WOW.... some guys just are I dont know ..if I dont find you mentally stimulating.. why would I want to continue to talk to you.. If you blow up my phone and get pissy.. cause I dont know..Im working.. I have a life..and I dont sit by the phone waiting for it to ring.. give me a break.. if you are that needy and desperate.. I assure you we are not a match.. 

Im not into childish boys portraying themselves as men.. 

And so much for that....ssshhhhhheeeesshsshhhh...

HOLY COW..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dear MEN... who think threw one message and a simple I WANT TO KNOW YOU BETTER....SO WHEN YOU ARE IN TOWN ....CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU ON YOUR KNEE'S TO SERVE ME....LMAO....yes I am having a hard time keeping a straight face.. 

please... let me be the first to tell you.. I WILL NOT BE SERVING YOU AT ANY POINT IN TIME ....

I am a true sub... yes, i am well trained... with that said that does not mean simply because you bang your chest and demand what you have not earned.. it will happen.. it took years of training for me to have the confidence i have to earn the right to post that. 

I will not succumb to ignorance or take it down to filter the toads.. NOR does it mean i will trip over myself to please one who is not worthy.. and yes I said it.. NOT WORTHY...i do have an interest on here a nice surprise to be honest.. i felt like a lil school girl.... that is what i am looking for..Time will tell... dont know if he says what he means yet but I do have an accomplished BS filter and will know soon...I do not mean to be offensive.. oh wait.. yes I do.. simply because alot of you offend me. most of the Men I am chatting with at this point have had the brains to begin a conversation and I thank you for that.. and if I have continued to chat with you I thank you for that to. 

I am honest.. to a fault.. I will not apologize for that nor change that. 

Hello ... its me again.... I know ..I know... same prayer as yesterday...but YOU are GOD... you have to listen to me..lol... ok here it goes..

Heavenly Father, please forgive me of my sins.. forgive me for wishing for more than I deserve. Father please open my eyes to the sincerity of others. Father I ask for Your love fore is NO greater. Father I ask that YOU help each person on this site find what they are looking for as YOU have intended for them to have Your blessing, Father, I ask that each person on earth finds their place and path in which You have set for them open each of our eyes to the way You intended us to live in happiness and for those who will not understand nor find the peace You give us in each other help them find their way to another site where they can find what they seek.. In all that is Holy in YOUR name 

Amen

Holy smokes... it just makes me giggle every time I read a message that says.. I am looking for a full time sub/slave... let me know if you are interested... 

WELL, SURE PARTNER, LET ME DROP EVERY THING AND JUMP RIGHT INTO A VAT FULL OF HOT LAVA FIRST....

sheesh... what happened to wooing a girl.. ya know.. conversation... getting to know one another.. finding out if two are even meant to be... have anything in common.. some people.. just dont get it

It has been a minute since I have posted anything.. not knowing anyone may care...lol... lets catch up.. In SC right now looking to get off the road mid-summer permanently. I have enough of running the roads..lol.. they are making me a little rough around the edges not to mention I am missing my circle of friends back home. 

It has been fun out here. Didn't see everything I wanted to see, guess the jokes on me... after all I'm not a tourist...lol.. Anyway, nothing exciting to report and that is sad as well. 

wondering what to do when I get home.. any suggestions...lol... 

Please...just because I choose not to be interested any longer or have met you and you were more scary in person than on the phone and ended contact.. that does not mean it is ok to start bombing my profile with profanity.. calling me everything in the book.. you are however reinforcing my decision and that is a good thing... but really..is it going to get  you anywhere.. 

It is always a hard decision. Two meet and something clicks.. what is it physical attraction.. maybe mental attraction via internet.. which only can take you so far... you do have to step into reality eventually... at least that is how it is for most sane people..

begin speaking on the phone... and wham... right between the eyes.... 

Person on the other end... not exactly what they made themselves out to be. 

Doesn't have the experience they said they have.. they have some rooted issues they claim they are over but yet clearly they are not.... don't respect boundaries... we have just began speaking for goodness sake... just because a woman is a submissive... does not say ...please... I have no brain in which to think for myself.. oh my career... dont mind that.. that was something to fill my time tell you arrived.. 

Fella's... I am not here to babysit....I have raised my children.. If I decide not to continue to get to know you.. I promise I have a really good reason.. the clicking ended in a very short time.. either the clicking between us.. the clicking..meaning your words.. your failure to listen.. afterall, we are only just getting to know each other.. the desperation in your words.. in three days time, I do not feel it is time to start acting as if it is a closed deal..  your not buying a house.. Im not looking to get married and or move in with you simply because you have deemed it time in a short amount of time..

I am not here to have phone sex with every control freak out there  trying to prove something to themselves... but the sadest part is I most certainly do not wish to continue phone sex with someone who cant bring anything to the table.. I can maturbate just fine on my own.. I promise I have a wonderful imagination..I dont need someone on the other line messing it up bringing nothing to the arousal table other than ... hold you legs up...LOL...give me a break.. 

Do yourself a favor.. knowledge is power... get more experience before you try to tackle those of us that have been here for a while and I am not speaking about this site.. Im speaking about the lifestyle.. within 1 hour of conversation I told you you had little to no experience.. reading profiles.. reading the internet does not give experience.. actual doing ..that is the key.

WOW... I am surprised... not really... I have read so many messages and listen to men complain that they send a message and get no response.. not a no thank you .. get lost or anything.. I have always been one to respond.. I am guilty as anyone who checks messages and didnt have time to message right then and have had honest intentions in responding later. But like life... sh_t happens.. I sometimes get side tracked.. busy.etc...

but when I do respond and honest.. it tickles me when I respond and say thank you for your interest however I am not interested have a nice day.. or whatever.. always being pleasant and respectful.. to only be cussed like a dog and told to grow up.. I love it when my decision is simply reinforced by a tacky response from the sender.. Shows me more and more wannabe's are adding thier version of the lifestyle and what a Dom is..

MORE frogs to have to kiss to find what I truly seek... sad.... so sad..

LMAO

I have found it is not always a good thing nor does it always bring good feelings to be right... I guess it depends on what you are right about...

It always seems honesty is not part of everyones policy....if you can not be honest with yourself how can one expect to grow not only in the lifestyle but in life period.. Inner strength is the key ..start small...know your character defects as if they were your best friend.. take responsibility for your own actions.. mistakes no matter how big or small are part of life and the lesson life brings.. what matters is how you handle these mistakes.. ignorance is not always bliss..

An insight to myself of myself.....

You are growing... allow the growing pains.....if you do not give from the heart was it worth giving....it is possible to be blind not only in sight.....learn......listen......accept.....what is good for one may not be good for another...you always want the most what you can not have.....pick your fights wisely.....stand only when you know what you are standing for....

dust yourself off......you are strong....bright....intelligent...attractive...capable...loving....willing...allow these to shine...things are only as negative as you allow them....

With the everyday hoe hum.. and the responsibilities and so many different levels of stress factors in todays world..... we still try to fool each other.. and or ourselves..

I urge everyone on this site to tell one person on this site and or face to face one thing about themselves ..be it a fear.. a dream... a loss.. a lesson they learned.. something they learned about themselves.. a character defect they want to work on.. anything you want..

NOW HERE COMES THE REAL CHALLENGE..

the person they tell it to.. must just listen... say NOTHING.. give no opinion.. dont raise an eyebrow.. dont snicker.. or giggle.. just listen.. and maybe in the end a silent hug.. or a simple touch of the shoulder of understanding..but ... never say anything to them.. keep it .. embrace it... be worthy....

good luck..