Spiritjo

Mistress wants to make sure that I am preparing adequately for our next training session, and so after work, I was at the supermarket to do my regular shopping, and I made sure to get what I needed.  I went to the fresh fruit section, and found some bananas - my goal was to get the longest one I could find, as well as the thickest, so that I can train my slut mouth for Mistress turning me out into a cocksucking whore for her.  Luckily, both the longest and the thickest were in the same bunch, so I picked that one up.  When I got home, I ate a healthy dinner, and when I was done, went and peeled the longest banana I brought.  I slowly slid it between my lips, and massaged the bottom of the banana with my tongue as I inched it further into my mouth.  It hit near the back of my throat, which made me gag a bit, so I slid it out a little, and slowly hit the back again.  When I gagged once more, I slid the whole thing out, caught my breath, and began kissing the tip slowly, and licking underneath the tip - then I slid it in and out, trying to maintain suction while also teasing it with my slutty tongue.  I got into a nice motion with it, and sucked it nice and smoothly.  I was imagining what my vanilla ex girlfriends would think if they could see me, getting rock hard while practicing sucking cock so my Mistress can further transform me away from the vanilla exterior and into the slutty whore she knows I am - and she wants me to be for her amusement. 

I'm looking forward to my next in-person training session from Mistress; I am getting over a cold, so as soon as it passes, I'd like to resume my proper place beneath her, awaiting her next command.  She knows just how to tease and taunt me - knowing the secrets beneath the vanilla exterior, the filthy slut that begs for her thick cock, and longs to show her how nasty a whore she can make me.  The look in her eye when I thank her after catching her drooled spit in my mouth, swirl it around on my tongue, and swallow, tells me that she knows that she can use me any way she desires.  When I'm begging to sniff her sweaty, raunchy asshole, pleading to slide my tongue in; when I'm on my back, her cock tied up so I don't cum before she wants me to, anticipating her sitting right on my face and grinding her smooth juicy pussy against my mouth, my greedy tongue darting across and tasting all of it.  When she jams my mouth with her thick cock, and then sits on my face, ordering me to eat her ass out while her cock bobs up and down, slapping my chin - the way she would groan and tell me "if you do a good job, I'll give you that hard, deep fuck you are desperate for, bitch.  And guess who is gonna clean my dick after I drill your slutty ass?" - then she sweetly says "ooh, do you hear that on the video?  Wow, she just took such a massive cumshot in her mouth!", or "wow, that black girl is taking his dick so deep in her ass!".  When she uses my mouth as her toilet, and has me clean her.  All of these are the moments when her ownership of me is obvious and without question.  I really look forward to her advancing my training, and making the contrast between the vanilla exterior and the true slut within even greater.

My most recent chastity continues, and I am doing my daily exercises, which consist of smacking the cock that belongs to my Mistress, and keeping up with heavy protein intake.  Now that Mistress has opened my vanilla facade and brought out my inner cock hungry slut, she has added a new exercise to my list; I am to practice working my gag reflex with carrots, as I prepare myself to take her thick dildo deep in my whore mouth.  I mentioned that I need to find an exercise to stretch my mouth in preparation for thick cock, and she teasingly snapped back that this is something she will work on with me....who knows what might be in store, but whatever it is, I will eagerly perform for her like the nasty slut that she knows I am for her.  She has also instructed me to perform flexibility exercises in preparation of being able to bend my hips forward when I'm on my shoulders lying down - this way, she can milk me so that the hot cum that spurts from her cock after my chastity is relieved ends up shooting into my slut mouth.  Once it is in my mouth, I will close my full mouth, and await her next command.  I think the flexibility training will also help me in that it increases the positions I can use when Mistress wants to use me as her fuck toy - I can take that thick cock on all fours, or maybe she will make me sit on it and pump up and down while she calls me a cock loving slut, while facing me away from the television loudly playing hot porno fuck sounds.  Maybe the slut on the screen will be taking a thick black cock in her ass at the same time the slut in the room is riding a fat black dick.  Maybe the slut on the tv will suck the cock clean afterwards as well as the nasty, once vanilla whore in the room will. 

