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So, here i am...for Your consideration. Thoughtful, well read, liberal, creative. my life up to now has been devoted to the advancement and care of others. Now, it is time for me... i seek friendship, talk, honest intellect, laughs and experience. At the risk of seeming overly simplistic, i am a true sensualist. All of my senses fire up when stimulated. Take me, tie me down and mold me to Your pleasure. As candles burn, music plays softly, clothing fits snugly...it is Your symphony to conduct. i entered the lifestyle some thirty years ago. An innocent grad school student in Chicago, stumbling into a gay bar in a notorious bar district on the north side of the loop. i was simply overwhelmed and overtaken. i never looked back. It was there i found out about the leather lifestyle. i learned about the lifestyle in a most amazing way. i was trained by some of the best. Introduced to crossdressing by a Domme who truly lived the lifestyle. It seemed like i had found myself.
But, things changed. Real life got in the way. The lifestyle i enjoyed took a back seat to the real world. Oh, i dabbled on and off the past thirty years. Never really able to re-establish friendships. No time to stay as involved as i would have wished. The folks i met years ago now gone to other cities, or, just simply gone. So lately, i have thought about re-entering the lifestyle that drew me in at one time. i thought i would give this site a try and seek out friends looking to experiment, play and interact. i prefer real time, i am not one to be interested in cyber. i do enjoy a well written message. i enjoy all aspects of the lifestyle but prefer to stay away from anything severe. For me, it is all about sensuality. Taking the time to enjoy the feeling.
Other than this interest, i do have others that occupy my time. i am an avid reader, four papers a day, countless magazines and books each month. i garden, collect antiques, photograph, and have a genuine love of architecture and design. So, let's talk about our mutual interests, i would love to hear from Y/you...
Alison
10/30/2010 7:59:29 AM

Slipping into a different persona...escaping the pressures of everyday life.  Tuning out the noise and concentrating on the senses.  The pleasures that release the good chemicals.  It happens when i run or lift weights or contort myself in yoga or pilates.  The goodness comes when i can change clothes, pretend i am someone else.  Everyone should take the time to release, exchange, and divert.  The complicated world we inhabit requires a relief valve.  


i look back a one of the more pleasurable moments in this lifestyle.  A Domme, older, seasoned, wiser.  She was intelligent.  Extremely well read.  A successful businessperson.  i admired Her.  i worshipped Her.  She always knew what She wanted and She made sure i knew as well.  Whenever W/we met, it was as if W/we were in our own universe.  Soft darkness, soft mystical music, scented candle.  It was always about Her.  But then again, She knew that was what i desired as well.  Her touch, to this day, is etched in my mind.  i do miss Her.  Retirement forced a move to a warmer area.  She taught me so much about the lifestyle.  She taught me to enjoy it.  Embrace it.  Don't be afraid of it.  

newsub36cal
 
 Age: 28
 Nome, Arkansas