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I know you have questions... its ok to ask :) |
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I'm a Daddy Dom! I am not a sadist :) |
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What do I mean by family? I don't mean swinging clubs or have the need to be part of a larger scene. But if you want to be a member of my household - loved and cherished - willing to do your part and with a central focus in your life - then contact me. |
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I don't do scenes or sessions - I live my life. |
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Do you want to become a part of my family? To have a place and a home? To have a goal and a purpose? To know who you are and that you belong? Come home - I am here.... |
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Its been a while since I posted anything. |
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I am recently removed my photo - if you want to see me and are serious - send me an email. |
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It's been fun - but I'm done.
No longer seeking at this time. |
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Why must everyone be so fucking crazy?!
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A New Year and New Brats.
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Its been an interesting time - I have talked to some very nice people - and some very crazy people. It appears a lot of people don't know what they want or even what the life is. People if you just want kinky sex it is ok - just be honest and tell your partner that - you don't have to call yourself a sub if you aren't one!
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Its been a while since I reflected here. The world is still full of people with their heads up their ass - but I do remain hopeful.
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It's like a fucking mental hospital in here!
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Today once again - I hate all of you :) Thanks for reading.
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So many ask is that really me? And I ask - does it matter? Are my dashing good looks more important than my deep dark dominant soul? I want someone who feels for my words and not my picture.
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Been offline for a bit - maybe I will stay there.
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I'm glad you are enjoying this.
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Today I just hate myself.
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Today I don't hate the world.
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Sometimes I just hate everyone!
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So what do I look like? I don't look like the man wearing the helm and I don't look like the teddy bear wearing the helm. I look like somewhere in between. If my words inspire then you know to write if the picture inspires then read the words.
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So in response to my no brats posting I've had a bunch of brats say I'm not much of a dominant if I can't handle a brat. I didn't say I couldn't handle a brat. I just don't get off on that. For many its about the chase. You meet the girl and you break her will - she desires to be broken. But if its just about the chase then both can quickly become bored and seek new chases. As a liftyle dom I believe in the true dom/sub relationship I enjoy my role - who I am to the core as I hope she does as well. Maybe its why I don't enjoy 'clubbing' or the 'scene'. Maybe when I meet like minded friends I find after a while that they aren't like minded at all.
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Go ahead and email me :) So I looked at your profile or admired it :) Don't be shy...
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What is wrong with people? I mean I know some people have had levels of abuse and damage in their lives but sometimes if I like a profile I might just email a compliment. Its not always a come-on and I don't have to bow to the rules of conversation outlined within it! If you don't like what I have to say ignore me, if you don't understand what I say then ask for clarification but don't go psycho on me cause I sent an email or admired your profile. Talk to me... |
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I just saw a great profile and a great journal entry and it really rang true for me:
So many subs/slaves look at Doms profiles and yet wait to hear
from the Dominant. the decision is yours first to serve and then
becomes ours to control from there. so take a step and see what life
can be like.
I am looking for a true slut, one that will serve ME with all she is
body, mind, heart and soul, to do anything I ask of them at anytime. I will
begin with online to see your willingness to serve ME, then you will
move to ME as MY complete slave.
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Every so often I talk to someone who gets it. Who understands its not about pain or playing a scene but living and breathing for someone else. To find completion in them.
So sweet.
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Another new year! And another new...well nothing yet.
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I am not traveling too much on November and December and will be in the Northwest PA / Northeast Ohio / Cleveland & Erie area very often.
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Aren't there any truly submissive souls out there?
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More and more! Everyone wants more - but in the end the simplest thing is a true gift of submission. To look a master/dom/daddy i the eyes to feel the safety and warmth and to melt for him.
Is it so hard to melt for him?
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Life on the road can be hard sometimes. City to city - never quite in control of your surroundings.
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Its ok to be a masochist. It really is. But being a pain slut doesn't make you a sub or slave it makes you a person with a fetish for pain. And that's ok with me as long as you are ALSO a sub or a slave (the latter is better of course). I don't require a masochist because I am not sadist first and master second. I am Master. I have my own fetishes to be sure and I know how to use a crop, whip, and paddle, but it woudl be nice to have people talk to me who know the difference between submission and pain.
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I like getting emails - I really do. And people look at my profile or even add me to favorites but I would like to hear from them.
I want to know what they are thinking or what they are about.
They usually have questions about the helm in my photo or more importantly the words or ideas in my profile. I am very serious about who I am. Are you serious about who you are? Go ahead then and email me or even message me on Yahoo.
BlackRedSteve |
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For those that keep asking - I travel for work quite often so Im never in the same state for very long. I've spent some time recently in Ohio. But again it varies from week to week. |
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For those that have been writing - I travel quite a bit so I really don't care where you are located because I might be there myself! |
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Life looks forward... yes it does. Now if only I can find that girl that girl that is one part slut and one part ... screw it at this point I'll take that.
Teasing for now... |
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For those that have written recently - thank you. My posting was not meant to reflect sadness but dissapointment. So much potential in this world. The good news is that I started a My Space using my Yahoo ID BlackRedSteve. Potential friends or others are welcome to add me in both. |
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So much craziness...
So much sadness...
Do people really know what it is to burn deep in their soul - to crave and lust and love?
So much sadness.... |
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