Now that Mistress has forced out my inner slut, all vanilla pretention has been cast aside.  When she looks at me, she knows that she is seeing a desperate whore, dying to have a thick fat cock pointing straight at me, and inch from my face.  It would be thrust forward, and the full thick head would stretch my lips wide and as inch after inch was stuffed in, it would force drool down my chin as it piston fucked my slut mouth.  Once it was nice and wet, and ready, I'd be forced on all fours, and commanded to lift my hungry whore ass in the air and shake it, teasing, working up that thick meat that is positioned now behind me.  I'm made to beg - "please, oh please, fuck me hard and deep with that fat cock.  Treat me like the dirty whore that I am."  "Harder..Faster!  Deeper!  Slap my slut ass!".  After some good deep pumping, it would be back in front of my face again, slapping me across the face while I'm being told what a dirty whore I am.  Once I begged to suck it clean well enough, I'd be gagged hard with that thick meat, and once I sucked it clean, I'd be slapped and told to beg for more cock.  Now that it is being once again positioned behind me, I arch back to try to swallow that dick with my whore asshole, and I grunt "oh, yeah Feed it to my ass - feed it to me! - FEED IT TO ME."  As I'm getting drilled hard again, I push back to meet every thrust.  It becomes obvious I can't take anymore, and she lies on the bed, spread wide, and commands me to suck that cock off while I stroke out the cum from mine.  When I'm ready to shoot, Mistress tells me to get on the bed, shoulders down, back and legs up, and open wide - she grabs her cock from between my legs and furiously strokes it off until I tell her I'm about to cum.  She yells "open wide slut" and I catch the first shot..it keeps spurting, and each stroke of her hand sends more hot cum between my whore lips.  Once she is satisfied that she has gotten every drop out, and onto my face and in my mouth, she tells me to close my mouth, and get between her legs - then she tells me to slowly drool the cum out all over her thick dildo - I cover it with my cum....and she laughs and says "now show me what a dirty cum loving slut you are, and lick it all off".  I complete the task, she laughs and says "mmmm...this talent of yours opens up all sorts of interesting possibilities."  She unhooks the strapon, gets on all fours on the bed, and says, "now eat my asshole out deep bitch.  And if you do a good job, I might let you eat my pussy."

Last night I finally submitted to my Mistress for the 1st time, and it was all I could have dreamed for and more!  She had me strip naked, and massage her feet and calves.  She tied me to a chair, blindfolded me, and made me sniff her gamey armpits, and swallow her delicious spit.  She teased me, and played with her cock, full from days of chastity and desperate to explode - made only more desperate by the sounds of the porno playing on the tv, which she would describe to me "wow, she just took a huge cumload in her face.  He's fucking the black girl's ass, etc".  She untied me, and had me get on the bed, still blindfolded, while she positioned her ass in my face, and had me sniff her sweaty asshole, which almost made me cum right there.  She disciplined me with the sting of her riding crop, and then when fully punished, she spead her legs, exposing her neatly shaven pussy, put the base of her dildo into my mouth, and commanded me to fuck her with my mouth; after she came, she then made me lick her clean, and suck on her clit.  She took the dildo and made me suck it clean, and commented that I was a really good cock sucker, which made me happy and eager to suck it as hard and seductively as I could.  She blew her smoke in my face, and when she ordered me into the bathroom, I knew what was coming - she squatted over me, and pissed on her cock, and then pissed in my face and in my mouth which I swallowed down.  She then told me to wash off, and when I was done, she told me to clean her up - she spread wide, and had me lick her up and down until the piss was cleaned off.  She told me to go lower, and allowed me to lick out her delicious asshole.  Then she ordered me on all fours, and put on her strapon.  She positioned herself behind me, and as the sound of the fucking and sucking continued on the screen out of my vision, she slid in her dildo, and fucked my ass nice and deep.  I reached back like a dirty slut, and grabbed the back of her thighs, forcing her dick deeper into my desperate asshole.  She fucked me, and then when she pulled out, I offered to suck her cock clean, which seemed to greatly please her.  When it was shiny and clean, she layed down on her back on the bed, and told me to stand at the foot of the bed facing her, and stroke the cum out of her straining balls, while her strapon pointing right up at my face.  When I was ready to cum, I asked if I should cum on her dildo, and she told me I had to do that.  Finally, I could take no more, and all of the pressure that built up was reaching that point - I pointed at her hard strapon cock, and blasted streams of hot cum all over it - once the spurting finally stopped, I crawled between her legs, and licked and sucked the hot cum off of her stiff black dildo, and licked off the pools of cum that formed at the base of her strapon.  I hope to improve on my service next time, and would like to take all of the cum in my slut mouth for her, so that she can command me to face her, my mouth overflowing with hot cum, hearing her tell me to hold it in my mouth for as long as she says - there would be so much released from her swollen balls, that I wouldn't be able to hold it all, and hot cum would begin to slowly trickle out of the corner of my slut mouth, and down my chin, while I waited her next order. 

