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	My name is Alee, and I don't really know what to call myself. I guess I'll just write until I run out of things to say. I have a condition called Depedent Personality Disorder. Meaning it causes me serious mental pain to make decisions on my own. Even things like when or what to eat, or what to wear, or when to shower. I can't decide anything for myself. This means I can't drive, can't have a job... It sucks... hard. I don't need your sympathy or advice btw. I have a really hard time finding someone who is able to be the person I need to basically run my life. I have my best friend though, who moved in with me to help. It was through her that I realized I'm in many ways perfect as a sub or maybe a slave. I've still had a hard time finding someone just right though. It's especially dificult because I don't say no, which means I've never been able to stay faithful, because the moment some other guy even vaguely mentions sex, I'll do as he says. So there's that.... blah. im a huge adrenaline junkie. i get off on being nervous, or anxious, or embarassed... really anything that gets my heart pumping. oh im also told im too honest, and i dont shut up. So that brings me here! Now I'm not super innocent or anything. Everyone seems to think so. You don't go your whole life listening to what others tell you without people telling you to do things that benefit them more than they benefit you. It's okay though, because I like being used... I guess that's the only way to really describe it. I try to exert a little control over my life. But I pretty much fail at it. So I rely on my friend and bounce ideas off of her to help me decide. Another friend of mine told me about collarme. So here I am... I guess, message me, let's talk. I want to find someone to take me in one day. But not right away. I don't know if I'll find the right person here or not. But maybe at the least I'll find people to talk to, who can maybe help me have some fun and give me orders. I especially like the rush of being told to do things that I shouldn't be doing. I know I shouldn't. but I do as I'm told. Geez I feel like I sound insane. Okay I'm going to shut up now.

9/29/2014 9:49:35 PM

I thought this place was gone forever... yay I found the new site! :D

8/5/2013 2:32:33 AM

Just a little clarification since some people don't seem to understand. I might not be able to make decisions on my own... But that doesn't mean I'm going to suddenly do what you say just because you told me to in a message. I've made it clear I have a friend who makes decisions for me.

IF you can't understand this without needing more clarification, I don't know what to tell you.

2/25/2013 7:02:29 AM

Playing my little game again, same rules as before.

1/23/2013 4:15:47 PM

So someone on here had an idea for a game.

It's really primple, pick a number between 1 and 20. If you' get it right, you get a prize! :D

anyone local gets a bigger prize then people further away. Losers get a consolation prize.

This game is over now, thanks for playing. :)