Not currently looking for anything at this time. I am focused on moving into management at work, and simply don't want to split my focus.
I have learned a lot about myself in the last six years or so since I first stood at the local dungeon door with nothing but a red velvet cake and a desire to be as truthful and open as I could be. I have paid dearly for being myself, but I would not have it any other way. I have made mistakes, admitted them, and been judged for them. I would not have it any other way. I am currently happier with myself than I have ever been, despite closing down exploration of a side of me that could have been good for others. I am capable of being sadistic, but I was not capable of doing so in a void. I had feelings, and I shared them freely, never knew that was against the rules. So as I was judged, I also was judging. I found that the ones that valued themselves so highly, were really of no value to me.
Thank you to the bottoms that trusted Me enough to explore my sadistic side, without you I would never have seen how beautiful S/M can be. Thank you to anyone that ever showed me a technique, or gave words of advice.
In closing, I want to thank the whole community, ally or foe. It is because you exist that I was able to make so many memories.. SC
I have a few writings on another site, the editor here eats too many thoughts to trust with anything serious. Available upon request.