It is hard to believe that just a few months ago, I was involved in a long term vanilla relationship, and now my cock is now property of my Mistress, and I am one day away from assuming my place beneath her, where I will eagerly accept any use she deems fit for me at that moment.  I have gone from loyal boyfriend a few months ago to loyal slave, and anxiously await my being used by Mistress.  She has quickly calculated that I am an eager slut, and will happily obey any command that comes from her when above me.  I dream of the taste of her spit on my tongue - the potential use of my greedy mouth as her toilet (could you imagine what my conservative ex girlfriend would think if she knew I would soon be begging to swallow my Mistresses hot piss, and juicy spit?  That I will soon be pleading to clean out Mistresses hot, steamy, gamey, sweaty asshole with my long tongue.  To sniff her gamey, smelly armpits that have not been washed in a day or 2.  Maybe I will also be used to sooth Mistress in the most intimate way.)  My mouth is for any purpose that arouses my Mistress at that moment - ANY PURPOSE.  Now that the cock and full, heavy balls, subject of prolonged chastity, belong to her, there is nothing she could use the cock for that is beyond limits - it is hers, not mine.  Any command will be eagerly followed with passion.  My heart pounds with the idea of us first meeting for a drink tomorrow - sitting down and talking for a few minutes first, when every time she looks in my eyes, I know she has learned all my deepest fantasies, and that no matter how normal the conversation is, the air will be heavy with the knowledge that I am her slave, her sub, her nasty slut.   

Mistress continued my training this morning - she contacted me to teasingly ask if I am dreaming of servicing her ass - of course I was and I replied to confirm.  She next let me know that she isn't going to just give up access for my tongue into her asshole, and that she will make me work hard for it.  That she knows how eager I am for her juices - to taste her spit and have her piss flow down my throat.  She then commanded me to smack her hard cock hard 5 times on a table, so I went into my bathroom and beat her cock against the counter - the 5th time, I could feel the pain shoot through the bottom of the head of her cock.  I was then made to send her a photo of her stiff cock.  She taunted me by letting me know that she will squeeze the head between her toes until I was on the verge of orgasm, but will not let me cum.  Mistress also mentioned that she will beat and stroke her cock, but deprive me of feeling good.  My balls are so full already, and this is all just making them more heavy.  She knows that I would now perform her most perverse desires to please her and show what a good slut I can be for her.

Mistress has placed me back on chastity; while the knowledge that she controls my penis, and my orgasms, is extremely stimulating, the obvious problem is that every time she gives me instruction, I get hard.  Not having permission to stroke her cock and release just makes me harder - yet more in need of release.  And it doesn't only get stiff from instruction - she will occasionally tease me by using my desires against me - the intense desire to clean her sweaty, gamey ass out with my tongue, to my desired assignment of soothing her clit with my tongue after it has been stimulated all day in her tight pants, to her sexy lips seductively blowing cigarette smoke in my face.  Will she stand over me, lean down until her face is inches from mine, tell me to open my mouth, and spit it in and command me to use the spit to keep my mouth hydrated as I lick the sweat from between her toes?  Will she announce that she had a couple of cocktails to warm up for the evening, and that I am to open wide and serve as her toilet each time she needs to release her stream? All of these possibilities and much more keep her cock rock hard, and a little trickle of pre-cum always glistening on the tip of the swollen mushroom head.  I am her willing slut to be used any way excites her most at that moment.

It was decided that since my primary purpose is my Mistresses personal use, I was to go straight home after work on this Friday night, and perform my current duties, which are to continue to load up on protein, and to exercise.  The exercise consists of having to slap her hard dick around before bed.  I have just loaded up on protein; 2 large hamburgers, and a thick dark chocolate protein stick.  After completing my journal, I will exercise as I've been instructed by my Mistress.  I will then await her message commanding me to go to bed when she decides it is time tonight.  Just getting her order to go to bed will instantly make me hard all over again. Maybe she will mention something she is looking forward to using me for - just to make my chastity that much more torutous prior to being ordered to bed.  I eagerly await her orders...

