time!
11/9/2006 1:15:16 AM

Hello again Maam's/Sir's and all my other peeps out there..  thanks for takin time outta your bussssy day to read my rantings.. this will b worth it though!  Well bad news first i didnt get hired for that bdsm job because i dont have a permanet stable place to stay yet(cause i dont have a job duh).. however when i do have a place i know they will hire me.. so no big!  Good news.. no GREAT news really..  ive finallllllly went to my first bdsm club.. it was on sunday at the Knitting Factory on hollywoodblvd. and called Blacklist.. it was hella fun and i didnt xpect to go there so was WAY underdressed..  anyhow.. i got a few hand spankings from random ppl through the night then met Arch Angel and she led me to Silventar(andrew) who took me up on stage and spanked me for a long time (pants came off sometime during that and shirt/bra as well..so i was in tape over nipples, thong, and bitch boots)  Then he flogged me and spanked inbetween.. i was holding onto that cage for a good amount of time LoL then i even got tied up in a harness like thing and suspended for the first time!!! wowwww was it fun to spin around, i couldnt stop laughing! although it did kinda hurt around the neck it was still hella fun... Shortly after my time on stage(1-2hrs) the club started closing and i got invited to an afterpartyplaytime in the greenroom..  i of course accepted the invite as the playtoy of the evening for Cosmo n his kitty girl and 2 other ppl who mostly just watched and held me down.. well lets just say during the next like 2-3hrs i was tied up,spreaderbars included,spanked VERY hard(his handprints still on my breasts),flogged alllll over (cept private area),waxed and had it taken off with a knife for 1st time, and a few other random fun things.. *giggles*  any comments?questions?  just message me ill fill ya in on anything i forgot to mention.. But hey whats better is im going out Fri (dunno exactly where yet but hangin wit friends) and on Sat ill be at Lair de Sade for the first time.. with my friend(etc) Carl...if anybody reading this is there on sat come find me! maybe we can all have a playdate 2gether! at the club of course silly people!  Hmm  well i guess that is all for the moment, like i said if ya got anything to say just message me here and ill get back to you asap.. that is if your message isnt crazydumb and disrespectful,in which case ill just delete it HA!   Okay okay im done ranting now, hope you people enjoyed it!

