I enjoy everything about being spanked, over a man’s knee is a wonderful feeling. It is not so much about the pain, as it is about the feeling of being under someone’s control Enjoy the more traditional spanking (hand, brush, paddle, belt, cane), being OTK and having fun being taken it to a more BDSM type spanking (rope, flogger, crop, tawse …) Where do I go from here … still learning so much about this lifestyle and where I fit in. I can honestly say that I enjoy spanking in its purist form; but feel I’m looking for something more …

Just as few people understand the pure spanko world, I also don't understand d/s. Therefore an exchange of ideas and chatting about the differences is what I'm seeking at this point. I know that my joy comes from pleasing the person I trust, respect and care about; and that takes on a gamut of so many things … but the core being to please that person. It’s not forced or learned … it’s just me. So, do I fit in, don’t know, but will continue to explore and learn, unlocking deep desires yet to be realized.