Mistress contacted me this afternoon to tell me that I am to go on a heavy protein diet over the next 4 days in order to be prepared for her use.  In addition to some meats, I decided it would be a good idea to get some protein bars so that I can supplement my protein intake between meals.  Mistress later contacted me to instruct me to shave her cock and balls as soon as I got home (they do belong to Mistress, and she controls any activity they might have), and send pics for her approval.  She then reminded me that I also had some 'shopping' to do for her - I was ordered to go to a sex shop and pick up some items for her use.  As I walked in, I could feel the eyes on me of every woman in the shop, and once I finished shopping and brought my purchases to the counter, the girl working the register looked down at them, then up at me with a knowing smirk, before ringing me up and mercifully sending me on my way.  Once I got home, I threw off my suit, ran to the bathroom, and immediately began obeying my order to be clean shaven.  Having never shaven there before, I took it very slowly and carefully needless to say.  Finally I finished, wiped the shaving cream off, and sent Mistress a head on photo, as well as one with her shaft being held up so that she could view her cleanly shaven balls.  Mistress received the photos, and once satisfied that I followed her orders correctly, sent me a message to do my exercises and go to sleep.  Once my exercises are completed, I will have a protein bar and go to sleep.  Never having shopped for protein bars before, I wasn't sure which ones to get - there were bars in all shapes, sizes, and colors.  I wanted to have the ones with the most protein, so I picked out a bunch of the really long, thick, black, dark chocolate ones.  They look like they are quite a mouthful, but to extract the most benefit, I know I have to finish the whole thing. 

Had Mistress been with me, I am sure she would have chosen those for me as well. 

Was at the height of my chastity restriction this morning when I woke up.  As usual the past few days, every thought made me erect, and my cock (actually I should say my Mistresses cock) would strain against my underpants, and a bit of pre-cum would form at the swollen head.  During this time of restraint, I realized that my position underneath Mistress has no restriction, and I can and will at times be reduced to an object for her use - my thoughts race to the various uses I must serve for her pleasure and convenience.  She will command me to lie face up, where she will tie up my cock and balls so that my slutty thoughts will not produce a release before my duties are complete.  She then sits in a chair, reaches into her bag for a cigarette - but not lighting it yet, and holds it in her hand as she slowly uncrosses her legs and re-crosses them in the other direction.  She then says "such a frustrating day today."  I ask her what is wrong and she says "oh, it's just all the cutbacks in the office are getting out of hand - the copy paper is cheaper and falls apart, we have to bring in our own water, we have to re-use old files...and that's not the worst of it!".  I ask her "really Mistress?  what else is worse?".  She sighs, touches the cigarette with the tip of her tongue, but still doesn't yet light it, and explains: "the old manager would order the nice thick multi-ply toilet paper - it was so smooth and soothing.  I could  dig inside my rear a little and get everything clean. Now they have the cheap single ply, and it is just so rough.  I now always try to use the bathroom before I go in, but was in a rush to get to work this morning, so I had to go in the office.  So I finish doing my business, and I am wiping, and it is just so uncomfortable - like sandpaper.  I did my best, and got my rear as clean as possible, but was only able to get about 90% clean or so until it just was too uncomfortable to do anything but wipe along the outside.  So I pulled up my pantyhose and went back to work.  All day, I can feel that it is not 100% clean inside, and feels all nasty and uncomfortable.  Hours and hours of it mixing with my sweat and the hot pantyhose just makes it more nasty."  I say "I'm sorry Mistress".  She replies "well, that's the bad news. And I just checked the toilet paper in this room and it is not any better." She then looks into my eyes, slowly re-crosses her legs again and smirks.  She then says "the good news is that you will clean it for me - won't you be a good boy and do that?"  I say "yes Mistress of course".  She explains - "ok, good slave.  I am going to squat over your face, and light my cigarette.  You will lick my asshole clean until this cigarette is finished.  If I feel you are not done, I will light another one and you will continue until that one is done.  Do you understand Toilet Paper Boy?"  I look at her and say 'yes Mistress'.  She says "good!  and clean me good, slut.  Use that nice long tongue the way it was meant to be used. And there is one more thing."  I ask "what Mistress".  She replies "I know you are a greedly little slut, but when I squat over you, do not EVER touch my pussy without permission.  Slaves are for asshole only unless I say so."  I answer "yes Mistress".  She gets up, slowly walks over to me, takes off her boots, slides down her sweaty pantyhose, and puts her boots back on.  She then stands over me, and slowly squats over my face.  She asks "ready toilet paper?" I say "Yes Mistress", and she says "good.  lick"  I begin to do my job and lick her asshole clean.  A couple of minutes later, I hear her light the cigarette and say "oops, forgot my ashtray.  Can I use you?".  With my tongue wedged deep in her ass, I mumble "yes Mstss".  She laughs and says "oh, I know".  She commands me to use my hands to spread her cheeks wide so that I can get in nice and deep.  After a second cigarette, she lifts herself up, and says "oooh, good job slave.  Your mouth must be very dry, and in need of washing up."  I say "yes Mistress" and get up to head to the sink.  She forcefully shoves me back down, slaps me in the face, and says, "that is not how my slave's mouth is cleaned, bitch"  She then squats over my face again, this time a couple of inches further back, and says: "Now open!" I open my mouth and she lets out a little stream of golden mouthwash.  She then stops and says. "Gurgle it, and then swallow"  I do as I'm told, and she says "good.  Now you drink the rest like a good toilet; understand?".  I reply "yes Mistress" and open my mouth, awaiting my delicious treat.

