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Hetero Female Submissive, 50,  Madison, Wisconsin
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specialgirl764 - submissive

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 Submissive Female



 5' 4"

 335 lbs






Actively Seeking:

Dominant Male

 Lives For:

 Canes and Crops (Expert)

 Local BDSM Community (Expert)

 Spanking (Expert)

 Liberal Politics

 Lifestyle BDSM


 Travel (Beginner)


 Anal Play (Beginner)



 Breast Play



 Munches (Expert)

 Role Playing

 Sensory Deprivation



 Historical Shows

 Science Fiction





 Intellectual Discourse

 Folk Music

 Seventies Music


 Auto Racing



 Coffee Shops




 Corsets (Beginner)

 Electrical Play

 Enemas (Beginner)



 Hair Pulling


 Medical Play (Beginner)

 Needle Play (Beginner)

 Public Play

 Vacuum Stimulation (Beginner)

 Watersports (Beginner)

 Board Games


 Comedy Shows

 True Crime

 TV Sports

 Web Surfing









 Political Activism


 Old Guard

 Classical Music

 Eighties Music

 New Age Music




 Rock Music

 Show Tunes






 SCA (Expert)


 Knife Play


 Masks (On Partner)

 Masks (Wearing)

 Massage (Giving) (Beginner)

 Mental Bondage

 Obedience Training

 Orgasm Denial

 Pantyhose Fetish (Beginner)


 Wax play

 Role Playing Games


 Alternative Music

 Country Music

 New Wave




 Ice Hockey


 Curious About:






 Massage (Getting)

 Outdoor Bondage






 Bar Hopping



 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Fire Play

 Speech Restrictions





 1950s Household

 Diet and Exercise

 Gorean Lifestyle

 Goth Lifestyle



 Body Building


 Kick Boxing



 Foot Worship

 Gas Masks

 TV News

 Punk Rock Music


 Hard Limits:


 Corner Time


 Domestic Servants

 Housework Service


 Plastic Wrap

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay


 Rubber Fetish

 Serving as a Maid/Butler

 Conservative Politics

 Libertarian Politics


 Female Supremacy

 Hip Hop Music


I need to be taken, fucked, hurt, cherished, cared for, and WANTED! Where is a nice hard cock for me?? Sexual submissive pain slut looking for a real time, 24/7 relationship of the heart, mind, and soul, and very definitely of the body with a male Dominant of similar age and interests. NOT looking for play partners, dates, or online. Prefer local but would consider relocating under certain circumstances. UPDATE: If you are married, have a girl friend, already have a primary of any kind, LEAVE ME ALONE. Don't lead me on for days and then say "Oops, I lied." I refuse to be a secondary or worse for anyone ever again. I am worth it. I am on the free site more often than here, as my local kink community uses it extensively. My user name there is special_girl. ________________________________________________ I am very, very submissive "in the bedroom". I like, even need, to receive pain - short of damage or more than a few days recovery - and want to be used hard, directed, and commanded. But I also want to cuddle and kiss for long stretches at a time, and to hear you whisper “good girl” in my ear as you hold me close. I have strong opinions and feelings about my submissiveness and submission in the life in general, but I am polite about them and respect the feelings and opinions of others. I ask that you respect my beliefs in return. I am not a small person. I’m what some people prefer to call a BBW. If you can't handle that then please look elsewhere! I have Multiple Sclerosis which is controlled but places a few limitations on my life. The red hair is courtesy of genetics and is “naturally curly”, except in humid weather when it frizzes abominably! Am I pretty? No, not in the classical sense, but you'll find that I’m reasonably attractive once you get to know me. A few HARD limits: scat, pedophilia, bestiality, adult baby/littles play, furry play, pet play, any play that revolves around my size or being fat. This doesn't mean I don't respect your interests, just that I am NOT interested so please don't ask or try to actively involve me. I'm NOT a cougar; I'm looking for someone of similar age and interests. Otherwise, I’m addicted to reading, enjoy a somewhat diverse range of music - folk, old rock, classical, I like to make jewelry but then don’t think to wear it, I like to thrift shop for exercise and fun, can get silly-drunk on words and humor, I pick up rocks and get all excited about them - and so much more. I don't use Yahoo Messenger, I won't use use any chat program with you right away, I won't cam or Skype for you, I am not giving you my phone number right away. SO DON'T ASK!!! Sorry for all the "don'ts" and harshness in this profile. It is not my usual way but made necessary by the repeated actions of others here. Please do contact me if you are interested in the same things and want a real relationship.

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Journal Entries:
11/28/2015 10:29:48 AM
i am a sexual submissive pain slut, meaning i am submissive "in the bedroom" and that i like, even need some pain with sex. i am looking for a 24/7, real time, D/s, primary relationship with a male Dominant (not switch) of similar age and interests. i am not a slave although, with the right Dominant and time, i am likely to become much more slave-like. i am still married - until i can find the right situation. i most definitely do no want to be married. we are as brother and sister - at best. almost 20 years ago, he, unilaterally, decided we didn't need sex any more, that we were too old. for our 25th anniversary, i received a kiss on the top of my head... i wasn't too old, i am not too old, and i want and need sex in my life as often as possible! further, i want kinky D/s, S/m sex. husband is aware that i am active in the local community but does not want to know about any details or be publicly embarassed. if i didn't have MS and could still work full time with my own health care, i would have split up a long time ago. as it is, i am on permanent disability SSDI, medicare, and have HMO coverage through his work. i would prefer not to move too far away as i have vanilla family in this area, but if the situation were right, i would move. i have been to several of the MadTownKinkFests here in Madison, WI, and will be at the next one. i regularly go to Grind, a monthly dungeon party, and usually work a shift at the front desk to help make the events possible. sometimes i also go to Kinky Geek Night, the milder version of Grind. i have a couple of occasional play partners but both know that i am looking for a Master of my own and are supportive of my search. they have primary partners already and i do not want a secondary life. i mostly use the free site instead of this one because my local kink community uses it and i like it better - except for finding new people. my user name is special_girl on Fet and i have a lot more pictures, some erotic writing, and a long list of my favorite fetishes over there.

10/9/2015 11:25:29 PM
loving, caring tension, the frisson of belonging, every need met in your arms, even the need to be free. the control of a silken leash, tugging at my throat, visible only in my heart. to give up everything and have it handed back ten fold, to submit in harsh sobs and tears, and love with every stinging nerve and fibre. drawn into the lush, hot jungle of your kisses and touches that arouse me to soaring heights never dreamed of before. again to fly, collapse and fall, the little death, a sweet gift of surrender. drive me before you as the wild game. trap me and take me. flay my fears from the strengths i did not know i had. consume my dross in your lusty fires. accept the offer and our rite. then build a new alter that we may begin again.

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