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This  boi  is truly  glad that he found this site and has met some really wonderful and understanding people. A certain Mistress has  shown me that  being you is  what makes living a joy.  Her passion of living and  for  wanting to reach and  show others what they are about is amazing.  Her words come to life off the screen and makes You  urn to come back and learn more.  Well this boi is truly going to be back and back again

Well there is one certain Mistress on this site to whom i must speak in high regard of. She has been patient and understanding and  very knowledgeable of the things i should know be aware of and seek. The more one learns of this lifestyle the more one desires to grow with in it.  I will not post her name as i have not been given permission to do so  but i want to acknowledge  Your help is truly appreciated

the past few days  have been enjoyable in here to say the least. Though I may not find a Mistress/Domme in my area there is been great support in here. Just the ability to chat with others and get feedback and ideas truly helps ease the excitable mind.  For those who are in servitude  never take forgranted that which You have  because  some of us may never be given the chance

Well another day and another wonderful  day of meeting new and exciting people from all walks of life and countries.  This lifestyle as notice is been around for 1000 of years and yet its existence is hard in todays age to be accepted as norm. But that being said I have always fought against the norm and fought for what I desire and cherish. Talking with others here only shows me there is hope

Well  it has been a  good week so far. Have met some really wonderful Mistress on here who have been more  then pleasant and understanding. It does show that sometimes being patient pays off. I know there is lots to learn and grasp  but the feeling of seeing growth is wonderful

Well here it goes. I must warn first  hand that my spelling and grammar are something that needs a lot of work. I took my 4th grade teachers advice and did not become a English major  but went into Geochemistry.

As a young boy my interests where  far  different then those of my buddies. They were into cars and late night horror shows and cruising the main street,. Myself on the other hand I was exploring what made Woman a mystery. What made the strong and  yet so loving and caring.What made them Moms  and yet Disciplinarians.

I found myself drawn into dark side of the of Discipline and reward of pain.  As I grew older my mind grew and I explored the desires and needs of this  servitude and pain, Like a drug addict the craving and desire was exceeding what I was able to get.

The city I live in  is a god fearing and politically correct. I  have a better chance winning the lottery then finding a Mistress/Domme in my city. But I guess if I won the lottery then I could solve that problem in a hurry...lol

Well enough babbling I just thought I would share a lil insight of who I am. For those  who are in a similar situation as myself  don't give up hope.