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i am very new to the BDSM world and i am slowly learning what it's all about; i have yet to truly submit to a man in real-time. Nevertheless, i now realize that i do crave submission and discipline, but not from just anyone, or just to serve some need in me and fill some gap that needs filling. i think that the essence of my submission is inextricably bound to a deep, intense desire to lay everything before that special, worthy Master's feet--all that i am, all that He wants me to be--and have absolute freedom to completely adore Him and nurture His heart with my companionship, love, obedience, submission and respect. i am a natural nurturer.?
i also have the deep sense that if i am able to find a man that inspires such trust in His wisdom and judgment--and who is kind, loving, and generous of spirit, while being very firm and consistent--i think i would move mountains and sacrifice anything for Him, utterly devote myself to pleasing Him, and love Him with such depth of joy and passion and loyalty as to make others astonished!
i am a devoted, loyal helpmate, energetic playmate, and an eager, adventurous lover, and i deeply wish for a Master that i can respect, be proud of, and whom i can please and make proud of me. i am also a novice, with everything to learn.
Although i originally came to all of this from a Domestic Discipline perspective, i now realize that i also need something deeper, and more intense than this: i seek an M/s relationship with a man who is a natural Alpha male Dominant, strict but fair, and willing to teach and train me to serve Him well.
i am still very much a novice and trying to find my way through this BDSM labyrinth, and so far i am certain that i do not belong in the deeper and darker "SM" area of things, with severe torture, degradation, violence, blood, feces and human toilets. The common thread of my attraction to the lifestyle does pull strongly towards complete submission to a strong, confident, worthy Master of good character--and getting my goodly share of spankings--but no deep sadism or heavy pain.
Hence, i am looking for a naturally Dominant, alpha male, strong, confident Master, who has the wisdom, intelligence, patience, and compassion necessary to follow through with loving and consistent discipline. A playful spirit and quirky sense of humor would be deeply appreciated as well! i need a Master that i can respect, trust, and admire, who is not narcissistic, autocratic, or unreasonably harsh, but who can dominate me (sexually and otherwise) and make me proud--a Master with fundamental generosity of spirit, and the soul of a gentleman--that O so unique and wonderful Master who can help me become a lady.
If you would like a considered response from me here, please send me a real letter that tells me a bit about yourself and what you seek. Something that is written to me personally, making it clear that you have actually read my profile, is preferable to something you send to any/all women. i am unlikely to write back if you only send me a note of a few words, or if your own profile is not fully filled out, since i will have little sense about who is contacting me. Otherwise, i will do my best to respond to everyone out of basic courtesy. Thank you.?
And please!?No poly, and nonsmokers only!!! This is a deal-breaker!!!?
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