I just read this on a profile. It really speaks to what I seek.
My submission is probably one of the most precious things I've discovered about myself. Nothing makes me feel more at home, fulfilled and more importantly content. I want to be able to provide my Master with everything I can and give all I can of myself to him. I would most certainly classify myself as a service oriented slave. Service is by far what I most enjoy about submitting. I think I've always had a natural desire to please my whole life and in this aspect I not only crave it, I need it. I think for me to feel fulfilled as a submissive I try to be attentive in three areas: sexually, domestically and just having general thoughtfulness during daily life.
Sexually, I believe the key component for me is being available to my Master for use whenever he would like. That alone makes me feel useful and appreciated. I think one of the basic things that would always be very important to me would be oral service. I really derive a lot of pleasure out of doing it. I think it’s a combination of knowing I’m serving, being useful and just the sheer fact that I love using my mouth. I would absolutely want to serve by sucking cock daily. For me, my body would be his sexually and I would entrust it to him. I would want to be his slut to be used in anyway. I want to be his pet to play with, to tie up, to hurt and to fuck. I would want him to be stern with me but I also need loving and affectionate Master too.
Domestic duties I’ve found really make me happy. I think the act of doing something simple or mundane calms me but also knowing that what I am doing is making things easier and more enjoyable to my Master means the world to me. I would want to care for him in most obvious ways: laundry, ironing, cooking, cleaning and errands. I think this is easily where, for me, being a thoughtful sub comes in. I really believe to be a good sub you have to be really perceptive and devoted. These are generally other tasks that come up when I noticed a way in which I can be useful. For example, if my Master has had a hard day just kneeling in front of him to take his shoes off. I think it’s most important to simply be caring and attentive and always with the goal to care for him in every way.
I think at the end of the day I want to be sure that my effort creates a strong bond between us and hopefully love but more than anything that my Master is content, that his day seems easier and that he is satisfied. I think it’s a beautifully symbiotic relationship in that I have a deep desire and need to give of myself and a good Master cherishes that gift. Hopefully not only would my Master benefit from my submission and cherish it but I would greatly benefit from his guidance and support. |