Mistress generously released me from chastity today, but the desire to be her slave, her submissive, even her slut, has only intensified since my release.  I await anything and everything she wishes to do to me, and have me do.

I am now in the 2nd day of Chastity to my Mistress.  It is difficult in that whenever I think about my submission I get aroused, but I am not to touch it.  I realize that Mistress owns my cock, and what it is used for is entirely under her control.  My will under Chastity has slipped fast, and her desires for my submission is all that matters.  Anywhere she desires to take my slavery will be eagerly accepted by me.  I am not used to pain, but will do everything in my power to accept as much of the administration of her riding crop discipline as I can to satisfy her.  I long to be put in my proper place underneath her, to be used in any way she wishes at that moment - to sniff and suck the sweat and gamey scent from between her toes - to meet her eyes as I lick her spit out of my hand and thank her for the treat - to serve as an obedient seat and clean her sweaty rear.  Perhaps she has worn her sexy pantyhose for a couple of days while out having fun, which would add to the experience - and my submission.  To anxiously await her golden tribute.  To hear her commands - 'sniff', 'lick', 'suck'.   And my Mistress generously cares for my well being as well, which flatters me.  I know she is interested in experimenting with new methods of health and exercise, and that there is a protein shot that she is anxious for me to try under her strict supervision.  I would offer to find it at the store and try a protein shot on my own, but she would just wickedly giggle, look into my eyes, and explain that it is an alternative method not found on shelves, and it is most effective when extracted directly from the source - of course she knows best, and is so wise.  In extracting the protein shot, she would explain, I would be working leg muscles based on my crouching position, as well as the calories burned in the act of sucking the benefit out of the source.  Perhaps she would also see me as a useful provider myself to another needy subject under her control. 

My will is now hers, as it should be.

Mistress contacted me this morning to remind me that I am in chastity to her for 3 days, and to command me not to break it.  I know I will not, as the object of my chastity is now under her control, and it is not to be touched without her permission.  Thinking about her control over it is arousing, which in turn makes it more difficult.  And the fact that she knows she can make me do anything she wants, no matter how outside my previous limits, just makes my desire to be a good sub even stronger.  I know that once I have been made to serve beneath her, her control will be even that much more powerful.

Met my Mistress today, and I am now in chastity.  We got together for a drink, engaged in conversation for a while, and her intelligence, beauty, and presence came through right away.  After our drink, we went a short distance to get something to eat, and continued to talk. During our meal, she let it be known that regardless of our conversation, etc., my place is underneath her at her whim.  She instructed me to finish my meal and drink, and then told me that she needed to use the restroom, and that I was to pay and wait for her in front of the bathrooms.  Upon paying, I walked to the restrooms - she opened the door to the ladies room and signaled me to come in.  She locked the door, led me to the stall, sat on the toilet, and commanded me to get on my knees, which I excitedly did.  She then unzipped her boot and told me to sniff her sweaty pantyhose covered foot.  I savored the aroma, and when satisfied I was under her control, she ordered me out of the bathroom where I waited for her to come out.

   We then went across the street to do a little shopping, and on the way she seductively smoked her cigarette and blew the smoke in my face.  She picked out a sexy pair of pantyhose for me to purchase, as well as a couple of other small items.  Knowing just how to tease me, she then let me know that she had to pee; even though I knew I'd be waiting for her outside the bathroom in the crowded shopping center, my mind still couldn't help but wander and fantasize about being dragged into the stall, where I would serve her need at that moment.  She came out, and as we were leaving, she announced that I was now in chastity to her, and that I was not to release for 3 days.  She informed me that I am to serve her one night next week, and I anxiously await service.  By the look in my eye, she knows that anything she desires, I will gladly accept.  If she is in need of an ashtray or a spittoon, she knows my mouth is hers.  If she wishes to have me worship her dirty pantyhose, sweaty feet, or gamey armpits, it goes without saying that I am to comply. If she requires my face as a seat it is hers.  Her expression even let it be known that I am her toilet if she so wishes.  Even a wild surprise to push my limits for her pleasure is to be met with my immediate compliance.

I eagerly await my assignment from my Mistress.