Well its another day in another week and here i sit. I had a doctors appointment yesterday all is well and he is setting me up for a breast reduction . All I can say is YAY I have hurt so long with these massive things it would definetely be a weight off my chest in more ways than one .
I have browsing thru the profiles and am learning that there are many things I never knew about , I am lucky to have a friend into this lifestyle to help keep me safe and secure . It helps that he spanks me from time to time as well . I am still looking but it would seem that not many of you want to deal with a married woman . I can understand that and respect it as well . My husband knows I am into this but has no interest himself .
I am just so tired of always being in control over everything from the house cleaning . the kids and the bills sometimes I feel like I desrve a break and that is where this side of me comes into play . It is many things to me not just a sexual outlet but a way to relieve stress and everyday tension . When was the last time a woman told you she wanted to be spanked to be able to let go . Altho I do have a problem submitting from time to time as I do stay in control at home all the time .
I was also told that I was spoiled and need to learn that I am spoiled, my husband agreed but then again he's the one responsible for the spoiling so go figure .