giggles a bit, as she has just read up and and found that there is such a thing as Thunder Snow!  girl found it through google, and is listening to it outside at this time!

wow!

can't verify the lightning, as the apartment is fashioned to keep much light out.  but the sound of the Thunder,

sure sounds right on the money.

it started a couple hours into the storm this past evening, and is continuing on several hours later!

best wishes to all!

yes it is definately sucking big time!  hates it girl does!  much funner to live in a possible fantasy, with a bit of BDSM thrown in girl thinks, than to just walk away from the lifestyle again, argh!  *pouts*

please forgive girl, she is almost out, of her drive to be the best slave girl that she could ever be.  or maybe have ever been?  this is nuts can't even think straight well at all!

sorry for the mixed up mess in girls head, and the fact that girl decided to share anything about her thoughts here at all!

greetings Sir, please forgive girl, but she is about to give up on her new Daddy, as there is a major distance issue, and communication from Him has come to a stop, so girl is giving up on many levels girl thinks.  *shakes her head as she feels the weight of her words  upon her*

finds herself wondering if any will care in any event.

wonders what her future without a Dominant at least possibly being in it, will be like...

can't help thinking it will suck very badly...

giggles, pooter decided it was done, and had to go back to the shop for a complete (so they said) overhaul seems much is fixed whoop!!

am back and did need a break from the messages somewhat.  but was thinking of many of you the whole time, girl had no way to be in touch!  sorry please forgive girl!

yes that is a hole!  girl is the "hole in the head" poster child girl guesses giggles!

it is not bandaged cause girl has issues with grease. and most stuff that would help it is greasy, also it is too close to girls hair!  yes girl does fairly well suffering pain and discomfort for good reasons (like commands giggles) this girl is not into ripping out her own hair with a bandage giggles 

hmmm perhaps is girl computer?  not having a good week this week at all.so far

seems this web site is having troubles today. pouts

girl is / was (three years owned by one not using her Gorean training) a very well trained online kajira (total slave) for the right Gorean Master.  been looking for Gor in Real Life her whole life, *sighs*, not having any luck finding it yet tho.

please forgive girl (or help her giggles) girl is not into spanking, tends to make her cry, sorry

for the same reason she is not into canes.  girl is aware that she must have an issue with pain as she has never been able to make herself accept it much, even after           " letting go ".  which girl also thinks is not cool. as girl has heard there is a hormone (?) reaction that is supposed to be quite nice. maybe someday, huh?

please forgive girl she is not able to respond to all the messages in a timely matter. 

also girl cannot figure out how to use chat in here.  are there any places to get help in here for such things as how to use this site well?

giggles a bit as seems to be her way.  girl is amazed by the fact that so much time seems to be wasted on this site, by the fact that a Master, especially if He is of Gor, does not bother to put in His profile, that a girl when responding to Him in here has His permission to speak freely to Him.  big potential time saver when wanting the honest truth in an answer.  giggles.  specially if you think slaves are liars or posers. giggles

wonder if there are any in the world that can get the Gor out of this girl and if so how.  oh yeah and can girl live through such a process?

greetings to everyone who has ever been on this site!  girl has a new awareness of clarity in her world as she reads, and sees what all is in here.  kudos on your ability to be up front and honest (it seems).  

girl has been trained some to both BDSM ( RL ) and Gor online (second Life)  girl wishes mostly for a Gorean lifestyle 24/7 TPE but has been told that is not possible in the real world.  girl is a beginner as she has not yet found all her limits- BDSM, or gotten all her training yet - GOR.  

girl does have some effects from her real life (health problems)  not serious, so much as annoying.  one i hate most is knees are bad!  not easy to be a kajira in rl when kneeling is not an option much.  giggles  really annoying!

girl was for most of her life called Amazon as a nick name.  you know tall, stocky, well trained, not because of aggression, funny how things work out as that is not at all what girl truly is inside, giggles.

yes i know, that if you know what you are doing very well at all, you know better than most why that is too.

ooo also can anyone let me know what else there is in here i should do or fill out or post or whatever?  am very new to this site indeed.  giggles

and thanks for taking the time to read this appreciate it much!  have a great day week life and a good nites sleep 

be well

spiritelkhart