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sonnet210

i my name is nyssa.

i remember as a small child watching Legend, the children’s movie, and deeply wanting the evil dominating bull to keep the princess as his own and for the normal sweet prince to well…. Go away. At the time i thought perhaps i was a little insane but now i see that i was wanting nothing more than my own dominating bull to come kidnap me and keep me as His own.

i first discovered the world of BDSM when i came across the Gorean books at a very young age. Although there was a lot that i did not agree with, the idea and the fantasy of being owned as property hit me hard… i could feel the heat rise in my belly, boiling and craving like liquid fire rushing though my veins. After years of sweet innocent fantasy's, writing naughty story's in primary school about beautiful princess's being kidnapped and taken away to huge palaces and locked in cages were they were tortured and tormented... that led to reading many different novels as a young adult before finally i came out to a close family friend who was also a psychologist and asked her why i was having these dark fantasies and this never-ending craving for a man or woman to take control of me... all i could think/fantasize about was kneeling at Their feet and kissing Their boot with my lips. Of course i was waiting for her to come back with ways i could manage these thoughts and try and have a normal life… what i wasn’t expecting was for her to tell me all about her different wild BDSM experiences and for her to hand over a riding crop, the "Story of O" and amazing information about a website were i could meet like minded people. I am here because i want to make friends... so please do not contact me and start trying to Dominate me :) Love and Light always Sonnet
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 Age: 24
 McAllen, Texas