10/25/2006 1:02:18 PM
Well HIYA!  I know i know its been 4Eva!  I quit my magazine job and am staying in HOLLYWOOD(weird)  LoL and having a blast..!   well i might work at a bdsm place soon if i get an interview im almost sure ill get the job YAY!  That would be awesome!  but hey i dont got much to say just message me if ya wanna talk or got any questions ya know? PEACE !
9/8/2006 2:09:55 AM
well everybody in denver..  BYEeee im leavin here in a few hours with my group for Wisconsin i think..  then washington after a week or 3 i dunno..  ill update later just thought id say its too bad i never got to go out to the clubs or have any sessions..  but shit happens and we just move along!   Peace talk to yall lata!
9/6/2006 12:04:52 AM
well hey again, just a quicky b4 i head 2 bed..  Im currently in Denver, CO with my sales group and im seeking a spanking partner within a week or less cause we leave this area in a week maybe 2 (close to Aurora i believe and Centennial) NOT interested in any sexual encounter, just in need of some maintenance punishment spankings and maybe a bit of roleplaying for the hell of it...   If any Safe and SANE (or at least mostly sane) Dom(mes) are around the area and might have a late sat night or sunday(1pm-11pm latest) free id love to chat and maybe meet up at Target(closest place) or even this resturant/bar called 2 margaritas to talk and possibly go from there if it all feels right and whatnot..  There is this club called The Church im dying to get to, its got a leather/fetish area in the Basement part of it and i wanna dress up n go this sunday hopefully...  Dont got much in the way of outfits for dressing up all  BDSMish but got my leather chaps LoL  hell i dunno just message me here but do it SOON! your running low on time and im sooo ready.. well peace!
8/26/2006 12:50:14 AM
Hello again..   Well i just got back a few days ago from a trip to Philly,PA where i did some sub work for my first Dom bf.. we took lots of pics and some of them are up.. 3 to b exact.  It was an interesting week to say the least but GAWSH sooooo much walkin and bus/train/subways...  im a small town girl not used to the big city life.. Oi!  Hmm but ya i got my bum beat many times, in roleplaying and for discipline/hellofit..  when He felt like it ya know? But he helped compensate me so ill be able to do what needs 2b done b4 i leave to travel.. which i appreciate very much Sir. :) u know who you are.. ;)   But anyhoo.. dont message me if all you want is a sexual encounter or any kind of sexual anything whatsoever.. im just not interested at the moment!! Otherwise if you would like to get to know this subby, just message me with your questions/comments or whateva and ill do my best in the small amount of time i have online to respond.  well hope i aint bored anybody, if so OH WELLLlllllllll!  *giggles* ya im a brat... but hope you all have a good day nontheless!!  Peace
8/1/2006 7:25:58 AM
Hiya..  well just so anybody reading this knows..  Im about to embark on a travelling job where ill be going around the USA and selling magazine subscriptions...  LoL ya i know not the best but they pay for everything but food.. so i figured its a way to get outta FL for at least a few months... Im not currently looking to be collared/owned or for any kind of relationship.. that wont stop me from getting to know people and seeing what might happen in the future..  But if i find any spanking partners (not interested in ANY sexual activities)...  that are local to the area im visiting maybe a safe/sane appt could b set up.. must have ref.'s ... anyhow im gonna get offa here hope u have a good day!
8/3/2005 11:55:37 AM
Hey there, me again.  I know i dont update this thing enough but im not online enough! Anyhow, me and Tye broke up for some little reasons and now im once again single and taking my time getting to know people and make new friends.  Im really interested in finding a Domme, but most are part of a couple with a husband usually..  Im a bit greedy and want my Dom/me all to myself, except the ocassional "sessions" for fun.  Hmm well thats all for now i suppose, message me if ya have any questions or comments!  Thanks...
4/12/2005 10:50:33 PM
Hmm, well hi again to anybody reading this! I just wanted to post a few things that have happened with me and my new bf Tye...  Well after a few days of our actual meeting (known each other for yrs online), i was being a big brat and he owed me a spanking anyways.. so he put me over his knee and spanked me bare with his hand for a good while, then used a leather belt for what seemed like an even longer time! I behaved for a few days, but like any brat sub, cant hold myself long.. >:) The next spanking was the same.. except after he sent me to the corner (EWWW) he made me go pick a switch and marked my ass good.  It was my first switching, and it hurt like HELL!  After that, we spent the night together cuddling and talking for a long time, and he decided he wanted to test my submissiveness..  Not gonna go into all the details, but it included leather handcuffs, a rubber whip, and quite a few clothes pins.. followed by a shower where i washed him clean and dryed him off.  We have spent every night together since and our relationship is getting stronger every day. Hes spanked me one more time after that...  was a long and hard one that included my bare butt, his hand and leather belt, and a horrid wooden spoon that im STILL sore from, as well as corner time on my knees.  Im learning to behave around him, but sometimes just cant help myself! *giggles*  Well when more happens, i will post it.  If ya have any comments or questions, pls dont hesitate to ask!  Hope ya'll enjoyed..   
11/14/2004 11:41:22 PM
Hey there to whoevers reading this, hope your day/night is going well...   Just thought id update my journal thing on here.  Well lately not much has happened, but i have been talking with a Dom  who seems to be real, compared to some of the fake playas ive talked to before.  What happens, will happen how it should!  Anyhow, just figure its time for me to get some sleep now.  Hope you enjoyed my lil journal thing, nothing much but better than nothing at all!  Have a nice one!          :-D
8/9/2004 3:28:50 PM
Hmm well this is my 1st journal entry on here... what to say? I suppose i can start off with telling everybody thats reading this that i am not interested in poly and am currently unable to relocate but im up for visits to get to know the right Dom/me when the time is right. I have not had too much rl experience in the lifestyle but i have had enough to know a few things. Well i dont know what else to say right now so im going to leave you with this quote i read somewhere... "Fighting for Peace is like F***ing for Virginity" Bye!
betty9612
 
 Age: 22
 Cebu City, Philippines