I would really like to have my milk come in and have big milk filled tits. I have started with training them with sucking and massaging them. I hope to do this naturally and have heard this works. I enjoy being on the milking machine even if my milk doesn't come in.

The last few journal entries didn't happen, but hope to find a couple soon that can make something like that happen for me.

the last couple arrived and untied me so that they could grope me too and stripped off all the clothes that I had left on me. They had a dog with them and a stand that they put me into, I was on all fours and it had a place to lock my collar into that held my neck into place  and another bar that had a belt for my waist to hold me into place on all fours. They are was held on all fours and naked with others couples all around me. And the dog was getting excited knowing what was coming.

the first coule that arrived looked me all over and fondled my tits and ass and then added nipple clamps to my tits hanging down. Another couple arrived soon and looked me over too and grouped me too and then removed the clamps and ballgag and added a plug in my ass and cunt with a belt to hold them in place and then took off the spreaders bars and with some rope put me into a tight hogtie.

I got invited to a BBQ the other day by  a couple I know and they had a few other couples over too, I was told I would be the entertainment for the day. I dressed like a real slut for the day, open bra, stockings and garter belt, high heels, sheer top and very short skirt. Well when I got there they had other ideas and stripped me down to just the bra and stockings with garter belt and heels and put a collar on me and a leash and lead me into the back yard where they tied me to a stake in the yard and got me on my hands and knees and added a spreader bar just below my knees and one on my wrists too. And then added a ballgag and left me that way while the others came to the party. 

I have been knotty and loved it. I now want to be knotty while bound and others watch and cheer and laugh at me. Bound with my knees spread and tits hanging down with nipples clamps and perhaps a ballgag or no gag so that I can begg for it and you all can hear me moan and scream. Can you help with this?

Beeen dreaming of being bound and gagged while knotted